♫ Thursday, October 29, 2009 9:31 PM
Not in pic , featuring EIKA & ATIKKK ! : )

A Great Friend of mine dedicated one of her blog post to me
No , im not returning her a favour by dedicating a blog post back to her.
But this is what friends , & i mean friends do for each othr.
Rmb wht i said once ? imma run the race with you , but you finish it yourself.
No , WE are gnna run the race with you , with us , with each other.

Big thanks for that post which helped me alot , i mean , ALOT .
yeah , its true , no doubt .
i might be travelling & walking for miles only to find that what i thought is there , isnt there.
but then again, we've learnt nt to jump to conclusions that's gnna leave us in confusion.
But wait , im confused . hah !
Ouh well .

On the other hand , what you said is true .
there's no nid to go to left or right , there's still a straight path right ?
whats wrong with cont yr journey following the path ahead of ya ?
who knws , no one knws what's there waiting at the other end ! hahah .

ya know , we're gonna walk this path tghr .
Not we , just me & u . We as in WE .
them girls on the canteen table , a few metres away from the phonebooth in the canteen. =P
Yes , we're gonna walk/run/roll/jump this path tghr .
& we'll see who we pick up along the way . hahahah !
No point occupying ths lil stuff in our nakal mind ! =P

Ps / mrs kok said that nothing is everlasting , not even LOVE .
Now that my friend, is the ugly truth : )
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ 8:52 PM
CRY CRY CRY !
grab the sickest tissue box at nat's hse & cry !
=P * inside joke*

Well that was the highlight for tuesday .
slacked at nat's hse wif farna , lyd .
watch dvds which is kinda related to me & lyd .
so yal hear us screaming " ohhh mayne ! no way ! uh shit ! shut up! "
HAHAH ! had parent's night . mummy wants me to study harder to Os :/
& i talked alot with mummy .
& yes , imma work harder okay ?

Yesterday was a laughing-school-day .
i frget what happened in sch.
but i rmbered it as a day of non stop hits laughters .
& i went to nat's hse in the afternoon to study .
Lyd , farna & dee was there too !
& the only way to get faiz to stick with u is to have cool stuff with u , like my watch !
hahahahah ! kidding ! after maghrib , we headed to the Lib.
headed home at abt 10pm with ruzaini , my cuz & hafiz .

Tdy , had bio prac , 10 mins of eng & a congkak-filled MT lesson .
hahah ! talked wif cikgu & stuff . it was good , it was a good time : )
head back soon after chem exam which i tink imma flunk again : (
Combined Bio/Chem , imma see you next yr :/
its still good , yeah . was supposed to meet loves at VP bt was told tht we're gonna go out.
at last , nvr did so i slept till my mum woke me up .

Tmr's officially the last day of sch but we have the intensive program for 2 weeks.
Then off to honeymooon ! well , nt rly .
ive made a decision to manage my time real well & make full use of the 2 mths hols.
Yeah , we're considering to spend our time nt jst playing , bt to stdy & also ______ .
results were nt encouraging but motivating.
its a wake up call heed !

Ps / im not a failure unless i quit , so loves , stop being discouraged & work towards YOUR goal : )

& oh , that my friend , is the ugly truth =P
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, October 26, 2009 4:41 PM
HEYHO !
im back ! so lemme do a brief update about my 3D2N in msia okay ?

I headed to msia at abt 8pm & reached the hotel about 2 hrs later?
so yeah , rooms are all booked .
So there was 4 families in total .
We got changed & headed to a eating place to have dinner.
the eating place include a karaoke place so what do ya think ?
Had dinner & karaoke-ed till about 2 in the morning .
NO , i din but THEY did . i was just keeping myself awake & laughing at all the silly acts.
HAHAHAH !

We had breakfast in the morning & change of hotel .
i dun rly rmb wht happen next .
highlight of the day would be the surprise bday party for my aunt !
& oh , i dun like the 2nd hotel . i totally hate the service & everything abt the hotel .
FULLSTOP .
so WE kids did the preparation & all while the oldies brought her out .
closed the lights , usher her into the garden , SURPRISE ! hahah .
after the small-cut-the-cake-ceremony , headed for dinner.
Yadayada rched hotel in the morning again .

Checked out of hotel , breakfast , shopped ,home .

Very briefed ? yeah i tink so .
Summary - i had an awesome weekend with the paternal's .
non-stop hits of laughters , wrestling , teasing & most imptly , bonding . : )
Oh yeah , wrestling was rly cool .
HAHA ! on the 2nd day , when the oldies were out .
We kids stayed in the hotel . While watching the tv , i was VERY irritating .
I kicked my bro's ass , tickled my brother in law , danced infront of the tv , disturbed my sis & did all sorts of irritating stuff . ( YES LYD & NAT ! i danced ! )
imagine that , hahahah !
so people says that what goes around comes around aye ?
Bro in law hold my hand , bro hold my legs & the rest tickled me till i was helpless .
Damn, i felt like i was raped ! hahahah !
Oh well , learnt my lesson . Hopefully . xD
So wheres the next destination ? =)

& oh ! i got myself the most sickest watch ! xD

PS/ have you ever wondered what life is all about ?
Is it rly just about education & securing a good job ?
As in , 10 yrs of education , good O levels result , poly/Jc , Uni , GOOD JOB ?
Is it just about that ? Is that the timeline of all humans ?
For us muslims , we knw that its nt all abt that , but im talking in general .
Has no one ever wondered is life is more than just education & securing jobs ?
what abt travelling ? ( HAWAII ! ) & laying back ?
Oh crap , what am i saying ? =P
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, October 22, 2009 9:26 PM
Mummy & daddy went to Msia yest Night .
& i had to be independent by waking up for school & ironing my own uniform : (
hah , okay skippppp !

headed to the busstop to meet nat as usual.
but she said that tdy her daddy aint sending her there.
& that means , shes walking .
so she says tht she was at WPS so i estimated tht shes gna rch in 10 mins.
& she din and eventually i got worried.
wild imaginations running thru my mind .
so i called her .

Heed : where are you ?
Nat : walking .
Heed : where ?
Nat : yr house there .
Heed : Ouh ! okok ! i tot u kidnapped by aliens ! hahahah !

so you see ? i love u manymany okay ?
HAHAHAHAH ! & pls , robert was wif me . xD
So she was mood-less & i was enduring the pain .
so she had stomach cramps & i had gastric .
comel kan ? eh lyd eh ! hahahahahh !
Sch-ed till 4pm cse i had extra bio lessons.
& lets just say imma prove u wrong & imma improve & do well for bio the next time .
MARK MY WORDS. pfft .
Then i decided to give netball a miss cse i rly cant stand the pain .

& im going off to Msia tmr night .
will be back by sunday .
Hopefully in time for Man U's match ! hahahah =P

Gdnight loves , i love you manymany ! :)
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, October 21, 2009 4:22 PM
Meet ROBERT BUCKLEY , my ex-boyfriend.
hahahah ! yes natasha , this is the man i was telling you about !
*eyebrows up & down*
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ 4:15 PM
i shall not start the post with numbers.
okay nat ? =P
& i shall try my best to not let lydeea shout to read.
heheh !

Oh well , yest was Tuesday & i pronounced it as my unlucky day.
Bro pissed me by spending too much time in the shower.
Then i had a hard time with my hair.
Then sumting happened at the lobby as i was rushing to meet nat .
TOTALLY screwed my SS presentation .
then i was cranky , okay ?
i shall not describe school .

Netball was pressurising for the shooters .
" whether the team wins or lose , it directly depends on you " - Coach .
it hit me , so hard & woke me up cause i admit tht i havent done enuf to improve .
on bothe my movements & my accuracy .
KNOCK-KNOCK HEED ! =P
& we played alot of games .
and i enjoyed netball so much that when i reached home , my leg went BOOM BOOM BANG !
lol , eh nat eh ? : )
I knockout soon after .

Skipped lunch & dinner = gastric .
=D

& today is 21 october 2009 .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR HAFIZAH BTE YUSNIZAM !
best wishes for everything u do !
yre a yr older girl ! hahah .
smile-smile selalu ! =P

PS / tell me about it , maybe the duration ?
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, October 19, 2009 10:19 PM
19 ! 19 ! 19 !

yeah ! imma make it short & suweeeeet !
HAPPY 20th MONTHSARRY sayang-sayang heed ! =D
lemme just put the initials , can i can i ?!
pnat lah nk type name krg bnyk2 . heheheh !
FDNHNLEA ! <3
theres ntg much that i can say cse our friendship is beyong words loves !
Just keep the LOVE gg aye ?
lemme tell ya just ONE TIME. =P

Happy Monthsarry to Wis & Nat ! :)
Happy ANNIVERSARRY to CHC ! : )
keep it gg , stay strong love ! =D

Okay , i spent my day with love today .
well , met nat & eva & dee & headed to nat's grandmama's crib !
lyd came soon after . we movie-marathoned first .
AUGUST RUSH then THE OTHERS .
mann ! you gotta watch August Rush if you havent watch it dude . xD
Rate it 5 stars okay ? Imagine a family reunited by music .
Or sumthg liddat lah. but its interesting veryvery tau ! =P

Afterwhich , studied , did hwk .
head home at abt 9pm .
drobby cwp to get the sickest chocolate . heheh !
" i miss this tatse " - NATASHA .
hahahahahhahah !

Im sleepy , so GOODNIGHT ! :)

PS / Lemme tell you one time .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, October 18, 2009 7:39 PM
10 ! 10 ! 10 !
Dee told me that there's gonna be BEN 10 THE MOVIE !
WEEEEEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEE !

okay so Friday was just another school day .
Well spent during netball with .....
BEEP BEEP ! ROADRUNNERS !
hahahah ! yazzir ! thts wht coach called us for playing a fast-paced game.
Tsk , so does tht mean we have to play a snail- paced game ?
NO , kidding ! people says that moderation are always the best .
Dun be an extremist dude. hahah !
Okay , so plan was to drob-by Lyd's house.
But last min cancelled so met up wif ....
BOYFRIEND , HUSBAND !
hahahahahah ! TEEEEEEEETTTT !
mustika natasha bte mohd isa lah !
had dinner at banquet & we had a scrumptous meal of " ANYTHING AH ".
hahahahahah ! TETT ! chicken rice ! well , it've been quite sumtime tht i ate it .
Because my family always nagged " ah you, always eat chicken rice . nothng else to eat issit ? "
pfft . weink . & yes , go out with nat mean you have to decide for almost everything.
Cause she will go " ANYTHING AH "
so yeah , better plan before procceeding to go on a date with her. =P
& ohh , hothot eh nat ? shyshy lahh ! =P

Saturday oh saturday .
din have a good start at all .
met up wif nat & walked to interchge .
while walking , i teared . why ? DUN ASK.
& i was about to act fierce cause i saw that natt was already scared .
so i went " i wanna go to the toilet "
& she went " do ya wan tissues ? "
annd i entered the toilet and laughed !
why ? cause toilet =tissue available.
what a qn ? a question that lighted me up ! HEHE ! natural humour .
so i went " you , do i still look cute ? * insert cheeky smile *
heheheh ! i swear i dun look good after crying .
hehehehe , so met lyd & headed to Vivo . early in the morning.
heheh ! get the chocs that was intended for her sis engagement .
& get OUR chocolateS ( kn lyd ? ) to get rid of our anger.
seems like i wasnt the only one who din have a good start to the day .
rushed back , helped abit & sat at the void deck wif natt .

Got hungry , got bored , talk crapped ( eh natt ? ) .
headed to Natt's grandmama crib .
Cooked , yes we did ! hahah !
ate , watch teevee , almost slept .
well , nat did . & engine rosak so i sent the car to workshop.
ahahahhaha * inside joke *
i had a good-time there because i never really felt how it was like to have a grandmther.
yes , grandmama passed away way bfre i was born & the other when i was a baby .
So yeah , awww : )
Abt 7pm , met lyd , bid gdbye & sat at macd . free frappe !
thank you , you ! & met Dee at adm macd .
so you see . it was Macd to Macd . =P
sat , chilled , homed !

& today , i just chilled at home cse tmr , imma start studying !
chemistry retest retest retest ah eh oh !
& also , might be at the there again ! hahahahah .
tmr ah eh oh tmr !

Ps / Its a sunday today : )
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, October 15, 2009 6:51 PM
And its officially on 15th October 2009 =)
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ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP !
what are yal thinking ?
i got a boyfriend ? hahahahah , BACK TO REALITY YAW !
Its GIRLFRIENDS BITE-BITE DAY !
hahahahahahahahahah ! yes , blame it on farna .
now everyone starts to bite ech other whenever we feel irritated .
=DD

Today is thursday & thursday is today.
i was walking to the busstop to meet nat & suddenly, i rmbered sumthg.
which i rarely does cse sister nvr rly talks abt it .
what ? Oh lemme make a speech . * ehem *
HAPPY MONTHSARRY SIS & ABG RZL !
what cn i say ? i cant wait for your wedding day !
hahaha ! i knw im random , but hey ! hpy mthsarry okay ?
: )

I dun wanna talk about assembly .
so lets procceed to Bio wich was cool as always .
& it was full of choco-mints . xD
Then eng which was sleepy .
NO ! nt bcse of the tcher . the atmosphere was really cooling.
it tempted me to sleep so i crapped wif mates ard me . hehe .
Survey aft that & then chemistry & off to nat's class .
Slacked ard & headed to MacD to eat .
eat , laugh , teased , bite , HOME-ED !

& yes , no doubt .
Gfs have been irritatingly-irritating for the pass few days .
In Fact , for the years / months / days that we've been tghr.
New thngs arise everyday when we're tghr.
HEHEH ! wht am i tryna say ?
they make me happy ! I knw where i'll be , right by their side cause , they're the ones !
Lemme tell you ONE TIME !
Girls , i love you ! Girls , i love you !
Oops , ter-sing pulak . xD
Oh well , * bitebite * !

I cant wait for the 23rd cause imma be at msia for paternal gathering !
Which is VERY RARE , i swear .
=P

& yes , let countdown to that very day .
=P
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, October 14, 2009 7:34 PM
HEYHEYHO !

yeah , apologies for the dissapearance.
nah , not bcse of exams . Just plain tired / lazy.
OH YEAH ! lemme just say that im unlucky for not dg well in chemistry.
Yes , the whole world knws how weak im in that subjt .
Okay , maybe not the whole world eh world .
So i'll have to retake it & make sure i get atleast a B or imma drop to combined sci.
Not so bad ? yeah , but hey ! imma still work hard for it .

Backtrack abit , sat was Raya-ing wif Loves .
it was fun , it was a funtime . HEHE !
Okay it was awesome lah rly !
started at eika's house at abt noon & ended at dee's house at about past midnight.
It was tiring yet well-spent day .
esp when it was getting darker . Or should i say aft nauffle's house ?
hahahahahah ! mushroom soup makes us hyper ! =D

Sunday & monday was just a flu-day for me.
Sneeze-ed & get cranky all day .

Tuesday was school.
& school was school .
Results here & there .
what cn i do ? Just smile loh ! hahahah .
& not forgetting netball ; awesome eh !
Part paling gerek was when i was enjoying the game & coach blew the whistle & said ,
" Okay girls , that it for the day . Cool down _____ . "
& i was lost , totally . hhahah !

Today was just another school day .
BUT , with body aching all over .
right netballers ? yes i know . hahaha .
& i was called by the dentist & i was so reluctant to go.
& everyone keep saying " GOOOO ! "
& so i walked slowly , taking my own sweet time.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FAST MY HEART PUMPED OKAY ?!
thank god the dentist went for a toilet break.
& i was saying my prayers or idk how many times.
& when he was cleaning my teeth , i was clutching my fist so hard.
& when hes done torturing me , i found tears in my eyes.
YES , I HATE THE DENTIST EVEN MORE.
: (

after school was karaoke-ing at 2nd family's house with love.
Dee's house lah eh dee eh ? hahah ! ni lagi satu , best .
=P

Ps/: have you ever felt better & would rather be there than here ?
or here than there ? Or just be at a different place than where you are now ?
Okay , think about it . No , im nt tryna say im not being thankful .
But Oh well , you'll understand someday .
hahahahah ! Hush Hush~

Let it be worth waiting & all this patience .
Eh lyd eh ?
*raise eyebrows*
=P
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, October 09, 2009 2:16 PM
GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT ?!
EVERYONE COME CLOSE !
*like the way GFs n i always does when sumthg crappy or a secret is to be told*
FASTER COME CLOSE !
* no GFs , its not about my favourite topic *
alright , imma be honest .
imma stop lying .
its true , EOY'S OFFICIALLY OVER & DONE WITH !
heheh ! * wink *

Overall , i tink imma flunk chemistry real bad .
but hey , nomore switching on the lights at 4 in the morning ! xD
& mugging hard at RP till the sun sets .
& gg crazy when pressure is on you . =D

Yest was the last ppr .
& i went out of the exam venue with a smile.
well , nt bcse paper was easy , but bcse im aware tht EOY's over !

i went out on a date with my ONE & ONLY BOYFRIEND.
HAHAHA ! GOTCHA ! i went out on a date with ONE & ONLY MUMMY .
well , mummy wanna go to SSC.
so i accompany her.
the first we did was to have our lunch .
then walk ard & bought stuffs .
we talked & we chat & we laughed & we did stupid thngs .
& i had to drag her out of the shop cse she wanted to do sumthg silly .
HAHAHAHAH ! i love mummy okay ? : )

ard 4 plus , i met my favourite girls !
& ive learnt a lesson to not follow farna's direction cse imma get lost .
& end up hiring a taxi .
Oh nvm , i love you still. xD
Met them at bottle tree park.
there were , lyd , nat , dee & zul who came for awhile oni to send dee's guitar.
we chose to go thr cse we wanted to dis-stress .
we wanted to hang out & catch wif what we set aside during the exam period .
It have got a nice view so yeah .
played cards , filled our stomach wif junk foods , sing out loud , joke ard , played at the playground ,laugh out loudly , & explore the place .
Not forgetting CAMWHORING !
& oh , getting into a fight with the swans there. HAHAHAHHA !
that was under the " lepaskan geram" section of the day . haha !
EH NO ! we dun mean abusing them.
first thng frst , im talking abt the swan ride . the big big swan , a non-living thg .
haha ! we were screaming at it bcse it looks like it was staring at us .
hahaha ! stupid ? silly ? childish ? WE HAD FUN .

then me & dee had our performance there.
eh dee eh dee eh ? XD
& had a very own number 1 fan . AWWW . hahahahah !

ended the day well by sending nat home & had a non stop hits laughing at the incidents
that happened. hahah !

Overall , i love yesterday sooo much !
& i love my fav girls cse even when every1 is falling , we knw how to get up tghr .

farna , natasha , nadila , lydia , eika , atikah <3
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, October 02, 2009 10:43 PM
Since Young , i NEVER liked rollercoaster rides.
& i NEVER rode on any .
Why ? im just afraid too .
So wht am i tryna say today ?
I HATE ROLLERCOASTER RIDES.
Esp the one you're taking me on right now .
Ive been a real goodgirl , spending my time wisely on revisions.
either at home or outside with my friends.
Its great , but i guess im leaving out sumthngs.
which i guess i have to for now-sacrifices ? hah.
& i ate at KFC , aft a long time , wif loves jst now . except for Eika .
& it was fun fun ! always .
& WE , kinda relief our stress by disturbing a lil kid.
actually , she disturbed us first : (
so we revenge. HAHAHAHAHHA ! entertainment sia !
& OHH , critical papers soooooon !
Ps ,
Dear Lydeeea ,
everyone is aware of what you're gg thru now.
& you knw , everyone is here for you .
Including me . Piece of advice , dun let it affect you too much .
You're the most mature among us & im sure ya knw wht to do & what not to do.
Which i blif for nw is to focus on yr exams .
I knw its distracting & i knw its hard.
easier said than done but i knw YOU CAN DO I T!
theres ntg tht u cn never do , trust me & trust yrself.
YES , FIGHT THE FEELING .
OVERCOME THIS CHALLENGE thrown to you by god .
to mould you into a stronger person .
everythng happen for a reason .
& im sure , you'll knw why ths hpn sooon .
dun put up a strong front if cn no longer do .
cse i own a ear to listen & a shoulder to lend , arms to hug .
& a cousin to ... HAHAHHAHA !
Oh well , lemme tell you that i really SALUTE you !
cse you're dg fine babe , keep it up !
We'll run in the race with you , but YOU have to finish it up YOURSELF .
Love ,
HEED : )
Note : if you tink you're in hell , be reminded of those who has bigger burden than you.
Count yourself lucky & stop whining for godsake.
Yours Truly,
Heed


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