HEED♥

♫ Thursday, February 18, 2010 4:21 PM

extended holidays ? hah , no.
damn me for playing in the rain.
but okay whatever , my purpose of blogging aint to whine abt hw my head is
going boomboomboom ( thou i just did ).
my purpose of blogging right here right now is to let this out.

first & foremost , O level registration.
i still dont know really !
stick to my pure subjts or combined it ?
yesz im so tempted with the fact that imma finish my syllabus for chem
in may & have the rest of the month for practice.
yesz im tempted that homeostasis & some other big topics aint applicable for
combined ( bio) student.
YESZIR IM DAMN TEMPTED THAT I HAVE A HIGHER CHANCE TO HIT AN 'A' IF I SWITCH TO COMBINED.
but then again , part of me tells me that i can do it.
i can do well in pure .that i have to work extra hard & i can do it.
cse with it , i have an advantage in my course.

ive showed myself that with extra determination, perseverance & hard work , i
manage to pass my bio & chem test.
YESZ , i passed my chem test ! remind me again when was the last time i did it ? pfft.
damn me for slacking during sec 3.
but i knw im doing it , im gearing up.
but whats left is my confidence to do it.

even with this positive mindset , i still couldnt decide whether to register for pure or combined. im clueless yaw !
well , i wanna get good results & go to a good course/jc.
i wanna see As & Bs in my result.
i just want the best for the best so that i wont let anyone down :(
& most importantly , i dun wanna regret my decision.

if i combined , imma have higher chance of hitting an A.
if i stick to pure, imma need to work extra harder & gear up to beyond my maximum.
can you feel me now ?
can you see my dilemma ?
i know i know ! i shouldnt be thinking of taking the easy way out !
i know im suppose to belief in myself & have faith that imma do it.
i know im suppose to be confident of myself.
& i definitely know that the only limitation to success is myself.

but still , i cant make up my mind :):

last but not least ,
" And now, my actual purpose is not to rub salt into the wound. But my actual purpose is to get as many people realise that its useless to dwell on the past. Memories will stay as memories. Lets just pick ourself up and win the challenge league. Capiche? Lets do it. "

Yesz, i got it roger. thats more like it. Lets do it do it do it do it ! ;)

ps/ everyone has their own fight , now thats our fight ;)

Yours Truly,
Heed