HEED♥

♫ Tuesday, June 30, 2009 6:48 PM

JUBO AKU SAKET , tau ?
yes , my ass is in pain.
i kip shitting. HAHAHAHAHAH !
wht a thg to start a post right ?
my apologies .
im jst tryna tell you guys that im down wif a diarrhoea.
dun care ? dun read ! hahahahaha.

Sch has reopened.
& frst day of sch sucks big time.
alot of talking here & there.
& i almost fell asleep .
& what sucks the most was , recess was staggered !
YES ! so that means peoples who sits on the 2nd table from the phonebooth in the sch canteen
couldnt reunite ! :( explain our grief. CHEY !
but then , we reunite during lunchbreak at the stairs .
& when sch ends at that table ! HHEHEHEH .
so sch ended at 2pm .
the rest went home while me & nat head to nad's crib to do our hwk.
then reward ourself by watching ' Jangan Tegur ' .
HAHAHAHA ! it was defitnitely funn to see nat getting shocked ! :DD
i slept halfway. i was seriously sleeeeeeepy !
havent got a gdnight sleep since that night. BLAHHH.

back-track a lil bit .
had kendarat on the sunday , yes just bfre sch starts .
at canberra rd .
& it was kinda sucky with her getting on our nerves.
" kan ku cukur keningnya ! kan ku botakkan rambutnya !"
was what i & nat keep repeating when we got annoyed. xD
right girls ? annoying giler ! =P
but we had funn tooo ! duh . with us ard. xD
so it ended at 5pm. met dan at smbwg.
got chnged & head back to wdls .
was veryyyy tired lahhhhhhhh !
i din sleep well the night bfre.
was awaken at 4 in the morning & couldnt sleep back.
till it was time to get rdy to mit nat . HAHAHA.
aisey . Oh yeah , back to the point.
we sat ard at civic macd.
got excited when we saw sumone. HAHAHA .
*whistling*
OH ! dan treat us to the cinnamon melts.
sumpah sweeeet giler that thing !
sent me goosebumps when i frst put it in my mouth.
then savour it wif my secy tongue.
& then it went down my throat.
AHHHHHHH , kay exaggerating eh heed ! xP
but i love it anw! hehehe.
so then , walked ard cwp .
bought sum stuffs .
ard 8pm , sent nat home wif ahmad .
then ahmad walked me home as he had to go to 888 .

alright so , end of chapter people.
i couldnt do it anymore.
of course i cant , how could i ?
with all those shits coming up.
noway im holding on anymore.
ive had enough of it.
& yes , the knot we tied .
hoping to hold on & make it work.
its un-tied , for good.
nope , no grudges on my side.
cse i forgive & forget for good .
we're good now .
im good now.
so yeah , we'll see what is up for me the next chapter !
=P

shoutout to nat for being my listening ear & my advisor & my motivator.
shoutout to wis for doing the same.
basically , shoutouts to FDNHN , GFS , wis , PTWO ! , ahmad.
for being there for me.
much appreciated people !
love krg manymany !

& i believe , ive done the right thing.
: )

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, June 26, 2009 9:59 PM

WEEEEEEHOOOOOOOO.
i went to husband's crib yest .
confidently , had the intention to do our hwk.
but we got distracted & ended up slacking.
crapping , teasing . GEREK GILER !
i got real sleepy cse din have a goodnight sleep afterall.
so went home early . hehe !

today , husband & i went to nad's crib .
she met me at my MPH & we walked slowly to nad's crib.
hot lah kan weather. HEHEH.
& this time , we did our hwk ok ?
alah , fine . copied . but i did amaths okay ! hehe.
& then we crapped & we laughed & we whined .
& OHH , we cried.
cse MJ is dead. HEHEHEHE !
sape caye kite nangis mmg bodoh. xD
& so ard 5pm , husband & i moved to admiral garden cse nad is gg out wif her fam
to catch transformers.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
i wanna watch that movie lah ! hehehe . SOON.
& then lyd came.
so yada-yada , did hwk . & lyd kip whining that she dun wanna do her hwk.
i ditched amaths aft qn 4. HAHAHA ! brain-wrecking lah ! :(
So ard 730pm , head home.
NO , me & nat went to 888 to get ourself choc pancake.
HOT & CRISPY UH ! gerek giler eh you ! xD
then i walked her home.
as we walk , we eat .
& we crapped . hehehe !
"EH ! CHOCOLATE UH ! SEDAP SIA !"
*inside joke* xD
aft sent her , walk home.
then hor , GEREK GILER !
*calling*
*answered*
sumone : " hello ?! what u want ? "
me : " eh , angry ? call only to check on you "
sumone : " yahlah ! call so many times ! sleeping lah !"
me : * pissed off * " OHH ! SORRY LAH EH DISTURB ! GO SLEEP BACK ! BYE ! "
gerek giler kan ?
=DDDDDDDD

" hello doc ? do you have any medicine to relief ths feeling of RIMAS ? "
*wink

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, June 24, 2009 11:01 PM

WELCOME BACK HEEEED !
hahahah , yeah. im back since ytd morning.
& i miss everyone !
but everyone cannot mit me jst knw. :(
either lazy or cant cum out . sad hor ?
but nvm , still got othr time.
so went to eika's cribs jst nw to get over & done w malay pjt.
full of bloopers & laughters xiahh.
i srsly cnnt help but to laugh & smileeee oni !
hahahahah , finished & met farna , dan & wis.
cse sumone was restless to mit up wif me.
but nt restless wen its meeting friends part.
HAHAHAHA , whtever .
so yeah , finally got my donuts frm wis ! :DD
sent nat home , eat donut & met sis at cwp .
dan & frna went off , & i walked hme w sis and wis.
talked & talked & psst teman-baik , ure the director of ur own life.
AHAHAHAHAHHAHA ! stp being indecisive & make up ur mind !
*i knw he knw oni* :DDD

Now , its time for my holiday.
basically , spent a night at a hotel in JB since our tix says that our bus will set off in the morning.
to nt rush , we spent a night in JB.
rched hotel ard 9pm .
met up wif Om & tante & abg aai .
droved to pandan to have our dinner & shopped =D
went back to hotel aft midnight & slept.
yes , i was deadly tired .

woke up in th mrning & head to bus station.
ate breakfast. om , mummy-daddy & lil bro took the bus.
while tante , me & older sibs car-ed back to kmpg.
so as the day went on , i had lots of funn !
my cuz from Port Dickson came too.
& yeah , the more the merrier.
I freaking ate alot ! ate duriaaaans !
&& chendol ! the chendol there was superb ok !
so different frm singapore's .
Then we went to Gunung Ledang !
then got pondan , u knw. those guys who transfromed into girls.
HAHAHAH ! what a show they displayed for us.
laughing stock u cn say.
no , i aint mean. but they liked the attention they got.
& so they displayed quite a show to get out attention.
awesome lah kan ? HAHAHAH.
imagine them saying " sundal punye jantans / sials . "
in those gedik kind of way. AHHAHAH. laugh ur ass out people. :D

Overall , kmpg was awesome.
being there was so peaceful. like as thou , ure sooooo away from all ur problems.
those thngs tht keep bringing u down , ya knw wht i mean ? :D
i had soooo much fun wif my family & cousins.
eating as thou i nvr eat bfre.
laughing as thou i nvr laughed bfre.
tease & being teased.
had my car-rides , drifts is what i got ! hahahahah.
GEREK GILER ! hahahaha.
&& ohh ! nt forgetting karaoke till u lose ur voice ppl !
cse nobody is gnna come knocking at ur door wif policemen asking u to shut the hell up.
HAHAHAHAH. best kan ?
yes , i wanna stay there.
but thinking again , i left bhind my other significants here.
so i went back.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHE.
& im alrdy missing all the fun :(

something is missing.
definitely.
Oh well , take one step at a time heed.
figure it all out , like agaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain ?
:D

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, June 18, 2009 4:14 PM

HELLOH peoples.
Uh yes , havent been updating. =D
been real busy with , NETBALL.
uh-huh. you guessed it right people. AISEY.

Energizer Competition have ended.
aft weeks of going to & fro woodlands all the way to City Hall then bused to Kallang.
hahaha , overall . we sure did improved game aft game . (:

& so , its gonna be 1 YEAR 4 MONTHS of one love btween the 5 of us tmr.
as i'll be setting off tmr , here im wishing you people in advanced.
Happy 16th monthsarry FDNHN .
to Farna , the gemok-pendek ! =PP
to Danish , the man of us . =PP
to Nat , the husband of mine / the penakot. =PP
to ME !
to Nadilaaa , the cool one / the one who'll be laughing her ass out when watching horror movies.
HAHAHAHAH ! & yes , not forgetting LEA , the other half of us . =PP
basically , wht lyd said , the peeps sitting on the 2nd table from the phonebooth of the sch canteen.
HAHAHAH , damn im missing ya'll .

&& OH OH ! not frgetting also !
Happy 8th monthsarry to our CHC !
last longer than long aye !
been through all ths arguments , ups & downs.
am sure you're stronger as a duo.
keep holding on cause imma keep counting ! =D

Happy 3rd mthsarry to Deee & Zul too !
keep the identical smiles on bebeh !

& yeah , 16 months and counting ppl :)

ANNNND yeaaaahoooo !
will be setting off tmr night .
will oni be back on the 23rd !
till then , i miss ya'll tooo !
xD

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, June 09, 2009 4:11 PM

5th June .
Yesyes ! chalet day ! but before that , i met up w farna at CWP frst.
search for some stuff but couldnt find it .
Bought wrapping papers & then off to meet my butch.
Sat ard & then he sent me home cse i'll have to pack my bag .
rched home , packed my bag .
got rdy & as soon as mummy & sis got home and got ready , went off.
Rched ard idk wht time . eat eat , slacked slacked.
Then we were craving for ice cream.
walked to MacD at area C . long walk leh !
but it was awesome ! we shoot each other abt each other's childhood.
& of cse , abg wan couldnt stop doing ghost voice & i and nad kept screaming.
lol . Then the rest came , eat more . slack mre.
slept at 4-plus am aft waking my butch up. xD

6th June.
got up real early . had breakfast & slack .
kids woke up & had a dip in the sea.
while us ?we were damn sleepy & slept .
mcm pig , tau !
then bday celebration began .
played games . water balloooons . got thrown in the small pool .
got wet & wild . haha ! danced dangdut . xD had funnn !
eat eat ! cakeeees ! woooohoooooo !
then night came , slept .
cse very tired from all the activities .

7th june .
last day being w cousins under one roof.
hahahahha ! awww , eat eat . got ready to set off .
bus-ed home w boncet .
was sick ): rched home , eat medicine & watched jangan tegur .
mummy screaming made daddy fed up .
HAHAH ! & i oso terikut scream. ahahha !
so aft movie ,slept cse couldnt take the pain no more.

& so overall , family chalet was awesome eh !
water balloons was enjoyed most .
& since long time never mit ech oter.
so catch up-catch up .
nt frgeting the oreo cupcakes ! omg .
bbq chickennnn ! aiyoooo !
yesyes , im mok . xD
enjoyed it v much lahhh ehhhhh !

8th june.
gameday . woke up , got rdy .
fetch dearest mustika. xD
& ferst thng she said " asal kau mcm orang giler ? "
WAHSEH ! hahahah ! ( why you like crazy people ? )
then met the rest at BNS .
today's match , not only 10 of us came.
lyd , rif , eika couldnt make it .
& im sick ):
so against bowen , & we lost .
played GS fr 2nd & 3rd quarter.
3rd quarter was bullshit . i wasnt form.
my head was so in pain & i wanted to puke.
& mustika saw me holdning back my vomit .
EEEEW ! i knw . hahah .
aft game , ms lee talked to us.
yeah , 3 games down .
3 more to go. & i badly wanna win the rest of the game aft wht ms lee have said .
YESYES ! cn one . tmr will be against westspring i guess.
cn make it one ! will make capt proud since she'll b away tmr.
& mss leeeee tooo !
so back to 8th June , hehe !
aft match , bathed. & tday we abit late . actually alot uh ! xD
met the guys . ths time my butch not sick & is able to fetch me .
so there was FDNHN , ahmad ,zul, naufal & my butch .
trained to bugis to eat at our fav chicken rice stall .
HAHAHA ! mustika was already oh-so hungry !
chis ! xD ordered & i guess we were all holding back our laughters looking at the apek.
HEHEH ! got served & ate. & naufal and ahmad kept laughing for god knows why .
aft eat , walk ard & trained home !
dee & zul separated frm us at adm.
& the rest at wdl.
butch sent me home & as soon as i rched home.
i washed up , called butch.
eat medicine cse still gt fever.
then i moodswing , hehehehe !
then i sleep !

suppose to have bio lsn bt i v headache.
then mustika oso leg pain.
so give it a skip ehk !

so till tmr !
& we're gonna win lahhh !
=D

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, June 04, 2009 12:21 PM

eh helloh teman-teman !
you know you know !
i sick you know ! i oso dunno why !
i very headache ! *change back to trying to blog in standard english*
& yesterday , i went to heeran wif fy !
YES YES ! FY ! i miss her dearly okay !
so plan was to accompany me to heeran to change some stuff.
So ard 3plus in the afternoon , she came under my block.
Head to somerset & we were very cute cn ? xD
Walk-walk & saw HMV .
She wanted to check out some Cds so i tag along.
I forget that thats the heeran building , & we confidently walked out to find the building.
I super-long never step into orchard area , so what do ya expect ? xD
So then when we walk-walk saw a building. "The heeran shop"
I was like " eh fy ! isnt this *insert my stupid face* "
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH ! then we laugh-laugh.
changed stuff , & we went window-shopping.
& then went to OG & WEEEHOOO. kay shut-up.
So we have no arah tujuan we are onli meeting my sis at Tamp aft 7pm.
So decided to head to her workplace . so yadaaaaa , reached premier pitch.
Watched the effing-adorable caucasian kids playing soccer .
Walk-walk & camwhored wif fy .
very funnnn caaaaaaaaaan !
Then head to tamp when sis workmate came to take over her.
Searched for the stuffffs & very pening hor find presents !
Then we ate at MacD aft all presents covered.
Waited for mummy to finish work & head home.
Then fun you know , reached my busstop , then had to bus-ed to adm back for____.
HAHAHAHAH ! so by then i very crazy ready.
reason being , i very headache bcse of the long bus-ride & oso sleepy !
inside bus i do stupid things , go shop N save i go irritate mummy.
go take all the un-needed stuff & gave her. xD
then ate at MacD again & no ! mok nono eat.
oni applepie uh . xD

head home after that , washed up & tried to sleep.
Oh ! fy sleptover =D
then she tepuk-tepuk me to sleep.
but i woke up at 3am ! then boy oso just came back from riding .
so waited for boy to wash up & talk-talk on the phone.
Then boy want to sleeeep.
So put down & then talk-talk wif fy until 6 am.
macam tak pernah-pernah aku bangon selambat tu !
then i rmbered havng maths lesson & my body very weak.
so text eika , wont be coming.
slept & woke up at 11.
& now i got no arah tujuan again.
=D

& then overall ytd alot of random-ness & funnnnnnnnnnnn !
aku suke smlm !
&&&&& ohh ! adding to it , i love ytd bcse i saw my hero lahh !
NAT HO LAHHH !
was at toa payoh int searching for the shuttle bus to sis's wrkplace.
heard people singing Im Yours.
Then saw got ths Army Pride Day thingy going on.
The acapella grp was great lahhhh ! i love it , seriously .
they were totally awesomeee !
Then watch Nat Ho's performance & i was melting sia.
damn , hes hot hot hot !
highlight of the day sia !
& im sure mustika natasha btw mohd isa is going " eh nat ! aku ! " xD
or sumthg liddat lahhh. xD

tapi i miss boy so much ):

5-7 june , out to family chalet !
=DDD

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, June 02, 2009 11:50 AM

Yesterday was monday , 1st June.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA , okay i apologise for the random start.
Lets kick off with yesterday.
i woke up , watched tv . good show , ^^.
Sorry nat , i tot u were still sleeping like a pig.
WAHAHAHAH ! you knw i knw.
Timecheck & i rushed to get rdy.
Waited for dearest nat under her block ard 1130am.
Walked to bns , waited & as usual.
Last girl , Farna ! hahahah ! *claps*
Headed to Kallang for our energizer match .
Seriously , ths game doesnt fit my taste.
1st , umpire are of our own.
& of cse , ours are always professional . but opponents , HAH !
we'll be lucky if they are.
So ytd's match wif commonwealth was a game for improvements.
i was freaking pressurised & pissed off when my names were called here & there.
no , im not angry just that i hate it.
Bcse i'll be distracted & goes ard searching who the heck called my name.
HAHAH ! so i learnt to ignore & played the game.
& at 1 point , i almost cried cse i couldnt feel my left index,thumb.
My fingers was so numb. So i put my hand bhind my back & tried to move it .
Seriously , i could just cry & go " wheres my finger ?! "
HAHAH ! after awhile , it was fine. idk wht hpn , bt it hpn.
So over & done wif game & we sure did improved.
Watched juniors game wich last til 530pm .
Had our bathe & head to city hall .
Met the boys but my boy was sick so couldnt fetch me. awww.
hah ! had our late breakfast / lunch at BK.
& that freaking adult sure did pissed me off to the fullest.
I was cursing him at the counter & nat too ! soon , we chilled.
Cse we were very hungry to even giv a damn. HAHA !
& ive learnt that my dearest cn a a angry woman when shes hungry. xD
Head back to wdls aft eating & inside MRT , we had funn !
HAHAHA ! eyes were on us for sure. xD
So everyone else head back while me , nat , farna,dan,ahmad stayed at civic to hang ard.
Zul came aft sending dee home.
So we talked abt alot of stuffs , crapped & screamed.
Cse farna was freaking making ghost voices lahhh , faces lah !
wt the shit . ard 10pm , head home .

& i was having moodswings ytd night.
so i let it all out to boy .
& boy was sick , tell how selfish cn i get ?
So boy tolerate my nonsense until he could no longer did & hang up.
& i went " chibai. "
HAHAHAHHA ! okay so i called him back & apologised eventhough i was still angry.
My bad sia. We sure did end the night-talk in bad/good term . idk ?
cse i tink we sarcasticly hang up wif a " up to u/ same to u " kinda replies.
HAHAHAH ! so i texted him.
got things cleared up . my doubt , boy's explanations.
& my deep thinkings. so yeah , back to one boy .
cse ive told u, im always on the extreme.
i almost gave up on you , seriously i almost did.
But thinking back , i had my faults too .
So since ure back , like again to make up .
i should start cherishing you & make up too , then ditching huh ?
HAH , well . back at one , start afresh & everythng fresh from the oven .
date check , 2 june .
Time check , 1.23am .
HAHAHAHHAHA , so im giving this one last go .
Just one last one , hang on .
& a lil longer .
& insyallah , everythng will go smoothly .
=D

Apologise for not being a able to wake up for netb !
OMG , i woke at 10am !
& received miss calls/texts frm dearest.
so imma head to dee crib then sch for bio prac.
im out !

Yours Truly,
Heed