HEED♥

♫ Thursday, May 27, 2010 6:14 PM

uh-huh , just 5 more months more to endure.
GO HEED & LOVES GO.

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, May 26, 2010 8:31 PM

first & foremost , HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAFIZ !
:)

have yal seen the moon ?
shes sucha beauty aint her ?
this is the time of the month id always look forward to.
looking at the moon gives me a mixture of feelings beyond description.
One look , she makes me smile at how almighty Allah is.
she makes me smile as i find peace and a tinge of happiness looking at it.
As i look deeper and longer at her , she began to bring back to the past.
that is when i might get all emotional when the past hit me.
hahah , i know , girls -.-
but think of it this way , this time of the month is the only time imma be reminded of the past.
isnt it good ? well if u take it positively , it'll make you ponder on what went wrong.
& what has to be mended. see ? hahah !
oh well.

ps/ but i hate it when the moon makes me miss people.

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, May 25, 2010 7:01 PM

i love this bunch of people so dearly.
its been great with them.
im really glad we're putting in alot of effort to bond tghr.
cse ntg is ever thicker than blood.
yal my happiness , awi's :')
i love you.

FLNHAN , jen & jerene.
I miss yal soo much :(
yes eventhou we meet each other in sch , we seemed to be spending lesser time tghr.
yes , O lvl is nearing .
the nearer it gets , the lesser time we have for each other.
nevertheless , yal are always right here * points to my heart*
All the best for O/N level , we can do it ! :D
i love you , 2nd happiness after the awi's :')

& we talked , like after sooo many months.
& we laughed and we joked and you called me ' dear' like you used to.
i dont knw what it was , but i miss having you around.
i miss you.

okay , im getting all emotional here. hahahah !
oh well , have a good day people ! :D

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, May 21, 2010 11:15 PM

ive just had another motivation to ace in Os.
my sweet cousin is gonna treat me to this awesome place is i produce good rslts.
Let's Go heed ! <3

On the other hand , please dont leave me .
dont leave them.
dont leave us .
:'(

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, May 18, 2010 2:06 PM

i think its time we stop tryna mend it but just end it.
damn ;'(

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, May 17, 2010 4:13 PM

i failed eng paper 2 by 2 pathetic mark.
i passed emaths paper 1 by 1 pathetic mark.
this affected my overall mark , C5 for emaths is like a D7.
now jerene , i should cry. haha ;/

On a brighter note , i should think positively right ?
i should thank Allah for :
1) improvement in Chemistry.
2) atleast passing emaths.
3) making me make as much mistakes to be learnt from.

i should pray for :
1) stronger will to perservere & work harder.
2) patience.

In conclusion , i should be thankful for whatever ive attained.
well, it might not be as desirable.
but its jst Prelim 1 & ive got Premlim 2 & ultimately O-levels to proof im worth.
Its okay to make mistakes now & its definitely better.
atleast i could learn from it.

Things to do now :
1) stop getting agitated/frustrated/dissapointed over my results.
2) get back on my two feet
3) be motivated to do better & work harder/smarter
4) perservere & endure
5) put in more effort
6) learn from my mistakes
7) NEVER GIVE UP.

okay , im motivated bcause the past DOES NOT equal to the future !
& it is me who control it ;P

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, May 16, 2010 11:18 PM

weekend was spent with my cousins.
scr,bball,ali pom,karaoke,dance,durians,supper at macd, Quarter Pounder ;P
it was simply awesome the very !
simple bonding time with them rly brought us closer , bit by bit.
it'd rly be awesome to have mor eof the awi's cmg next time ! ;P

& sumtimes , its really useful to just stop a stupid argument by taking the blame.
then say " I'm Sorry".

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, May 12, 2010 2:56 PM

Hold on to me & i'll hold on to you ,
as we both try to balance ourself and prevent ourself from falling.
& even if either of us trip n fall , i knw we'll still hold on and
get back up on the track. Just hold on ,& we'll be just fine ;>

ps / just 2 more papers to go heed ;)

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, May 11, 2010 11:34 AM

Smiles like this can disguise your frown.

Laughters can hide yr unhappiness & turn tears of sadness into tears of joy.

In conclusion , stay positive and yr sorrows will remain unseen.
Be happy and you'll find it easier to go through each day of different challenges.
Even when things are nt right , dun show it .
Display a positive YOU ;)

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, May 10, 2010 2:13 PM

"Wish I could keep you much longer
I know you gotta go, cause you got things to do
Wish I could keep you much longer
Now you too busy for me, girl like I was to you
Wish I could stop by, and maybe say hi
Wish I could just stop by, and lay by your side" - Akon

i was listening to this song as i walk home just now.
it was like you singing to me.
i had to hold back my tears.
so i closed my eyes for a minute & prayed to god.
all i prayed for was to lemme learn how to
appreciate you better.
that'll be my first step to make this work,make this better.
to cover up the gap,btween you & me.
even if i'll have to start from being friends again,
i just wanna appreciate you better.

last but not the least , I MISS MY GIRLS.
I MISS FARHANAH.
I MISS DEE.
I MISS NAT.
I MISS LYD.
I MISS ATIKK.
I MISS JEN.
I MISS JERENE.
I MISS THE NETBALLERS.
exam period
= hi & bye & all the best(s)
= lack of time spent tghr
= MISSES ;(

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ 12:22 AM

"Oh when I need you,
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you,
I'm close to tears,
Cause you're only almost here
Well, I never knew how far behind I left you
And when I hold you,
You're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
Cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here" - Almost here by Delta Goodrem
                                       ft Brian

when a girl said leave her alone,she meant just
stay n say nothing,hug her if possible.
when she say im fine, say ok & do not be persistent.
Instead,find ways to cheer her up.
and when she says she's gonna stay up late n asked
u to go to sleep,say no n wait till she sleeps.
cause she meant " pls dun sleep & wait up for me
cause i wanna hearyr voice when imdone with my
work, jst bfre i go to sleep you idiot"

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, May 09, 2010 3:14 PM

as far as i could remember , you were the only one who had kissed my forehead.
& i could still remember that day you placed your palm on my cheek ,
bring my head closer and placed your lips on my forehead.
then you bring me closer and hug me so tight i could hear your heartbeat.
then , it was silence as we embraced the moment.
now , its just a picture in my mind i had kept close to me all this while.
& i love it just the way it is , memories of me & you ;')

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Saturday, May 08, 2010 10:31 PM

" Wish i could keep you much longer. " - Akon
:')

i sacrificed my sleep to mit up wif fir in the morning just to catch up
with what ive missed for Bio at macd at wdl mart.
childhood memories hit me when i took 913 ard tht area :)
ive a feeling imma flunk my phase 2 of the prelim 1.
i feel stupid to let all this affect me in every way.
i feel useless to let all this control me.
fcuk it lah.

oh the brighter side , i had an awesome afternoon.
soccer with cousins was cool thou nt all was present.
its okay , understooded.
well there was muhaimin, luke,hadi,syah, kak shahirah,fais, my sibs & me.
plus 2 of muhaimin frens & sum outsider.
hahahah , despite the rain ;P
good time awi's =P

okay im out , so step aside.
:')

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, May 07, 2010 10:34 PM

"What am i gonna do if there's nomore you ?" - Akon.

unexpected things have been happening to me.
& i took it positively.
maybe Allah was tryna hint to me to bring myself near to him
as i have been neglecting him too much .
& of cse , to mould me into a stronger person.
Insya'Allah , amin ;)

ok , phase 2 of prelim 1 next week.
all the best heed , all the best darlings ;)

& as for you , forgive me if its gonna be harsh on you.
but at times one has to be selfish for their own good
:')

ps/ jiayou heed , you're worth the wait xP

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, May 03, 2010 3:54 PM

ive been thinking about it for the past few days/weeks/months.
(chey bnyk heed nye months)
well , imma have to make my own decision.
may not be for the best of you but for me , yeah.
:')

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Saturday, May 01, 2010 9:46 PM

i enjoyed friday night sports very much.
esp when the moon rose.
it was simply beautiful.
:)

constructively spent my time in RP with dee, jiun loong, nich , wei wen & fir.
i almost fell when i was omw to mit fir at the interchange.
HAHAHA ! imagine hw foolish i was sia ! ><
day was hothotheat ! we kept changing place till we settled at W1.
yadaaayadaaa , we walk out of RP for fresh air xp
inside joke*

headed for macd , but packed.
bought icecream , walked home with everyone except fir.

i wanna auto-tune wif fir for entertainment again ! AHAHHAHA !
;P

ps/ adapt to change.

Yours Truly,
Heed