HEED♥

♫ Thursday, July 30, 2009 10:16 PM

YEAAAHOOOO : )

Yest i fast .
& yest i was challenged , & i rly meant a challenge.
from school to having to face a drunkard . hahah !
Oh well , after school went home early .
Then met mummy with lil bro.
head to sengkang cc to take lil bro's things .
walked ard compasspoint then daddy called .
head back to wdls to mit him & i break fast at Banquet .
Then sis & abg rzl came.
eat eat , chill-chill , talk-talk & went off .
Oh , drob-by MacD & i freaking miss everyone there !
wanted to buy frappe . then saw them , Waduhhh !
Talk-talk awhile & i went off .
AHHHHHH , i rly miss being around there : (

Today , had sch as per normal .
Lessons were funn ! : )
OH OH ! & had SL investiture .
All the best peoples !
working with them was a great experience ! =D
Aft school , head home .
Got changed & went to the library to do my hwks .
Cse i knw if i do it at home , i'll doze off anytime soon . xD
Coincidently met sis & abg rzl at KFC .
Eat & im soo full . even till now , i feel so bloated .
& OHH ! i met my dearest KB jst now .
& i had the warmest hugg frm her .
annd i miss her many many ! : (

Tmr is friday & im sure it'll pass jst like tht.
looking at the timetable , im gnna hav bio & chem oni .
Cse SS & Eng is gna be a test .
& i have no plans after that . awww , last min plans will be good : )

& last but not least , i was the most happiest girl on earth yest yknw ?
yknw what , i should rly thank you alot man !
for making me realise the fact that nothng cn bring me down.
NOTHING , even YOU : )
& of course , you made me realise how pathetic you are .
you miss called . you texted . you cursed .
but then , all i felt was being irritated by a pathetic , paranoid jerk .
NOPE , i aint breaking down .
then i realised , im just entertaining a drunkard . hah !
Damn , i felt so strong ! STRONGER in fact .
& i could see the weak sissy you breaking down !
HAH ! yes , you are the first to be treated that way by me .
congratulation , cse thats how heed treat people who aint deserving of her respect .
& oh , im so touched . i dinnoe ure still thinking abt me up till now .
Lets go aweee ! man , like ive said , go ahead.
stand infront of the mirror , start asking urself qns .
Why ? why all this happened . cse rly , only you have the ans .
& for that to hpn , put aside ur damn atittude & ego ! hah .
You're sucha gay . you're a sissy . you're so whatever .
you NEVER changed : )

PHEW ! im lovin' it .
nyeahahahahah !

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, July 28, 2009 7:48 PM

I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE .

: (

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, July 27, 2009 1:01 PM

Liverpool V SG .
5-0 ?!
papa's prediction was right . * freaking out *
HAHAHAHAHAH , cnt blame sg cse my boy khairul amri aint playing.
So yeah , but i feel they played quite well in the frst few mins .
For Sg that is .
Over & done .

& by night , i was feeling so weak .
im down with a fever .
& ive to endure the pain of my wisdom tooth growing .
& i dun like it at all . its so painful that i dun even feel like eating at all .
: (

& i slept early to not feel the pain .
but end up waking up at 3am after a nightmare.
& nat told me its her usual routine .
& its my 3rd time .
is this creepy or creepy ? * freaking out again *
& when i say its a nightmare , it rly was .
It was so scary when i was in ths remote village.
AHH , u continue . im rly freaking out cse im alone at home now.

& to make the matter worst , i couldnt sleep back until abt 8 am ?
i was just tossing ard & hoping to doze off.
i wanted to dial any number but i guess everyone is asleep.

& im hoping people would cum back early and accompany me now.

stop & wonder heed .

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, July 26, 2009 2:46 PM

YEAHOOOOOOOO !

im up as usual tdy for a weekend.
at 12 noon. xD
slept late yest lah seh ! hehehe.

so yest , had a day out wif lyd .
met up wif her in the bus & we head to somerset .
went to Da Shocase 8 =P
was suppose to got wif nat but she couldnt make it so its ok !
* not another sorry *
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ! =P
when we rch there , it was alrd 5 plus .
came to wtch & support Tag 's performance.
So they performed & it was a great performance ! =D
despite Mr Clown claiming that it wasnt , i still think it was great . haha .

so then wtched a few dance & our stomach were grumbling.
Head to Cine & ate at LJS.
walked around & lyd and me got an identical necklace ! =D
my first PURPLE accesories . hahahah . not bad for a start . : )
& we got a blue whatever-you-call-that-thing for the 8 of us !
yeah-yeahoooo !

& head back just in time for the performance we were waiting for.
Fhunkiestylerz , if im not wrong ,was the best for the day .
really , their dance was a bomb ! hah . & they deserved to be the winner .
Congrats !

Then lyd & i sat ard and had a very heartwarming heart to heart talk.
About almost evrythng & anythng.
Even about a very sensitive matter , Family .
to the extend that tears were building up .
& i wanted to cry & lyd hugged me.
AHAHAH , awweeee ! but no , i din rly cry thou .
& through that talk , we discover alot of thngs that we hav in common.
like , WOW ! hahaha .

Da Shocase ended & we went off .
Inside the train , saw sumthg creepy .
kn lyd ? Pidofile or what ?! hahahah !

Overall , i had a wonderful time .
from the performance to the dance to the talk i had with lyd .
thanks alot to you lyd for accompanying me ! =D
had a great time ! =)

& today , its time for me to get back on track wif revisions.
=D

& like you said it bestfriend , im getting a hang of it .
=D

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Saturday, July 25, 2009 11:06 AM

gdmorning loves !

hahaha , surprisingly .
im up early for a saturday . =P
i slept early yest too ! i was tired maybe .

& waking up in the morning to get nagged for ths & that.
to be told to do this & that .
aint fun at all .
i feel like , _______________________________________ .
bcse im not ______________________________________ .
& i know ________________________________________ .
fill in the blanks okay ?
i just dun wanna start anymore conflicts / arguments or whtever u call it .
whatever it is , im good .

i just need a happy meal.

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, July 24, 2009 8:52 PM

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAHOOOOOO.
: )

Yesterday was just like any other school days .
& netball after that .
It was awesome despite the 2 rounds outside sch .
did side steps & jog/sprint to the end .
we played matches & it was awesome.
=P

Today was a wonderful day tooo !
it was RHD & i wore orange .
was invovled in the noticeboard deco .
Overall , i had a great bonding time wif the class .
This time , more of us were participating & enthusiastic .
It was rly heartwarming to see everyone bonded .
Lets go , awwwwwwwwwwe . hahahah !
We won the Best-Dressed Competition !
YEAH ! thats 3 CRUSADERS ! hahahahha .
Now thats what i call united . =D

after school , went to mit a long-never-mit friend.
Pamela ! well , she migrate to australia & hav been in Sg fr abt 2 wks.
Havent got a chance to mit her up & tdy was the day .
Met ard 4pm at the Court infront of WPS.
there was Jen , Jerene , Nat , Nad , Pam, Hannah & me !
we had a lil catch sessions .
Like Question & Ans sessions.
we were so interested abt how sydney were & throwing alot of qn to Pam !
HAHAH ! Then we got physical & played soccer.
It was awesome mayne !
Nat got a blister that made her walk like an old lady . xD
Heed got a bleeding toe & she din realise it until she felt a lil pain.
by the time , it was bleeding quite alot oredy .
HAHAHAHA ! silly her.
got real tired & sat to do more catching up.
Ate dinner tghthr at KFC .
& after every bite was non-stop-hits of laughing !
HAHAH! yeaaah ! imagine the 7 of us bursting into laughters at the slightest thing ?!
HAHA ! eyes were on us but we were just lil girls havng fun ! =D
Sat at playgrd & chatted more.
I went off frst cse nid to mit up sis .

& pam went " bye , cya in a yr or so ? "
sumthg lidat & it sounded so sad : (
shes gg back ths sun & oh my .
eventhou i aint so close to her but i feel the sadness when shes gg.
she was a great friend/ teammate . =D
time spent with her & the rest was rly wonderful .
it felt so fast & imma miss her .
lets go aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
hahahah ! =D

& lets go One , Two , Three , Four .

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, July 22, 2009 3:00 PM

WEEEEEEHOOOOOOOO !

first & foreall , i realised that my post yest was super short.
& ive no idea wats wrong wif me yest ?
my mood change so fast !
hahahah . & yknw whats the best quote fr yest ?
" am i exceptionally handsome today ? "
YES , hah ! i laughed so hard when my classmate , Leon asked me that .
i was like " what is wrong wif u ?! "
Well , kept looking at hes direction .
bcse i just wanted to look outside bcse im afraid i might fall aslp any moment.
& he asked me that . HAH !

& sumone ( wont reveal who ) shocked me wif her reaction .
wanted to go & change for netb & she walked v fast.
i went " uh walk fast-fast . ltr in toilet alone got sumthg idk eh "
& she was so scared she dun wanna go in !
HAHAHA ! i was in the cubicle , wanting to chnge .
& she was banging the dooor asking me to cum out.
AISEYMAN. hahaha !
Just for Gags purposes. HEHEHEHEHEHEH !

& today's weather was perfect for hibernation !
hehehe , i woke up at 430am as im fasting again today .
then slept back & when i woke up. it was raining.
aiseyman ! headed to sch as early as possible .
cse sumone texted me " heed , faster . very dark ! "
HAHAHAH ! kay ehem , & overall . school was fine.
except that my eyes were having temptations to shut & hibernate. xD
My best lesson for today was hist .
Mr Roy was full of sarcasms & i laugh non-stop-hits !
HEHEHEH ! Sch ended at 130pm due to O level thingy .

planned to lib-ed wif lydia today.
but i feel so lazy to head there.
she is too but she has sum1 to met up with.
so have funn eh ! =P

One , Two , Three , Four ......
Take one step at a time .
=PP

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, July 21, 2009 8:47 PM

Happy 19th Birthday Sadiqul Amin Abdul Ghani .
Happy 18th Birthday Muhd Danial Bin Ramli .
: )

What can i say abt my day today ?
School was fine.
Lesson was okay .
Netball was awesome.

Chem test tmr & i need all the luck .

Right Here , Right now .
: (

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, July 20, 2009 8:52 PM

WEEHOOOOOOOOOOO !

sch was fast today to me & nat .
we dunno why but it rly feels as thou i din attend any lesson.
& anyway-anywhooo , we fast tdy . alot of challenges.
HAHAHA ! okay well , worth it all : )
there werent mch for lesson lah .

after school was netball .
hoping for gym but coach aint coming .
so we had our normal training .
ran a total of 20 rounds , played matches , did ballworks & the usuals.
by the end of the training , me & nat was alrdy drained out !
& i was like " nat , any saliva left ? "
HAHAHAHAH ! & u should have seen us cooling down !
MAN ! we nvr felt so lethargic , cooling down.
we barely ran , we dragged our feet . hahahah !
& while walking home , our house seems so far than usual .
hahahah ! so funny .
rch home , showered & waited for the time to break our fast .
din eat much thou , just drink alot . HAHAHA !
so congratulation to both of us for enduring the tough day !
*pat on each others' back*

backtrack abit . yest was the 19th .
& i bet yal knw wht it is ! *kening naik-naik*
YES ! Its our 17th monthsarry !
so here it goes , HAPPY 17th MONTHSARRY FDNHN !
to Farna !
to Daaaan !
to Naaaat !
to Heeeeeeed !
to Naaaaaaaaaad !
& our other half to complete what we call , girlfriends , LEA !
collected 17 moons & counting yal .
hehehe ! & yes . times might be tough for either of us.
nevertheless , its true & ya knw tht staying clse to ech othr & pouring out to us
would make everythg turns just fine .
no use keeping it to urself when we're right in front of ur cute face ! HAHA !
So yes , keep close loves .
Love Yal ! mwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaahs ! =P

& to sumhow , celeb it . we had an outing yest .
but dee couldnt make . nvm! got nxt time !
it was initiated by ash & sis at first.
edited by us . hahahah ! faham ? tak eh ? tkper.
& back to the point.
so there was Farna-Daaan , Nat-Wis , Heed & ash & Heed sis & bro in law & heed lil bro & niece & Zul ! met up ard 11+am & head to vivo .
got our tix for Harry Potter.
it wasnt wat i expected it to be ! : (
but whatever it was , theres sum parts i enjoyed .
Movie ended , bought niece toy & head to eat .
Aft eat , to hortpark !
Its a really beautiful place yknw ! kinda a place for leisure.
alot of flowers but the best part was the playgrd ! hehehe !

& so got tired & head home .
everyone parted at wdls . sent niece home.
me , sis , lil bro & bro in law head for cvc to have ' dinner ; at macdeee !
ate & home sweet home !

no doubt it was a great day spent !
had fun with everyone present .
non-stop hits laughing of dan was undescribe-able !
HAHAHAHAH ! & nat was also laughing at evry silly thngs i did .
HAHAHA , im so loving every companion of mine !
so next outing loves ? : )

& i cant blif we were still arguing when to me , theres no point to it .
HAH ! whatever , heed's really doing goooooood !
where am i again nat ?
OH , cloud number nine : )

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Saturday, July 18, 2009 7:10 PM

what can i say people ?
have the cow jumped over the moon ?
or is it me ?
because , IM FEELING ALL GOOOOOOOOOOOD YAW !
like whaaat ? YES.
IM ON CLOUD NINE !

this is it heed .
live life to the fullest !
whats there to grief about huh ? tsk .

tmr will be our 17th monthsarry .
Teman-teman , 17 moons & still collecting !
& will be out tmr for harry potter !
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY !
how awesome can my life be ?
& what more cn i ask ?
=D

CLOUD NINE LOVES !
=PP

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, July 17, 2009 11:04 PM

YEAAAAAAHOOOOOOOOO !

im so tired. im so sleepy.
but i cant seems to get to sleep : (
Anws-anywhooo , niece is here in the house !
HAHAHAHAHAHAAH .

okay so today , sch-ed as usual .
i was one sleepy-pig in class ! but manage to pull through chem .
Bio was loved okay ?! energetic , funny , & non-stop laughing !
should have video-ed syafiq laughing her ass out with hes mouth wide open !
xD & i was yawning like a hippo through english lesson.
it wasnt the lesson , it was me !
& met lyd ! waduh , rindu banget !
so bought icecream . lyd's treaaaat ! :D
sat ard to eat icecream & head home.

bathed , ate & head to fy's hse.
people say people getting ready but when i rched , people still in sch uni .
WAHH ! cheat my feelings ! xD
so we headed to lib & met lyd .
did hwk & fy left at ard 6pm ?
Then me & lyd began our nonsical-crapping stuff ! xD
we wrote stuffs on a small paper & took pics.
HEHEHE ! very funneh !
then we wanna noisy2 so we go starbucks since macd seriously full !
so we sat & we talked & we gossiped & we laughed like noones business !
HAHAH ! & NO , we dun gossip abt any othr typical stuff.
abt that _____________ .
kendarat people would knw . hahahah ! wt the heaven.
we were creating scenes uh .
i swear i had fun laughing & acting out ! HEHEH !

sis arrived . zoul & zul arrive.
parted ways & went to fetch niece .
AWW , i miss her alot .
she really made me laugh alot too !

& now , im darn tired .
: (

Goooooooodnight loves ! : )

highlights of the day : laugh your ass out , people.

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, July 16, 2009 9:16 PM

YEAAAAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .

frst & foreall , my shoulders are hurting so much .
blame it on the thick books .
imagine having bio & chem on the same day .
wif them thick booklets , WADUH .
okay this is super-random lah actually .

lessons were all good for today .
except for chem . i was real sleepy for god knows why .
hmm , imma nid to adapt to the change of teacher quickly or down to combined science heed !
okay stayed back wif nat , farna , wis , min hao , tung sheng & HS .
did homewrk & crapped.
i teased nat-hubby so badly till she got rly irritated !
HAHAHAH ! she smacked & she pinched & she smacked me wif books !
her pinch , WADUHHHH ! for the frst time , she was violent . xD
* prangai farna ! *
& fr the very frst time , she laughed her ass out till tears were out ! hahahah.
so she & farna chased me until i gave up & bullied me back : (
got tired & the 3 of us sat down quietly , gasping for air.
all the laughters & running burned my fats ! xD

Oh ! i played 'who wants to be the millionaire' game wif minhao !
HAHAHAH ! & fr the very frst time , he wasnt that good-quiet2-boy .
he entertained me & laughed his ass out .
OH MY ! is today the day where every quiet people decided to just get cranky ?
HEHEHE ! isnt it good if ths were regular ?
there'll be an increase in the number of jokers then. xD
& yes ! he won ! i must now do a cheque for him .
a fake one will do ! xD

walked home wif wis , ahmd & nat .
very tired oredy . xD
rched home & had a nap .
woke up & jogged around the neighborhood.
YES ! I JOGGED ! MOK JOGGED OKAY ! xD
& thats an achievement for mok. =PP

&& OH! during lunchbreak , as usual . Gfs will sit at level 3 stairs.
Then i frgot whose line it was.
but it was like this. * LYD OPEN YOUR EYES & READ THIS*
" eh aku rindu lyd uh . her randomness & laughter"
" yah ! me too ! no lyd , no nonsicals . so tk the kecoh . "
"eh krg ni , tok as if lyd is dead : ( "
" yalor ! lyd is sick lah ! she'll cum back & join us when she gets btr ! "
HAHAHAH ! get it girl ? WE ARE MISSING YOU MCM GILER !
sampai hati tglkan kite lame2 . : (
get well real soon & cum back to join us okay ?
=P

& things are gooood .
i really nid to buck up on certain subjts .
bfre its to late to realise & regret . * ths part sumone might go , EH MY LINE ! * xD
thats school .
GFs have forever been great ! non-stop hits ! :D
Family's great toooo! : )
i'll always pray for what u wan me to pray for , ______ . : )
& last but not least , HEED .
heed have been real fine ! self-mangement is good .
managing emotions aint a simple thng but shes dg just fine.
with the help of everyone ard her .
even breaking down aint in her dictionary. =P
see heed ? everythg is gonna be alright !
see how strong ure ! hahahah . well , thats what challenges are for.
to make u stronger .
so continue this goodwork of yours heed !
rmb , TAKE ONE TIME AT A TIME , THERES NTG TO RUSH !
HAHAHAHAHAHAH * pat on heed's back*

NOPE ! i just stop showing :)

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, July 15, 2009 9:20 PM

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAHOOOOOOOOOOOO !
* jump ard , tergolek-golek , sit & smile widely *
this part right here , is only between me & my hubby , natasha. xD

Okay so ths mrning , i was kinda early .
cse people text me 6 in the morning.
HEHEH ! so got ready by 630am .
had the urge to go out early bt too early .
then nat text me sumthg & i just rush out of the house.
HAHAHAHAHAHA ! kay shut up . xD
& halfway to sch , it rained .
lucky today we din walk like snail . hehehe !

so sch was fine .
enjoyed every lesson & every company of friends.
heheheh ! after school , head home early .
i was feeling lethargic .
ard 6pm met mummy wif lil bro .
head to sheng shiong .
but bfre that , ate frst cse i super hungry i tell you !
xD so sheng shiong - ed & mummy v slow .
i very cold in there.
cabb-ed home & the taxi driver drived as thou hes a racer !
my heart was gg dap-dup-dap-dup very fast u knw !
wahseh ! xD

& i jst helped mummy sort the thngs out .
im heading to sleep soon .
real tired for god knows why .
maybe bcse im havng my time of the mth .
so yeaaahoooooooooo !

& one more thng , HEED !
BUCK UP ON CHEMISTRY LAH GILER !
OR DOWN YOU GO TO COMBINED SCIENCE !
nak ? wif physics ! EEEEE ! tknk kn ?
SO BUCK UP ! xD
& hey , im nt looking down to combined science students.
its jst that , im avoiding physics okay ?
okay nat ? =DD

CLOUD NINE BAYBEH !
:D

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, July 14, 2009 10:20 PM

YEAHOOOOO .

today sch start much later.
well , i was awaken by a sms at 4 in the morning.
typical people text me at that timing . hehehehe !
i was like " who in the right mind aint sleeping right nw ? "
it was people , & i opened my eyes bigbig . xD
i read it , & i cried.
yes yes ! i knw ! 4am in the mrning ! heed crying ?
aisey , da knape ? i din rep at that instant cse i dinno wht to rep.
so i put my hp away & as usual , i hugged teddy .
i knw ths might sound stupid/weird/strange/whatever.
but i talked to teddy until i fell aslp . hahaha !

woke up & school-ed.
school was the usuals.
stayed back until ard 4+pm in the canteen.
did homework .
the whole day in sch , my un-neccessary stuffs tried to invade my mind.
only when lessons were not proper will then i let it do .
it was slowly bringing me down , i wanted to cry .
UHH YES , tu je kau tau . cry . -_-
so i was kinda acting crazily to prevent dg so .
& i rmbered ahmad repeatedly asking if im okay / if im sick.
GRRRR ! hahah . walked home wif him & nat .
like walking zombie , so quiet . only for sum parts.
WAHAHAHAHAH .

& so , that msg rly did made me break down.
*bang - bang - booooom ! *
made me rmb alot of thngs i couldnt forget .
but well , like u said . what to do .
& uh-huh , thngs have happened .
& yes i knw , thngs happen for a reason .
like iyer , i hope i'l find the reason why soon .
& taulah , i wont let it affect me too much .
& btol-btol , ini cabaran .
* smile widely *

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, July 13, 2009 10:40 PM

YEAHOOOOO .

so school-ed today .
PE was okay , played basketball.
& wen mr kheng said basketball , ZW eyes were wide open.
HAHAHAHA ! tsktsk.
MT , teacher still nvr cum .
if i din hear wrongly , her child is sick . so yeahooo !
did composition . & wenever we do compo , hubby's face sure stress.
& i sure nid a translator. my malay very bad cn ?
Uh easy say , i aint good in my language. hahahaha .
Emaths , did worksheet on graph .
CE , we had sexual education.
& its really opened that i heard sumone asking mr soong , " cher , are u showing the right video ? "
HAHAHAHAHAH ! well , its a gd video .
not bcse of the thngs showed but what is being discussed.
Bio was okaaaaay . i wan the theatrette back .
learning hub is so not condusive okay ? : D
afterwich , did bio presentation wich i screwed .
head home , slept , woke up , did homework , watch tv , eat , texted & now here im.
chatting wif sick-boy & updating blog . heheheh !

& everyone ard me seems to be sick .
down wif flu/fever.
awwwww : (
mummy , daddy , lyd .
& to those who are sick.
GET WELL SOOON OKAAAAAAAAY ?
LYD , I MISS YOU OREADY .
SO GET WELL SOON ; )

& its not the same plus it felt so wrong .
but teddy said its okay cse teddy is always there.
*winks*

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, July 12, 2009 8:04 PM

YEAHOOOOO .

lemme see .
i din go to sch again on fri.
bcse i couldnt wake up . i was stupid enuf to eat my medicine in the middle of the night.
causing to sleep & nt wake up.
moreover , mummy din wake up too to wake me up.
so yeah . okay so i rot at home awhile.
then i decided to surprise attack people.
so yeap , i did. b4 that , drop by lib to pass sumtg.
& i got a surprise myself cse people finish sch earlier than expected.
lucky people tell me , if nt . HHAHA.
Oh well , decided to catch a movie.
catch Ice Age 3 . hahahah ! super-funny lah.
movie ended , met sis .
went to eat at MacD wif ash , wis ptwo & min hao !
bumped into them & they tagged along.
so then separated & mit again for badminton.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH , burn fats !

Saturday plan to play soccer was cancelled cse no people.
everyone seems busy .
so me , sis , lil bro , ash , wis ptwo met up again.
played badminton . ptwo went off early .
then we played soccer & thats the fun part.
i bcame a boy & wis the girl. hahahah ! wth.
oh ! & in the middle of my match wif wis , a lil boy came.
played wif us & i swear hes damn cute okay !

Sunday , which is today .
met up wif nat at ard 1259 - 1300 hours .
hahahahahahah ! headed to bugis .
& funny thing was . we got engrossed in a convo.
& we just board the train which arrived nt long after wtout realising
that it was heading to JE .
cute kan ? xD
so we took almost a round lah . -_-
we din chnge train cse lazy . HAHAH !
met up wif wis & ash .
wis brought ash along . so yeah .
headed to one building in bugis to find out the movie we intend to watch is not showing there.
YES ! best eh ? xD taxi-ed to somerset .
& wis was confident & couldnt differentiate the cathay & cineleisure.
HAHAHAHA ! so rched & got our movie tix .
we wtched The Haunting in the Connecticut .
the movie cn gimme heart attack uh . hehehehe !
nice movie though.
after that ate at BK . *burp* xD
& head home soon after.

had a good-day wif peoples .
=D

& yes . i was at the tip of giving up.
so like u said , i gave up easily .
i tried to tie the knot again .
but i gues it wasnt tight enough & it was untied so easily .
i was dissapointed .
i was blank.
& i cried & asked teddy wat to do .
teddy hugged me so tight & i realised that it was definitely the time to let go .
for the good of you & me .
im jst not ur type & we just dun get along .
maybe its true , im just too young for you .
so i dun understand.
& maybe we are jst not meant to be , yeah .
if we are , let's see in the future huh ?
nevertheless , i had my good times with you.
i swear it was a brand new experience i treasure .
every memories kept close.
last words , take good care of urself .
& never ever ever ever , do stupid things.
=)

letting go doesnt mean im weak .
it just mean that im strong enought o accept the fact .
& let go , for good .

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, July 10, 2009 11:49 AM

YEAHOOOOO .

so lemme see. what have been happening for the last few days ?
school have been fine.
ive been doing my job as a diligent student to catch up wif what ive left bhind.
due to my laziness , hehe ! but im on track now. *pat on my back*

Oh , i rmbered doing my hwk wif my fav FY aft sch on wed .
we hwk-ed at macd civic.
But we did alot of catching up wif each othr.
talk & talk . crap & crap. UHHH . da lepas rindu pon.
*kening naik-naik* so home-ed ard 6+pm.
& when we walked , we were laughing at almost everythng.
so there were like a few jam stops.
esp when fy went " that emergency ambulance is for h1n1 ! "
& i went " oh so people who suffers from heart attack would be attended by
non-emergency ambulance which would most prolly take their time ? "
HAHAHAHAH ! by the time , pronounced DEAD.
so i did my part by being irritating lah. HAHAHHAHA !
*peace*

& Gfs have been real great.
being around them in school is sure heartwarming.
just put away everythg tht is bringing you down , & be ard them.
FUHH ! kecoh-rable i tell u.
heheheheh ! love.

& lemme seee lemme seee .
anythg more to update ?
OHH yeah . ive done sumthg so shit-ish .
sumthg i hate dg so much , bt unbelievably , i did it .
NOPE , aitn an achievement to be proud of .
damn , i was so dissapointed wif myself .
despite nat telling me it aint my fault , bt i knw .
its my fault , hw cn it not be ? hah.
so i cant liv eon wif this guilt , i confessed & let out the truth to whom it may concerned.
yes of course , theres a price to it.
a consequence i had to bear .
ive been there , i knw hw it feels .
im cool wif anythg . with the trust lost & everythg.
& so nw , imma jst pray hard nomore shits happen & everythng will go well.
cse jst one more thng , & imma rly on the tip of giving up.
:/

& yes , alot of thngs hpn.
be it sch , or whtever .
sumtimes i feel tht it made me stronger.
stronger in a sense that ive experience it so if it ever hpn again in future ,
im all prepared.
stronger in a sense tht im strong to go thru anythg.
on the othr hand , im weak cse i dun see thngs thru.
all i thnk is to let it all go , when i dun have the will to go thru it anymre.
like i have ths heck-atittude.
so called following the flow & let whtever hpns , hpns.
ya knw wht i mean ?
NO ? frget it loh.
my blog what .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
*random*

FULLSTOP.

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, July 06, 2009 8:36 PM

helloh people .
you wanna knw sumthg ?
i think my life got an intervals of sad & happy.
like 1 day happy , 1 day sad. heheheh !
Then i rmbered , life's a rollercoaster ride lahh.
up & down , then round & round & WHOOOOSH ! =P

so i went to JB wif abg rzl , sis & lil bro.
woke up as early as 9am.
got rdy & met abg rzl at int at ard 1030am.
went thru the annoying-ness of custom checks & jam.
so it was already lunchtime.
headed to Season's at city square.
i & abg rzl had baked rice.
sis had pasta.
lil bro had grilled chix chop.
& i love the deserts the best cse i had choc mango cream cheeseecake.
the rest had icecreams. hahahahha !
the food was awesome or what ? :D
after that , we shopped while waiting for abg ai.
then when he called , we waited.
& he sneaked on me ! causing me to scream ! wah , paiseh xiah !
okay then we headed to pandan city .
walked around . bought sum stuffs again.
ate chappati . when we thought of gg home , abg ai suggested danga bay .
since we long time nvr go , we agreed.
so we walk around. the place is gorgeous lah . i love that place alot uh .
hehe ! & he introduced me to sumone of his property . tsk ! hehe.
then it was dinner time.
headed to singgah selalu , opp danga bay.
had dinner & aft that , head home !
by the time we rch sg was aldy past midnight.
WADUH! tired giler.

so overall , i enjoyed the outing yest .
from shopping to eating.
to teasing abg ai & had the quarels and fights all over again.
HAH ! to racing & every laughters.
hahahahahah ! & quote of the day was " my mom says that im special." - lil bro.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH ! * inside joke*

speacial shoutouts to abg rzl & big sis for yest !
thank you for everythng .
truly enjoyed myself . :)
special request , escape for the next outing ?
HAHAHAHAHAH !

& today , had lots of laughters wif nad & nat .
from miting them aft ball session.
to eating lunch where i had hot fudge.
to crapping & wtching dvd at nad's house.
& eating roti prata.
AN AN AN !
hahahahaha , =D.

& now , shine me the light.

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Saturday, July 04, 2009 8:12 PM

i have the time of my life wif GFs in school ytd.
then i had alot of laughters wif FNHN aft school .
we ended the week good for ourselves .
farna went off aft it , & i slacked wif nat & nad .
we sat at civic & kept on laughing.
i was dg alot of stupid stuffs that i din even realise people was watching !
drop my water face u knw ! heheheh !
i dance like an idot at the traffic light ! heheheh.
& nat went " do u realise that people are watching ? "
& i was like " OMG ! * paiseh * "
hahhaha. & when i sent her home , we slacked at playgrd frst.
then we realised that theres a man wandering ard .
din think anythg was wrng then.
her mummy called & asked to buy sumthing at PM.
So head back to PM. while dg so .
we encountered a pervert - the man who was wandering ard .
i saw him touching hes priv part thr .
i tot he was adjusting hes zip until i saw sumthg sticking out.
& i went " fck ! pervert !"
i told nat & we quickly ran to the traffic light.
traumatised oi . hehehehe !

her family waited for her under her block.
i went to mit gdfren.
starbucks-ed .
& saw sumone :D
waited for sis & head home.
that was when i felt like famous lidat .
" heeed ! " i turned & saw shadows of a grp of guys .
dinno who & it turned out to be fee & his frens.
HAHAHAHA . aing .
& yes , ytd was awesome.

Today , i had a rather bad start .
i slept late . i wasnt feeling good. couldnt get up .
then war broke out . wimme just sabar-ing & listening to the yakkings.
mummy asked me to jst be patient so that i wont turn old easily. -_-
haha ! war is still on wif me - couldnt be bothered .
if oni we are allowed to keep weapons . i would kip a gun under my pillow ytd.
& if oni killing aint a sin , i would have shot u .
you would have died just now .
yeap , that reflects my anger & hatred .

how balance cn my life be ? happy ytd , sad today . Oh great : )
Thank you for sticking wif me just now .
despite being the one whome i vent all my anger with , surprisingly .
you stick wif me , patiently . HEHE !

& right now , my nose is blocked aft all the tears shed . awww . xD

annnnd , i rly wished the ans to my uncertainty would appear soon enough.
soon enough to make it clear to me about my decision .
let it appear in my dreams or what . whatever , as long as its soon enough .
please .

burdens weighing me down every single day.
im dragging every steps i take .
i wish i could face the challenges wif a positive mindset.
but oh my , im not as strong i tot i was.
god , give me the confidence , courage & will to carry on wif life.
with a smile , sincerely flashed on my face. :/

shoutout to eika .
read your blog & just so you know.
i love you tooo !
dun be down , jst bcse u cant help every single on of us.
everyone has their own challenges to face.
you've got ur own.
yes , despite anythg .
we did flashed a smile on our face.
kite good kn ! cn hide it so well ! heheheheheh .
smile girl ! despite those braces on .
cse jst so u knw , despite anythg.
we are GFs afterall . ( :

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, July 02, 2009 10:54 PM

do you wanna hear my funny story ?
well , here it goes okay ?
get ready , u might just laugh your ass out & fell off ur chair. xD
as usual , during lunchbreak .
Gfs will never go to the canteen cse we'll be very tired.
went to our usual hangouts in sch & sat .
We were talking super craps , & i keep getting my unexpected hits .
shocked siolzxzx ! xD
& 1 part , i sumpah i wanna fart uh. YES FART.
then nat go push me & i cannot tahan so i fart .
HAHAHAHAHAH ! YES !
LAUGH PEOPLE !
LAUGH TILL UR STOMACH PAIN!
& UR CHEEK TIRED OF LAUGHING !
& U GO BREATHLESS ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
YES , HEED FARTED ! HAHAHAHAH !
well , im not paiseh.
cse GFs have realised that we are starting to bcum that tak-tau-malu-girls.
among each other that is , HAHAHA !
well , we are human beings .
afterall .
So there it goes , a joke for a start ! =DDD

psst , tk funny sudah eh. blog aku seh . heheheh !

How cn i describe school today ?
UHHH , how about u figure it out k ?
assembly suspended so taken over by amaths lesson .
early in the morning when my brain aint working.
uh-huh . then recess & social studies . WOW.
Then had emaths , best giler !
new tcher cse ms gan away for the AYG thing.
& MT was funn .
cse i teased nat until she merajuk .
heheehheh ! then amaths again .
when i broke down & wanted to cry.
excused myself to the toilet where i took out my hp.
dialed my fav number & whine .
HEHEHEHE ! then went back to class .
not long after , chem . practical at lab.
imagine 4 teachers for a 1-hr lesson . HAHAHAHHA !
best giler right ? so then stayed back in school to do assignments.
ard 6pm , walked to 888 wif nat & nad .
bought choc waffle ! to cheer us up . :DD
head home & im done wif assignments ! hehehehehe.

& pTWO ! anytime bebeh !
& nat and nad , ive said my piece .
& heed , aku jotos kepale kau aru tau !
& fy , saye rindu kamuuu ! cinta-ed.
HAHAHAHAH .
FULL-STOP

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, July 01, 2009 3:44 PM

first & foremost, i apologise for leaving sumone out during my shoutout ytd.
ths sumone , is also one of the pieces of my jigsaw.
so here it goes , get rdy ur tissue love.
cse ths is for you .
AB LOVE KB TOOOO LAHHHH !
hahahhahah ! yes , i truly apologise for leaving you out.
but even witout words , u should knw u hold a special place in my heart too lah kan ?
hehehe , ab love kb so much ok ?
& ab rly wanna mit up real soon !
seems like im missing out alot.
you missing out sumthg too.
we're missing out.
HEHEHEH ! LOVE U KB !
& i miss you soooooo ):

okay so ive bailed on sch for the 2nd day.
due to my stomach which have been real bad to me.
but its getting btr , & i wish to be in sch tmr.
i miss peoples oredy.

& ytd night , i was feeling all restless.
so i decided to fetch mummy at wdls.
then lil bro heard my screaming when i said loudly to dad ,
" Pa , im miting mummy at wdls "
& lil bro went , " wanna follow ! "
& i went , " -_-"
HAHAHAHAHAH ! so then , papa decided to tag along too.
so lil bro , me & papa met mummy at wdls.
then big sis asked to wait for her.
so we walked ard . bought sum stuffs.
& as soon as big sis arrived , had dinner at banquet.
walked at PM then head home !
& i was singing unconciously when dad said , " whats wrong with u ? like orang tk betol je ? "
& i went , " uh ? hehe . "
dasar aku da tk betol.
=P

& rolled on my bed.
& i text & received texts.
& sumone went sumthg like , " empty witout you & i miss you "
& heed let out a deeeep breathe & went , " * censored*"
*jumping around , rolling on the floor , sit & smile widely*
: (

Yours Truly,
Heed