♫ Thursday, October 29, 2009 9:31 PM
Not in pic , featuring EIKA & ATIKKK ! : )A Great Friend of mine dedicated one of her blog post to me No , im not returning her a favour by dedicating a blog post back to her.
But this is what friends , & i mean friends do for each othr.
Rmb wht i said once ? imma run the race with you , but you finish it yourself.
No , WE are gnna run the race with you , with us , with each other.
Big thanks for that post which helped me alot , i mean , ALOT .
yeah , its true , no doubt .i might be travelling & walking for miles only to find that what i thought is there , isnt there.but then again, we've learnt nt to jump to conclusions that's gnna leave us in confusion.But wait , im confused . hah !Ouh well .On the other hand , what you said is true .there's no nid to go to left or right , there's still a straight path right ?whats wrong with cont yr journey following the path ahead of ya ?who knws , no one knws what's there waiting at the other end ! hahah .ya know , we're gonna walk this path tghr .Not we , just me & u . We as in WE .them girls on the canteen table , a few metres away from the phonebooth in the canteen. =PYes , we're gonna walk/run/roll/jump this path tghr .& we'll see who we pick up along the way . hahahah !No point occupying ths lil stuff in our nakal mind ! =PPs / mrs kok said that nothing is everlasting , not even LOVE .Now that my friend, is the ugly truth : )
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ 8:52 PM
CRY CRY CRY ! grab the sickest tissue box at nat's hse & cry !=P * inside joke*Well that was the highlight for tuesday .slacked at nat's hse wif farna , lyd .watch dvds which is kinda related to me & lyd .so yal hear us screaming " ohhh mayne ! no way ! uh shit ! shut up! "HAHAH ! had parent's night . mummy wants me to study harder to Os :/& i talked alot with mummy .& yes , imma work harder okay ?Yesterday was a laughing-school-day .i frget what happened in sch.but i rmbered it as a day of non stop hits laughters .& i went to nat's hse in the afternoon to study .Lyd , farna & dee was there too !& the only way to get faiz to stick with u is to have cool stuff with u , like my watch !hahahahah ! kidding ! after maghrib , we headed to the Lib.headed home at abt 10pm with ruzaini , my cuz & hafiz .Tdy , had bio prac , 10 mins of eng & a congkak-filled MT lesson .hahah ! talked wif cikgu & stuff . it was good , it was a good time : )head back soon after chem exam which i tink imma flunk again : (Combined Bio/Chem , imma see you next yr :/its still good , yeah . was supposed to meet loves at VP bt was told tht we're gonna go out.at last , nvr did so i slept till my mum woke me up .Tmr's officially the last day of sch but we have the intensive program for 2 weeks.Then off to honeymooon ! well , nt rly .ive made a decision to manage my time real well & make full use of the 2 mths hols.Yeah , we're considering to spend our time nt jst playing , bt to stdy & also ______ .results were nt encouraging but motivating.its a wake up call heed !Ps / im not a failure unless i quit , so loves , stop being discouraged & work towards YOUR goal : )& oh , that my friend , is the ugly truth =P
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, October 26, 2009 4:41 PM
HEYHO !im back ! so lemme do a brief update about my 3D2N in msia okay ?I headed to msia at abt 8pm & reached the hotel about 2 hrs later?so yeah , rooms are all booked .So there was 4 families in total .We got changed & headed to a eating place to have dinner.the eating place include a karaoke place so what do ya think ?Had dinner & karaoke-ed till about 2 in the morning .NO , i din but THEY did . i was just keeping myself awake & laughing at all the silly acts.HAHAHAH !We had breakfast in the morning & change of hotel .i dun rly rmb wht happen next .highlight of the day would be the surprise bday party for my aunt !& oh , i dun like the 2nd hotel . i totally hate the service & everything abt the hotel .FULLSTOP .so WE kids did the preparation & all while the oldies brought her out .closed the lights , usher her into the garden , SURPRISE ! hahah .after the small-cut-the-cake-ceremony , headed for dinner.Yadayada rched hotel in the morning again .Checked out of hotel , breakfast , shopped ,home .Very briefed ? yeah i tink so .Summary - i had an awesome weekend with the paternal's .non-stop hits of laughters , wrestling , teasing & most imptly , bonding . : )Oh yeah , wrestling was rly cool .HAHA ! on the 2nd day , when the oldies were out .We kids stayed in the hotel . While watching the tv , i was VERY irritating .I kicked my bro's ass , tickled my brother in law , danced infront of the tv , disturbed my sis & did all sorts of irritating stuff . ( YES LYD & NAT ! i danced ! )imagine that , hahahah !so people says that what goes around comes around aye ?Bro in law hold my hand , bro hold my legs & the rest tickled me till i was helpless .Damn, i felt like i was raped ! hahahah !Oh well , learnt my lesson . Hopefully . xDSo wheres the next destination ? =)& oh ! i got myself the most sickest watch ! xDPS/ have you ever wondered what life is all about ?Is it rly just about education & securing a good job ?As in , 10 yrs of education , good O levels result , poly/Jc , Uni , GOOD JOB ?Is it just about that ? Is that the timeline of all humans ?For us muslims , we knw that its nt all abt that , but im talking in general .Has no one ever wondered is life is more than just education & securing jobs ?what abt travelling ? ( HAWAII ! ) & laying back ?Oh crap , what am i saying ? =P
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, October 22, 2009 9:26 PM
Mummy & daddy went to Msia yest Night .& i had to be independent by waking up for school & ironing my own uniform : (hah , okay skippppp !headed to the busstop to meet nat as usual.but she said that tdy her daddy aint sending her there.& that means , shes walking .so she says tht she was at WPS so i estimated tht shes gna rch in 10 mins.& she din and eventually i got worried.wild imaginations running thru my mind .so i called her .Heed : where are you ?Nat : walking .Heed : where ?Nat : yr house there .Heed : Ouh ! okok ! i tot u kidnapped by aliens ! hahahah ! so you see ? i love u manymany okay ?HAHAHAHAH ! & pls , robert was wif me . xDSo she was mood-less & i was enduring the pain .so she had stomach cramps & i had gastric .comel kan ? eh lyd eh ! hahahahahh !Sch-ed till 4pm cse i had extra bio lessons.& lets just say imma prove u wrong & imma improve & do well for bio the next time .MARK MY WORDS. pfft .Then i decided to give netball a miss cse i rly cant stand the pain .& im going off to Msia tmr night .will be back by sunday .Hopefully in time for Man U's match ! hahahah =PGdnight loves , i love you manymany ! :)
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Wednesday, October 21, 2009 4:22 PM
Meet ROBERT BUCKLEY , my ex-boyfriend. hahahah ! yes natasha , this is the man i was telling you about !*eyebrows up & down*
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ 4:15 PM
i shall not start the post with numbers.okay nat ? =P& i shall try my best to not let lydeea shout to read.heheh !Oh well , yest was Tuesday & i pronounced it as my unlucky day.Bro pissed me by spending too much time in the shower.Then i had a hard time with my hair. Then sumting happened at the lobby as i was rushing to meet nat .TOTALLY screwed my SS presentation .then i was cranky , okay ?i shall not describe school .Netball was pressurising for the shooters ." whether the team wins or lose , it directly depends on you " - Coach .it hit me , so hard & woke me up cause i admit tht i havent done enuf to improve .on bothe my movements & my accuracy .KNOCK-KNOCK HEED ! =P& we played alot of games .and i enjoyed netball so much that when i reached home , my leg went BOOM BOOM BANG !lol , eh nat eh ? : )I knockout soon after .Skipped lunch & dinner = gastric . =D& today is 21 october 2009 .HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR HAFIZAH BTE YUSNIZAM !best wishes for everything u do !yre a yr older girl ! hahah .smile-smile selalu ! =PPS / tell me about it , maybe the duration ?
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, October 19, 2009 10:19 PM
19 ! 19 ! 19 !yeah ! imma make it short & suweeeeet !HAPPY 20th MONTHSARRY sayang-sayang heed ! =Dlemme just put the initials , can i can i ?!pnat lah nk type name krg bnyk2 . heheheh !FDNHNLEA ! <3theres ntg much that i can say cse our friendship is beyong words loves !Just keep the LOVE gg aye ? lemme tell ya just ONE TIME. =PHappy Monthsarry to Wis & Nat ! :)Happy ANNIVERSARRY to CHC ! : )keep it gg , stay strong love ! =DOkay , i spent my day with love today .well , met nat & eva & dee & headed to nat's grandmama's crib ! lyd came soon after . we movie-marathoned first .AUGUST RUSH then THE OTHERS .mann ! you gotta watch August Rush if you havent watch it dude . xDRate it 5 stars okay ? Imagine a family reunited by music .Or sumthg liddat lah. but its interesting veryvery tau ! =PAfterwhich , studied , did hwk .head home at abt 9pm .drobby cwp to get the sickest chocolate . heheh !" i miss this tatse " - NATASHA .hahahahahhahah ! Im sleepy , so GOODNIGHT ! :)PS / Lemme tell you one time .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Sunday, October 18, 2009 7:39 PM
10 ! 10 ! 10 !Dee told me that there's gonna be BEN 10 THE MOVIE !WEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEE !okay so Friday was just another school day .Well spent during netball with .....BEEP BEEP ! ROADRUNNERS !hahahah ! yazzir ! thts wht coach called us for playing a fast-paced game.Tsk , so does tht mean we have to play a snail- paced game ?NO , kidding ! people says that moderation are always the best .Dun be an extremist dude. hahah !Okay , so plan was to drob-by Lyd's house.But last min cancelled so met up wif ....BOYFRIEND , HUSBAND !hahahahahah ! TEEEEEEEETTTT ! mustika natasha bte mohd isa lah !had dinner at banquet & we had a scrumptous meal of " ANYTHING AH ".hahahahahah ! TETT ! chicken rice ! well , it've been quite sumtime tht i ate it .Because my family always nagged " ah you, always eat chicken rice . nothng else to eat issit ? "pfft . weink . & yes , go out with nat mean you have to decide for almost everything.Cause she will go " ANYTHING AH "so yeah , better plan before procceeding to go on a date with her. =P& ohh , hothot eh nat ? shyshy lahh ! =PSaturday oh saturday .din have a good start at all .met up wif nat & walked to interchge .while walking , i teared . why ? DUN ASK.& i was about to act fierce cause i saw that natt was already scared .so i went " i wanna go to the toilet "& she went " do ya wan tissues ? "annd i entered the toilet and laughed !why ? cause toilet =tissue available.what a qn ? a question that lighted me up ! HEHE ! natural humour .so i went " you , do i still look cute ? * insert cheeky smile *heheheh ! i swear i dun look good after crying .hehehehe , so met lyd & headed to Vivo . early in the morning. heheh ! get the chocs that was intended for her sis engagement .& get OUR chocolateS ( kn lyd ? ) to get rid of our anger.seems like i wasnt the only one who din have a good start to the day .rushed back , helped abit & sat at the void deck wif natt .Got hungry , got bored , talk crapped ( eh natt ? ) .headed to Natt's grandmama crib .Cooked , yes we did ! hahah !ate , watch teevee , almost slept .well , nat did . & engine rosak so i sent the car to workshop.ahahahhaha * inside joke *i had a good-time there because i never really felt how it was like to have a grandmther.yes , grandmama passed away way bfre i was born & the other when i was a baby .So yeah , awww : )Abt 7pm , met lyd , bid gdbye & sat at macd . free frappe !thank you , you ! & met Dee at adm macd .so you see . it was Macd to Macd . =P sat , chilled , homed !& today , i just chilled at home cse tmr , imma start studying !chemistry retest retest retest ah eh oh !& also , might be at the there again ! hahahahah .tmr ah eh oh tmr !Ps / Its a sunday today : )
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, October 15, 2009 6:51 PM
And its officially on 15th October 2009 =)------ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP ! what are yal thinking ?i got a boyfriend ? hahahahah , BACK TO REALITY YAW !Its GIRLFRIENDS BITE-BITE DAY !hahahahahahahahahah ! yes , blame it on farna .now everyone starts to bite ech other whenever we feel irritated .=DDToday is thursday & thursday is today.i was walking to the busstop to meet nat & suddenly, i rmbered sumthg.which i rarely does cse sister nvr rly talks abt it .what ? Oh lemme make a speech . * ehem *HAPPY MONTHSARRY SIS & ABG RZL ! what cn i say ? i cant wait for your wedding day !hahaha ! i knw im random , but hey ! hpy mthsarry okay ?: )I dun wanna talk about assembly .so lets procceed to Bio wich was cool as always .& it was full of choco-mints . xDThen eng which was sleepy .NO ! nt bcse of the tcher . the atmosphere was really cooling.it tempted me to sleep so i crapped wif mates ard me . hehe .Survey aft that & then chemistry & off to nat's class .Slacked ard & headed to MacD to eat .eat , laugh , teased , bite , HOME-ED !& yes , no doubt .Gfs have been irritatingly-irritating for the pass few days .In Fact , for the years / months / days that we've been tghr. New thngs arise everyday when we're tghr.HEHEH ! wht am i tryna say ? they make me happy ! I knw where i'll be , right by their side cause , they're the ones !Lemme tell you ONE TIME ! Girls , i love you ! Girls , i love you !Oops , ter-sing pulak . xDOh well , * bitebite * !I cant wait for the 23rd cause imma be at msia for paternal gathering !Which is VERY RARE , i swear .=P& yes , let countdown to that very day .=P
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Wednesday, October 14, 2009 7:34 PM
HEYHEYHO !yeah , apologies for the dissapearance.nah , not bcse of exams . Just plain tired / lazy.OH YEAH ! lemme just say that im unlucky for not dg well in chemistry.Yes , the whole world knws how weak im in that subjt .Okay , maybe not the whole world eh world .So i'll have to retake it & make sure i get atleast a B or imma drop to combined sci.Not so bad ? yeah , but hey ! imma still work hard for it .Backtrack abit , sat was Raya-ing wif Loves .it was fun , it was a funtime . HEHE !Okay it was awesome lah rly !started at eika's house at abt noon & ended at dee's house at about past midnight.It was tiring yet well-spent day .esp when it was getting darker . Or should i say aft nauffle's house ?hahahahahah ! mushroom soup makes us hyper ! =DSunday & monday was just a flu-day for me.Sneeze-ed & get cranky all day .Tuesday was school.& school was school .Results here & there .what cn i do ? Just smile loh ! hahahah .& not forgetting netball ; awesome eh !Part paling gerek was when i was enjoying the game & coach blew the whistle & said , " Okay girls , that it for the day . Cool down _____ . "& i was lost , totally . hhahah !Today was just another school day .BUT , with body aching all over .right netballers ? yes i know . hahaha .& i was called by the dentist & i was so reluctant to go.& everyone keep saying " GOOOO ! "& so i walked slowly , taking my own sweet time.YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FAST MY HEART PUMPED OKAY ?!thank god the dentist went for a toilet break.& i was saying my prayers or idk how many times.& when he was cleaning my teeth , i was clutching my fist so hard.& when hes done torturing me , i found tears in my eyes.YES , I HATE THE DENTIST EVEN MORE.: (after school was karaoke-ing at 2nd family's house with love.Dee's house lah eh dee eh ? hahah ! ni lagi satu , best .=PPs/: have you ever felt better & would rather be there than here ?or here than there ? Or just be at a different place than where you are now ?Okay , think about it . No , im nt tryna say im not being thankful .But Oh well , you'll understand someday .hahahahah ! Hush Hush~Let it be worth waiting & all this patience .Eh lyd eh ?*raise eyebrows*=P
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, October 09, 2009 2:16 PM
GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT ?!EVERYONE COME CLOSE ! *like the way GFs n i always does when sumthg crappy or a secret is to be told*FASTER COME CLOSE !* no GFs , its not about my favourite topic *alright , imma be honest .imma stop lying .its true , EOY'S OFFICIALLY OVER & DONE WITH !heheh ! * wink *Overall , i tink imma flunk chemistry real bad .but hey , nomore switching on the lights at 4 in the morning ! xD& mugging hard at RP till the sun sets .& gg crazy when pressure is on you . =DYest was the last ppr .& i went out of the exam venue with a smile.well , nt bcse paper was easy , but bcse im aware tht EOY's over !i went out on a date with my ONE & ONLY BOYFRIEND.HAHAHA ! GOTCHA ! i went out on a date with ONE & ONLY MUMMY .well , mummy wanna go to SSC.so i accompany her.the first we did was to have our lunch .then walk ard & bought stuffs .we talked & we chat & we laughed & we did stupid thngs .& i had to drag her out of the shop cse she wanted to do sumthg silly .HAHAHAHAH ! i love mummy okay ? : )ard 4 plus , i met my favourite girls !& ive learnt a lesson to not follow farna's direction cse imma get lost .& end up hiring a taxi . Oh nvm , i love you still. xDMet them at bottle tree park.there were , lyd , nat , dee & zul who came for awhile oni to send dee's guitar.we chose to go thr cse we wanted to dis-stress .we wanted to hang out & catch wif what we set aside during the exam period .It have got a nice view so yeah .played cards , filled our stomach wif junk foods , sing out loud , joke ard , played at the playground ,laugh out loudly , & explore the place .Not forgetting CAMWHORING ! & oh , getting into a fight with the swans there. HAHAHAHHA !that was under the " lepaskan geram" section of the day . haha !EH NO ! we dun mean abusing them.first thng frst , im talking abt the swan ride . the big big swan , a non-living thg .haha ! we were screaming at it bcse it looks like it was staring at us .hahaha ! stupid ? silly ? childish ? WE HAD FUN .then me & dee had our performance there.eh dee eh dee eh ? XD& had a very own number 1 fan . AWWW . hahahahah !ended the day well by sending nat home & had a non stop hits laughing at the incidents that happened. hahah !Overall , i love yesterday sooo much !& i love my fav girls cse even when every1 is falling , we knw how to get up tghr .farna , natasha , nadila , lydia , eika , atikah <3
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, October 02, 2009 10:43 PM
Since Young , i NEVER liked rollercoaster rides.
& i NEVER rode on any .
Why ? im just afraid too .
So wht am i tryna say today ?
I HATE ROLLERCOASTER RIDES.
Esp the one you're taking me on right now .
Ive been a real goodgirl , spending my time wisely on revisions.
either at home or outside with my friends.
Its great , but i guess im leaving out sumthngs.
which i guess i have to for now-sacrifices ? hah.
& i ate at KFC , aft a long time , wif loves jst now . except for Eika .
& it was fun fun ! always .
& WE , kinda relief our stress by disturbing a lil kid.
actually , she disturbed us first : (
so we revenge. HAHAHAHAHHA ! entertainment sia !
& OHH , critical papers soooooon !
Ps ,
Dear Lydeeea ,
everyone is aware of what you're gg thru now.
& you knw , everyone is here for you .
Including me . Piece of advice , dun let it affect you too much .
You're the most mature among us & im sure ya knw wht to do & what not to do.
Which i blif for nw is to focus on yr exams .
I knw its distracting & i knw its hard.
easier said than done but i knw YOU CAN DO I T!
theres ntg tht u cn never do , trust me & trust yrself.
YES , FIGHT THE FEELING .
OVERCOME THIS CHALLENGE thrown to you by god .
to mould you into a stronger person .
everythng happen for a reason .
& im sure , you'll knw why ths hpn sooon .
dun put up a strong front if cn no longer do .
cse i own a ear to listen & a shoulder to lend , arms to hug .
& a cousin to ... HAHAHHAHA !
Oh well , lemme tell you that i really SALUTE you !
cse you're dg fine babe , keep it up !
We'll run in the race with you , but YOU have to finish it up YOURSELF .
Love ,
HEED : )
Note : if you tink you're in hell , be reminded of those who has bigger burden than you.
Count yourself lucky & stop whining for godsake.
Yours Truly,
Heed