♫ Monday, April 26, 2010 8:18 PM
I REALLY DUNNO WHAT IS HAPPENING TO EARTH.
I REALLY DUNNO WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY SURROUNDING.
ULTIMATELY , I REALLY DUNNO WHAT IS WRONG WIMME.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA :):
i was reading dee's post .
& i realised that i din like what is happening nowadays too.
im arguing with you(not dee lah xp) too much lately.
im keeping to myself n is quiet lately.
i dun laugh , i dun irritate as much.
im just not myself :(
i like it back then when i rmb being who i was.
ok , lets not complain.
lets adapt to the fact that examination is mutating our emotions.
imma nt let emotion control me.
thus ,imma control it :P
DARLIING-DARLING !
ALL THE BEST FOR PRELIM 1 !
MALAYSIA BOLEH ! KITE ALSO BOLEH ! ;P
psstpsst , its exam season , go away n stop running across my mind ;P
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Friday, April 23, 2010 5:03 PM
I JUST DONT FEEL YOU NOMORE , DUN BLAME ME.
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Thursday, April 22, 2010 8:13 PM
is it me or does this week sucks big time ?
thanks to you eh , sheesh.
okay forget it , look on the brighter side !
YAYYYYYYYY ! :/
pssstpsst , i do know what you know that no one else know ;)
thanks to you eh , sheesh.
okay forget it , look on the brighter side !
YAYYYYYYYY ! :/
pssstpsst , i do know what you know that no one else know ;)
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Monday, April 12, 2010 10:54 PM
Its just a matter of 1 hour & 6 mins to the time imma be a year older.
Dear Allah , bless me with patience & enlighten me whenever im in doubt.
i do need your guidance to overcome the challenges that will be given to me
to mould me into a stronger person. some may say a year older , a year wiser.
but i blif , im far from there. theres alot more to learn thus to you i seek help from.
Amin :)
so yest was a blast wif family n abg rzl n kak sarah n aunt n uncle.
we headed for expo for kakak's wedding thing.
then to kallang leisure park for 2 games of bowling.
i won both the game ok ! hahah ! my day my day.
*kening up down*
ended the game at abt 6pm.
all hungry oredy esp me ! so we went to arab street.
bro brought us to this turkish restaurant.
cool place , i love it. the food was simply awesome i swear.
worth every single cents !
so it was at that very place.
i finished my meal & was daydreaming when i saw the waiter
walking towards our table wif a bday cake.
it was definitely unexpected. i was dumbfounded.
speechless. surprised. awww ! yal got me man.
so yeah , bro & kak sarah definitely knws how to lie.
HAHHAHA !
so yeah , an unexpected advance celebration.
i love yal family
;D
ps/ i love my girls n guys too ! =P
Dear Allah , bless me with patience & enlighten me whenever im in doubt.
i do need your guidance to overcome the challenges that will be given to me
to mould me into a stronger person. some may say a year older , a year wiser.
but i blif , im far from there. theres alot more to learn thus to you i seek help from.
Amin :)
so yest was a blast wif family n abg rzl n kak sarah n aunt n uncle.
we headed for expo for kakak's wedding thing.
then to kallang leisure park for 2 games of bowling.
i won both the game ok ! hahah ! my day my day.
*kening up down*
ended the game at abt 6pm.
all hungry oredy esp me ! so we went to arab street.
bro brought us to this turkish restaurant.
cool place , i love it. the food was simply awesome i swear.
worth every single cents !
so it was at that very place.
i finished my meal & was daydreaming when i saw the waiter
walking towards our table wif a bday cake.
it was definitely unexpected. i was dumbfounded.
speechless. surprised. awww ! yal got me man.
so yeah , bro & kak sarah definitely knws how to lie.
HAHHAHA !
so yeah , an unexpected advance celebration.
i love yal family
;D
ps/ i love my girls n guys too ! =P
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Monday, April 05, 2010 9:47 PM
YRE FCUKING CLUELESS , AINT YOU ?
i cant blieve i said that.
those who knows me will know how much i hate negativity.
i am or atleast i tried to be positive.
i motivate, i encourage ( but i aint no self-motivator trust me)
& im full of patience.
i give chances .
wait no , i aint bragging.
i just want you to know that ive had enough.
times n times again they tried to understand yal.
but what shitty attitude did yal give in return ?
for fcuksake , try being in their shoes & feel it.
try bringing a whole bunch of players together to be called a fcuking TEAM.
frankly , i might not feel them as much as they feel it but i knw how hard it
is to bring a whole bunch of people to be called team/group/class/whatever shit.
seriously , stop this shit.
for a moment i tot that everythg would be fine.
for a moment i tot time will show me & everyone that yal do wanna make this LAST chance a time of your life. but how much more time do yal need ?
only a FEW more games left.
if not for me/them , do it for yourself.
& IF YOU FCUKING DUN WANNA PLAY , DISS IT .
SAY IT , STEP OUT & BE A 'MAN'.
TELL US U DUN WANNA PLAY.
DUN FCUKING ACT AS THOU U WANNA PLAY BUT NOT GIVING AS MUCH AS THOSE WHO REALLY WANNA PLAY.
& to those who says you rly wanna play , show it please.
cse im clueless.
i rmbered coach saying that she dun mind having oni 4 players left in the team.
thinking back , i fcuking agree with her.
why have unwilling players ?
i would rather play with a newcomer who knows no shit abt netball but would give her fcuking best/effort/attitude everytime she is told to play than ones who knows 'alot' abt netball but decided to not give it.
i need no team with players who follows their mood.
what shit ?! got mood play no mood giv yr littlest ?
think abt it girls.
do ya wanna have a team with willing/sincere players or a team of hypocrite players ?
who doesnt give the whole lot of what they should be giving ?
if i was a captain of a ship , i would rather have sailors with passion & the right attitude to sail my ship thou they might know nothing abt sailing than to have sailors who sail my ship for the sake of sailing it.
what shit is this again ? BLAHBLAHBLAH.
i/we dun ask for much.
but for your co-operation, determination , perserverance,discipline,honesty & sincerity in ending my/our journey in this netball team.
i want us to end this right.
the end result of the SCL is not my priority.
but the lessons , the memories & all the things we could feel from it is what i want us to achieve at the end of it.
i wanna play it well , end it well n enjoy my last games wif yal.
the ones i start it with & the ones imma end it with.
none other than all of you.
i know , i havent been saying this.
i guess this is my very first heartfelt confessions to all of you thou i know many would not read it.but i just dun feel it anymore.
i dun feel the team i used to feel.
we WERE a team.
but can we still continue to be a TEAM ?
:(
& again i dun mind if all we're left with is _ players.( the numbers depends directly on you)
as long as they are TEAM players , aint SOLO players .
really , its time everyone tries to be serious abt this.
you wanna play ? prove it.
you dun wanna ? step out & DO NOT sabotage the game .
I BEG YOU , please. cse this aint just a netball game. it meant more to me.
i dun wanna come to know that every else put in more than 100% but you put in lesser than that. PLEASE , dont.
i hate sabotages.
& whoever is left in the team , we gotta play it well & end it well.
enjoy every mins of it.
though we might be lack of players , with what's left , the game has to go on.
& it WILL go on.
cse its the TEAM'S GAME.
so if ya count yourself in as the team player , then holla girl !
if you dont , thanks for everythg , thanks for the contributions :)
the ship has to continue sailing on its adventure till it reach its destination.
it wont stop halfway in the middle of nowhere sea.
despite the number of sailors left , it will go on & reach its destination.
so baby , BON VOYAGE !
astalavista point ! =P
ps/ no intention of shooting anyone.
its for everyone , trust me on that .
& forgive me for the vulgarities.
i cant blieve i said that.
those who knows me will know how much i hate negativity.
i am or atleast i tried to be positive.
i motivate, i encourage ( but i aint no self-motivator trust me)
& im full of patience.
i give chances .
wait no , i aint bragging.
i just want you to know that ive had enough.
times n times again they tried to understand yal.
but what shitty attitude did yal give in return ?
for fcuksake , try being in their shoes & feel it.
try bringing a whole bunch of players together to be called a fcuking TEAM.
frankly , i might not feel them as much as they feel it but i knw how hard it
is to bring a whole bunch of people to be called team/group/class/whatever shit.
seriously , stop this shit.
for a moment i tot that everythg would be fine.
for a moment i tot time will show me & everyone that yal do wanna make this LAST chance a time of your life. but how much more time do yal need ?
only a FEW more games left.
if not for me/them , do it for yourself.
& IF YOU FCUKING DUN WANNA PLAY , DISS IT .
SAY IT , STEP OUT & BE A 'MAN'.
TELL US U DUN WANNA PLAY.
DUN FCUKING ACT AS THOU U WANNA PLAY BUT NOT GIVING AS MUCH AS THOSE WHO REALLY WANNA PLAY.
& to those who says you rly wanna play , show it please.
cse im clueless.
i rmbered coach saying that she dun mind having oni 4 players left in the team.
thinking back , i fcuking agree with her.
why have unwilling players ?
i would rather play with a newcomer who knows no shit abt netball but would give her fcuking best/effort/attitude everytime she is told to play than ones who knows 'alot' abt netball but decided to not give it.
i need no team with players who follows their mood.
what shit ?! got mood play no mood giv yr littlest ?
think abt it girls.
do ya wanna have a team with willing/sincere players or a team of hypocrite players ?
who doesnt give the whole lot of what they should be giving ?
if i was a captain of a ship , i would rather have sailors with passion & the right attitude to sail my ship thou they might know nothing abt sailing than to have sailors who sail my ship for the sake of sailing it.
what shit is this again ? BLAHBLAHBLAH.
i/we dun ask for much.
but for your co-operation, determination , perserverance,discipline,honesty & sincerity in ending my/our journey in this netball team.
i want us to end this right.
the end result of the SCL is not my priority.
but the lessons , the memories & all the things we could feel from it is what i want us to achieve at the end of it.
i wanna play it well , end it well n enjoy my last games wif yal.
the ones i start it with & the ones imma end it with.
none other than all of you.
i know , i havent been saying this.
i guess this is my very first heartfelt confessions to all of you thou i know many would not read it.but i just dun feel it anymore.
i dun feel the team i used to feel.
we WERE a team.
but can we still continue to be a TEAM ?
:(
& again i dun mind if all we're left with is _ players.( the numbers depends directly on you)
as long as they are TEAM players , aint SOLO players .
really , its time everyone tries to be serious abt this.
you wanna play ? prove it.
you dun wanna ? step out & DO NOT sabotage the game .
I BEG YOU , please. cse this aint just a netball game. it meant more to me.
i dun wanna come to know that every else put in more than 100% but you put in lesser than that. PLEASE , dont.
i hate sabotages.
& whoever is left in the team , we gotta play it well & end it well.
enjoy every mins of it.
though we might be lack of players , with what's left , the game has to go on.
& it WILL go on.
cse its the TEAM'S GAME.
so if ya count yourself in as the team player , then holla girl !
if you dont , thanks for everythg , thanks for the contributions :)
the ship has to continue sailing on its adventure till it reach its destination.
it wont stop halfway in the middle of nowhere sea.
despite the number of sailors left , it will go on & reach its destination.
so baby , BON VOYAGE !
astalavista point ! =P
ps/ no intention of shooting anyone.
its for everyone , trust me on that .
& forgive me for the vulgarities.
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ 12:02 PM
E-LEARNING IS _______. ;)
initially , i din wanna turn up for the pitt.
but aft much thoughts n aft farna called me early in the morning , i did.
so went wif farna & her sis.
reached , bbq-ed , eat , laughed,got chased , run , screamed.
hahahah , overall it was good.
it would have been better wif the girls ard ;P
but i was satisfied n is verymanymuch happy =DD
today , e-learning.
supposed to be doing it tghr wif the girls at jen's house.
but knowing how dreadful it is for heed the mok to get up on days like this , she did it at home.
i cant help but to continue smiling .
& my heart did those backflip,forward roll, high jump thing again.
;P
initially , i din wanna turn up for the pitt.
but aft much thoughts n aft farna called me early in the morning , i did.
so went wif farna & her sis.
reached , bbq-ed , eat , laughed,got chased , run , screamed.
hahahah , overall it was good.
it would have been better wif the girls ard ;P
but i was satisfied n is verymanymuch happy =DD
today , e-learning.
supposed to be doing it tghr wif the girls at jen's house.
but knowing how dreadful it is for heed the mok to get up on days like this , she did it at home.
i cant help but to continue smiling .
& my heart did those backflip,forward roll, high jump thing again.
;P
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Saturday, April 03, 2010 6:03 PM
" YOU REALLY NEED TO WORK ON YOUR CONFIDENCE , IF NOT NOW THEN WHEN ? " - COACH
I IS BORED.
okay flashback jom.
had match with PLMGS n we won.
& i was still unhappy .
but then again , it was good.
something was wrong , definitely.
& we're gonna work it out okay ? lets not just grieve abt it.
For sure , i aint feeling the team.
& maybe thats why , i aint happy thou we won.
& im very sure , the next game would be a better game regardless of the end result.
;P
visited grandpapa yest.
slacked , snow ice , eat .
feel very very bloated sia.
then go JB at night & eat summore.
OMG , i do need to start controlling my food comsumptions !
HAHAHAHHAHA xp
& tdy is a very boring day.
everyone busy with own stuffs.
raining n makes me feel very sleepy.
i think imma rockband on my own soon.
HAHAHAHA !
& i think something is wrong wif my nervous system.
i cant seems to feel anythg.
numb.numb.numb.
or is my adrenal glands secreting lesser adrenaline ?
Okay , i just cant feel .
is it me or is it happening ?
oh well .
ps/ enlightenment ?
I IS BORED.
okay flashback jom.
had match with PLMGS n we won.
& i was still unhappy .
but then again , it was good.
something was wrong , definitely.
& we're gonna work it out okay ? lets not just grieve abt it.
For sure , i aint feeling the team.
& maybe thats why , i aint happy thou we won.
& im very sure , the next game would be a better game regardless of the end result.
;P
visited grandpapa yest.
slacked , snow ice , eat .
feel very very bloated sia.
then go JB at night & eat summore.
OMG , i do need to start controlling my food comsumptions !
HAHAHAHHAHA xp
& tdy is a very boring day.
everyone busy with own stuffs.
raining n makes me feel very sleepy.
i think imma rockband on my own soon.
HAHAHAHA !
& i think something is wrong wif my nervous system.
i cant seems to feel anythg.
numb.numb.numb.
or is my adrenal glands secreting lesser adrenaline ?
Okay , i just cant feel .
is it me or is it happening ?
oh well .
ps/ enlightenment ?
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
