♫ Friday, August 29, 2008 3:54 PM
&& so it was Teachers' and Staffs' appreciation Day !
woke up in the morning , get rdy things .
get rdy and off to sch .
otw to sch i was mentally preparing myself for the performance .
Mann , its my ferst time ok ?
Reach sch . do duty as usual .
Me and Ruijie was singing Fall for you all the way .
hahahhaha ! went back to class .
Sang for ms choo , as prepared .
Sadly , cnt stay wif the class too long .
Had to go to hall rdy ):
So get rdy .. and concert started .
The Councillors' heart was pumping veryvery fast ok ?
we were effing nervous uh .
Hugged each oter and motivate each oter .
AWWWWWWWWWW , i got alot of hugs yaww ! xD
im in love wif the SCs cnn ? (:
When our turn was nearer , we more nervous .
So yeah , we danced .
WOOOO ! them seniors were proud of us !
hahahah , we did it ! YAAAAAAAY !
Aft performance , we screamed loud loud and eventually broke into tears .
LOLL ! awwwwwwww .
then sat at the side to se ethe rest of the performance .
We very hyper cn ? Esp during the Alumni .
YAY ! they were awesom sia . wooooooo *winks*
Concert ended . met mr roslan and damn , i miss him !
talked . took pictures wif the alumni and among ourself .
yay ! loll .

Afterwich , went back to greenwood .
for a small class reunion . awwwww .
shafie was hotness sia ! right , rif ? hahaha .
well , classmates have changed or have stay the same .
so happy they all rmb me ! hahahha ! xD
There , i got more and more hugs ! lolls .
miss primary sch sia .
we sat around and were reminincing our primary sch stuffs .
Me , darell and ashraf had loads of laughters flashbacking abt hw
we used to argue abt sum stuffs .
Oh well , cute memories . lolls !

Hang around wif my lovely belos featuring bad . lolls !
head hme minutes ago as i was v tired and had to get rdy to go to shaniqs hse .
So yeah peeps , will be at shaniqs hse till monday i suppose .
no post till then (: or will there ?
we'll see ok ?
till then , im un-contactable .

&& oh ! got back progress file .
and it feautured hw much ive dropped for sum subjts .
very sad sia ! failed english by 0.3% ok ! u knw hw frustrating it is ?!
&& science and maths ! from A1 to B4 ?!
wat the .. i very the dissapointed wif myself seh .. BOO !
3As , 4Bs , 2 Cs and 1D .
Imma promise to myself , then to both of you tht EYE ,
there'll be As and Bs .
But NOT Cs and Ds .
GRRRRRRR !

Oh yeah , CONGRATULATION to Abg Wan !
for the dream come true in going to Polytechnic . =D
I'll be there in Temasek to join you in 2 yrs time yaww .
HAHAHAH ! gdluck and all the best abg !
see ? nothing is impossible yaw .
be my inspiration baby . lolls !

imma miss you all ! :D
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, August 28, 2008 7:05 PM
Tuesday :
The only thing i remembered on tht day was ICT then rehearsal .
ICT was not great at ferst cause the folder i had everythg in was nt found.
so guess what ? Mr Terence asked me to redo .
i was pissed off at ferst . worried at the same time cse i had oni 2 hrs .
so , i did a video on netballers lohhh !
was very impressive to me ! hahah .
Afterwich , rushed to hall for rehearsal .
Guess what ? we made Yvonne cried .
i mean , she was happy and touched tht we finally got it right .
hugged her lohh ! hahah , awwwww .
i mean Chaojian told us he was also worried tht we couldnt make it .
But hey , we proved them seniors wrong .
we did it ! hahahah .
head home aft tht .

Wednesday :
Yest , lesson was alright .
MT performance was postponed as we werent ready .
hahah ! xD
Aft sch , had full dress rehearsal .
&& damn i fell ! now i have a bruise at my knee !
v pain ok ! hahahahah . at tht moment of falling , i feel like im floating yaw !
hahah =PP
Rehearsal was very enjoyable ! councillors was loved sia !
we were making alot of jokes .
enjoying evry sgl thing . (:
Head home soon after .

Today :
CE was great . but the morning was v cold loh !
DNT , at workshop wif mr wahab.
Then when filing , joked wif ZH until my cheek hurts alot .
lolls ! English did composition . dang !
Maths , revision . when doing maths , me and deskmate will
surely have loads of laughter .
Laughing at our silly mistakes . hahah !
im enjoying it yaw !
MT was screwed up . i mean , i screw the performance up.
Still , im forgiven . yay !
im in love again , wif my gfs !
hahahhahahahahaha .
after sch , last minute-ly .
prepared a song to sing during the class party tmr .
Damn , it was nice ! hahah . atikah playing guitar and imma sing yaw ! (:
Help out wif Ariani's performance .
head home then .

Tmr is the day . BOOO !
im afraid im might screw it up .
im veryvery nervous when hundreds of eyes are watching ya knw .
all the best to heed ! xD
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, August 25, 2008 9:48 PM
Today was colder than cold . brrr !
The start of the day was nt a great kick off !
Was alr lectured at the start of the day , wth rite ?
Art was the ferst lesson . lectured cse ini 14 passes .
well , cn undrstnd tht art is nt loved by 2E4 .
and no passion mean no attention nor effort towards it .
cn we be blamed ? naaah . haha ! well , u decide .
Geog was next wer i forgot to bring my stuff .
well , i go and see Day 1 timetable . cool enuff to start the day of ? lolls.
Maths was revision time as we have covered the syllabus .
Sci , go thru paper . heartpain uh see the paper . grr !
Hist was funn ! well , yeah .
Peer tutoring was cancelled . so yeah .
Overall sch was okay except for the part wer tchers were yakking .
&& as days pass , im enjoying being Mingfu's deskmate . =D

Aft sch , met Fy . yayness ! damn, i miss her .
she nided help in maths .
wanted to stdy at Macd bt scared alot of ppl .
Then go RC alot of distraction , v noisy . xD
so went to sit at those seats at adm garden .
v funnn ! did maths , sharing moments . laugh like siao .
hahah ! ard 5+pm , patrick came .
studied , and then suddenly 3 of us no mood wan study .
so we talk nonsense and crapped ard .
throw2 rubbish and snapped candid pics .
lolls ! yeah , had fun .
6+pm , head hme to mit jiejie .
patrick go hme , me jiejie fy go mamam at KFC .
head hme and here i am !

If it have to , then let it be . :/
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Saturday, August 23, 2008 10:01 PM
qin tian de tian qi hen leng !
meaning , tday's weather is very cold yaw !
Yest nite ard 2am , had to wake up for medicine .
was feeling v cold and feverish . dang !
waoke up in the morning , did chores .
then got ready to mit FNHN plus eika & hannah.
i was late wif nad cse of sum miscommunication . =P
Met them , got a place .
After awhile , there was me,nathubby,nad,farna,eika,hubby,KB,didi,patrick and arwis .
very kecoh indeed. patrick and arwis keep playing psp instead of revising . tsk !
Then ard 4+pm the girls go mamam while the boys tc of our bags .
KB and didi went off for fireworks .
nad and hannah went home .
so left me,hubby,nad,patrick and arwis .
still kecoh la , till tt irritating security had to cum more than once.
Well , hes rly irritating i swear ! wth he toking oso we dunno .
menopause rdy i think . xD
maths was killing me ! ard 8pm , we went out of lib .
headed for popular to buy stuffs .
Then walk2 . Aft tht , head home sweet home .
jst washed up and my mind very luan nw !
haiish , ):

i dun wanna decide anythg , cse chices have consequences .
i dun wanna keep regretting :/
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, August 22, 2008 7:24 PM
Hey !
Lesson seems to be v long tdy . lolls .
"ming fu , why the clock like v slow ."
" yaloh , battery weak i think . "
HAHAH ! both of us was like v restless for god knows why .
Homec was funn ! wif wei keong mahh . (:
we were drooling over the food ! lolls .
decision making done-ed .
Hist was next . got back paper and 19/20 for that easy paper =P
yeahyeah ! CE was about conflicts .
and i was ordy sleepy for the weather hor . wah fuh !
lolls , maths . got back paper .
me and mingfu was like " dun call my name ! "
cse ms gan giv from bottom to the top .
Finally , name called . got a 31/50 .
good enuff for me ! i got the paper and shrieked !
lolls ! i mean , i nvr used to get even 30 in the past .
getting 30 was so difficult seh . syukur alhamdulillah ! amin . xD

Aft sch , headed to nad hse to chilled .
by 2pm , headed back to sch for the talk .
the talk was effective . we could share whatever probs we're facing .
they talked and shared . at 1 point , i teared .
nt alot , but abit oni . idk why , i mean i was so hit by guilt liddat .
hahah ! ive learnt alot from it .
i guess , i'll look at things in another perspective (:
&& yeah , im gnna achieve tht thng i wan , and noone cn stop me . =D

If it ever happens again , hw will i bounce back ? :/
im confused yaw .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, August 21, 2008 8:49 PM
Heyheyhey !
Sch started off wif science which was a great kick off !
lolls , PE was next . and it was v cooling wif the cooling wind .
hahah ! went off for duty .
MT , tcher nvr cum . so did the work that was given .
me and hubby and nad was having funn ! =P
EL was ok .
JH and I was horny horny ! xD Oops .
Music was slack uhh .
Aft sch , changed for netb .
Warmed up then me , rif and eika head off for rehearsal .
Junyu and Ruijie was the highlight for the day sia !
Esp junyu , dance until so cute ! lolls .
Then Ruijie dance the hardgay . =DDD
Rehearsal start , wahidah and Ariani's was the best for me uh .
superb yaw !
Ours was great tooo ! i feel like ive found a new family . chey !
Ended the day after cooling down wif netballers .
Hubby is happier seh ! hahah xD


Will there be ever ? :/
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:31 PM
TUESDAY
sch-ed as usual .
morning was fked up .
maybe for everythng tht happened , i couldnt control my emotion .
i flare up and went out of the room .
headed for class and guess wht ?
" hidayah , why face so black black ? " - RH
i jst shake my head .
" Her face ordy v dark , hw u knw black2 . " - JH
basket hor ! hahahah .
i jst walked out of th class off to duty.
day went alright till in the bus to St Hilda's for frenly .
got a msg tht made me go into deep thinking .
haiya . but at night , FNHN jst knw how to make me smile .
HAHAHAH ! i love them (:
&& OH , we had our worst game just now .
yeah , we sucked big time .
idk why uh , i guess i wasnt focus too .
Oh great . lets jst hope shes nomore angry ? :/

TODAY
headed for sch . met SH halfway thru .
walked wif her . Lessons was alright .
Nothing interesting or whtever happened la .
Only when in MT class .
HAHAH ! having oral . were instructed to do dialogue and
not make a single noise .
Well , for my side , noway we aint toking .
esp me and hubby . xDD
hubby msged me " ________________. dun turn back . "
i turned back and she was reacting so funny-ly !
HAHAH! i laughed so loud and tcher was like looking at me .
=DDDD .
After sch , convo chi . last class and mao lao shi was subt wif idk who .
it seemed to be faster . hahah ! Fir was the joker of the day !
damn you , my R aint tht bad seh .
k afterthat . rehearse-ed .
headed home soon after . v tired liao .

now tell me people , should history repeats itself after everythg ?
after all the time tht i had to pick myself up to stand like hw i am nw .
do i have to fall and go through all those things again ?
no , i dun tink so .
but do i hav any choice ? :/
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, August 18, 2008 6:55 PM





























Pictures of Mr siva party and chalet.
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ 6:44 PM
HOME SWEET HOME yaw (:

SATURDAY (:
i got ready and met D.
headed to EC . inside the bus , wen we were taking pics ,
a guy bhind us joined it . && tht was the joke of the day .
HAHAH ! i was rly like " wth ?! "
HAHAHHAHA ! but he made me luff my toot out . =P
rched EC and we chilled ard AREA C for awhile .
headed to the BYOP at Area D wich was like so far away .
wahseh ! reached . ate . hang ard .
D went off early . Eika and Hazmie came .
YAY ! hang ard wif eika .
GOH , mr siva came .
seniors blindfolded him . as soon as he finished cutting the cake .
and gave the formal speech , we covered him wif flour !
HAHAH , he was touched and overwhelmed by wht have been done for him.
awwwwwwww .
we were mesmerised by the full moon huh ? lolls .

ard 8pm , decided to head to chalet .
Hazmie , Eika , Bing Yi and Leonard was soooooo good that they accompanied me out of EC .
if not for them , i guess i'd be scared to death . CHEY !
exaggerating . xP
Headed to Pasir Ris int and wait for the damn bus pissed me off .
Took bus to the Chalet wer shaniq and bell waited for me at the Busstop .
Reached , bathed and hang ard wif cousins .
OHHH , how much i missed such gathering .
Basically , the place was eerie .
it was sumwer near the Sungei api api park .
errr ? (:
Ate alot of BBQ food seh ! hahah .
slept quite late .

SUNDAY
played wif lil cousins , nephew and nieces .
hang ard as usual .
by nighttime , the chalet was left wif the big cuzzies plus me .
dad gave me the green light to not turn up for sch tday . =D
we bbq-ed and it rains . hahah ! lucky food were done bbq-ed .
yumm yumm ! we played ths game that almost drive me crazy sia !
Wen ard midnight , the girls went into the room .
continued the game .
punishment was to sit at the balcony for 30 mins .
i swear i was freak out tht i make sure i wont lose !
HAHAHAH ! slept late .

MONDAY
woke up . got rdy to head home .
me , jiejie and shaniq head to TM to eat .
head home then . yeaaaah !

I enjoyed the Family chalet alot .
&& i mean it ! itve been awhile since evryone gathered , ya know ?
i miss every single one of them .
&& of cse , wen we gather , im bound to laugh and smile till my cheeks ache.
YEAH ! next gathering , the eve of fasting month . (:

Like suddenly , alot of things just shocked me .
hmmmm , im scared . im just scared . ):

Special Birthday shoutout !

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST NATASHAAA !
may ur wishes cum true and lucks in everythg u do .
esp , ts yr . =PP
i love you hubby ! hahah .

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, August 15, 2008 10:50 PM
Today was just another day .
headed to sch , studied for sci wen walking .
Sci test was first period and i guess its underder average uh .
cse sum qns still surprise me .
&& sum qns i lazy wan write longlong .
so skipped to easy ones . HAHAHAH ! finished 5 mins b4 end time .
cnnt slip . chis ! hahah .
LIT v boring . cse 30 mins was spent for thse who din brg book .
wen tday was term 3 week 8 rdy ! hmmmm . no doubt she was angry .
but then it turn out funn wen we did ts personality test .
shock me once in awhile .
loll , i knw , eika know . =PP
Hist was okay la . funnn .
Maths , v confusing !
annd i mean it ! confusing !
the more he talk , the more i very luan ! hahah .

bell rang . hang ard wif gfs .
then 230pm went to lib wif hubby , nad and the othrs netballers .
we very semangat la sgt sgt go watch the live telecast screening of table tennis .
LOL ! v funn loh ! the sec 4 chinese boys was super making me luff my ass out .
mr jack chong , mr lim and mr chee was there too .
mr chee , being a table tennis player once was effing kecohrable .
HAHAHAH ! well , the whole lib was kecohrable .
ended ard 6pm .
yeahyeah !
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, August 14, 2008 10:29 PM
Another fked up day , that is .
Early in the morning , caught for attire . wahseh .
Wen in class , was called out of class . lucky , ______ not involve .
if not , i tink i wont be in class back in time . =P
you knw i know .
By then , i was in no mood ready lohh .
But EL cheered me up .
HAHHA ! wthwthwth . tskk . boys are boys ! lolls .
DNT got quiz .
i should be passing it . or if not , by 2 or 3 marks again ? hmm .
Off to workshop and do workpiece loh .
Science was okay uh .
Maths , probability is confusing me more than sets language .
wahhhhhhh ! EL heartpain . got back paper . i failed ! booooo ):
MT was next .
got back the 2 test paper we did prevly .
dissapointed giler !
1st paper was badly done , 2nd ppr was better .
1st paper was compre test . nw i knw hw sucky im in it .

Netb , coach say i v mature so must guide them .
&& i go , " huh ? uh . ya right ."
lolls . she say like ths .
" hidayah,you so good uh.i see u very quietquiet.rilekrilek one.must guide them more.you're more a sister to them than jst a friend and teammate,ok ?"
hahahahh . tday netb i v not focused .
bcse of stuffs , i was super distracted sia . =[
went home wif hubby and rif .

Studies are dropping , not abit but ALOT .
9/25 for eng .
15/25 and 23/25 for MT .
13/25 for Sci .
ths is all bullshits yaw . with ths , i cn kiss gdbye if i dun buck up .
right ? im feeling the pressure yaw . and aft tday , ths fked up feeling will go away .
im jst dissapointed at myself , i swear .
looking at my results , im nt the only one dissapointed .
They were dissapointed too .
nvm , ive went through ths kind of situation before MYE .
failure jst means a step to success .
Well , failure is the key to success . right ? hahahah .
&& OHH , lets not be discouraged . =D
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, August 13, 2008 9:46 PM
BOOOO ):
woke up ts morning my nose got roadblock .
dang ! running nose havent cure lohh . v long rdy leh .
So headed to sch and met hubby outside sch .
MT , was abit focused in completing formal letter writting .
then had to bcum hubby's kamus dwipelajar .
you knw , tht dictionary tht translate english words to malay words .
HAHAHAH ! Sci , was short . awww .
Maths went to comp lab . then atikah and me was reminded of tht ________.
hahahha ! then story2 wif her . basically , we aint concentrating uh .
maybe i was in nid to let things off my chest ?
i swear i was just ranting at her . until idk wht i tell her .
HAHAHA ! thanks atikah ! once in awhile . lolls .
English , v fun .
it was mdm adawiyah's bday . and everyone had jst a lil sumthg for her .
i mean , a bday song tht is .
she entered and asked us to stand to greet .
everyone were atittude-ing towards her .
hahah ! and the moment we sang her a birthday song , she was smiling awaaay .
awww , touched ? okay best .
&& i realised enjia used more tissue for hes nucus then i do for mine !
HAHAHAH ! disgusted ? nyahahah .

Convo chi , was short . It was mao lao shi last day .
So we had lessons as usual . then abit of farewell aft break .
Had to speak chinese and tadaaa ! ferrero rocher for you ! haha .
&& i wrote at the whiteboard ,
" mao lao shi , zai jian . wo men hui xiang ni de . wo men ai ni ! "
HAHAHA ! meaning , mao lao shi , gdbye . we will miss you and we love you ! "
HAHAH . blaaah , ended .
off to MPH for rehearsal . dang ! nomore elaboration .
danish , khai and hanif was there too .
OH ! my boyf came too . Faris . hahahahah !
Dan 's lil bro . Uh damn , eff cuteness ya know ?
hahah . Walked home wif rif , sharifah , ally , yuan hui , hanif and khai .

Reached hme , sleep sleep sleep ! =P

See ? idk wht i want .
worst , dun even knw wht ive jst did .
ishk .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, August 12, 2008 10:45 PM
Remove it , or not ?
cse i swear , its making my life miserable sia !
ok soo lets go AHHCOOOOM ! heh .
cough have left me for flu to arrive . tsk .
kay so , in the morning had meeting for the sec 2s councillor wif mr clement.
Well , i guess a second thought fellow councillors ? hah .
MT was ok uh . was instructed to do formal letter writing .
so boring , i know . thts why hor nad , me and hubby at the end of the class v noisy .
AHHAHA ! cse me and hubby was super hyper for god knows why .
i knw why hubby hyper uh ! aink !
so we keep smiling for no reason and jst laugh . lolls .
Hubby and me cant stop shooting each oter and go ,
" asal senyum2 ? asal hyper ? smlm dapat eh ? bape bnyk ? HAIYO !"
( why hyper ? yest get uh ? ho much ? haiyo ! )
HAHAHHA! inside jokes uh frens . =P
PE , match wif happy family . won 8-1 . YAY ! hahah .
Maths was confusing la . i dun like chapt 9 cn ? hmmph .
Sci , v funn . of cse !
Eng , exciting . as in , abit slacking .

Netb.
supposingly no netb for us .
but actually i oso not sure why we got .
i mean , sec 2s netb training days are thurs and fri .
hahah . okay but still , it was funn . nt as tiring .
Raining and it was cooling yaww .
and i did a total of 40 push ups today .
BOOOO !
10 for skipping a column of the ladder .
and 30 nt catching the ' anywhere ball ' for 3 times .
shucks ! hahaha . eika's mum sent me , hubby and farna hme as it was raining.
yeahyeah .

fall , and lets stand back up again .
UHH , buck up buck up .
focus focus back again .
throw all the shits away .
no more slack . nomore distraction .
or , kiss goodbye to Option TWO . ):
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, August 11, 2008 7:36 PM


















Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ 7:12 PM
SATURDAY .
it was national day ! yeahyeah .
plan goes on as usual . well , not overall . k forget it .
Met up wif netballers at 3pm . well , got bubbled till abt 330pm .
kesian fiq and gang waited for almost an hr . hahah . sry boys .(:
headed to city hall . packed la sgtsgt .
everyone hungry , except for me .
cse i was clever enuff to eat b4 i go out . =P
followed them to Marina sq to eat .
afterwich , headed to padang .
Joined Arwis and the rest . So while waiting , we played bomb .
hahahahha , play paper aeroplane and all .
HAHA ! funn yaw !
&& OH ! i love the black knights la .
lolls , cool aint them ?
8+pm , fireworks .
it was very spectacular , as usual , i was mesmerised .
&&& oh yeah (:
every yr i watch wif fam and cousins .
ts yr , wif loves . Friends and Gfs and netballers .
Afterwich , headed to boat quay , wait for arwis sent nad and eika to raffles .
they head home ferst , then head to Funan to mit patrick and co .
every one reached , headed for Fort canning . the place was creepy la !
then summore patrick bring me go the place v scary lohh .
went to see the Iskandar Syah makam .
Ard i forget wht time , headed for Ct Hall .
hmmmmmmmmmmmm , separated wif fiq and co .
because of the un-because-able . hahah .
thanks for the care and concern peeps (:
esp , hubby and farna who stayed wimme .
bt nt forgetting you who texted me =]
met patrick and co in the cabin .
So walked to 1st aunt hse wif hubby and patrick .
UHH , thnks for hearing me out loves =D

&& i had alot of fun , laughters and joke mann !
a day to remember(:

SUNDAY
slacked at 1st aunt hse .
played monopoly and 1st to go bankrupt yaw !
YALAH , i cnnt be businesswoman . xD
1030pm head home .

TODAY
woke up in the morning for rehearsal .
awesome la seh !
had hiphop battle between rif , jess and khairul .
HAHAHA ! find me for the vid .
HAHAH !

&& i guess ive make it clear .
i apologise .
but sumthgs cant be explained nor forced .
idk about the future .
let time show the way .
let fate do it work .
and let nature takes its course
=]
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, August 08, 2008 8:13 PM
*cough cough !
yes ! im having ths pathetic irritating cough ! damn .
&& yeah . NDP celeb was okay [:
Had to rch sch at 620am ! and the sch was dark .
lucky got ppl . if nt i stay in toilet . HEHEHEH !
The parade was awesome ! idk why , i love parades !
lolls . Then had to be the cheer thing .
WAHSEH WAHSEH ! damn paiseh okay .
they know i know tht i hate crowds .
yet , mcm purposely gitu eh put me there . hmm .
nvm , lets learn to overcome ths fear of mine .
chis ! Connect Spore was next .
In Charge of 2E2 wif Ezekiel .
awesome i guess ? i was the other end wif 1N7 .
Stationed wif Hidayah , St John .
Fun i tell u ! well atleast i was accompanied .
sumone to talk to and stuff .
the sec 1 boys were very enthu la !
v fun , wif nathanael and all . we played games .
HAHAHA ! sent waves , jumped and danced .
overall i enjoyed myself . =DD
Had to hold hands wif the Wai Xiong .
Then the friends " wah ! gf uh ! FEEWIT ! "
" why cannot ? u jealouse ? " - me
"yaloh ! we 2 yrs ago stead redy . u dunno uh ? " -WX .
"yaloh3 ! hie boyfriend (: " -me
" hie girlfriend (: "-WX
HAHAH ! basically , we were like open and jst play along .
till they were like " eh ! dun disturb the couple ! "
when i was walking wif WX . lolls . sec 1s (:
CHEY ! kidding .

aft sch , chilled .
OH OH ! thank you p2 for teaching me how to play tht song !
YAY to p2 ! (:
i cnt wait for tmr cn ? i love gfs :D
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, August 07, 2008 12:22 PM
Tuesday
had meeting in the morning abt mr siva's surprise party .
&& i just gotta knw it clashes wif fam chalet .
awwwwwwww , so now what ? we'll see .
lessons .
had friendly match wif AMK sec .
against their sec 1s . and it was a shame tht we couldnt win them .
nor do they win us . it ended wif a draw . 48-48 .
i cnt deny the fact that they were better than us .
slightly or alot . but i guess its gd enuff to end it wif a draw .
i played both attacker and defender .
hahah , versatile player , m i ? (:
End of netb , coach taught us sumthg beyond netball .
i mean , she have alwys been doing so .
Feel , bond and communication . yeahyeah (:

Yest .
Had the NDP activities for the first few period .
2e4 manage to do a job well done .
&& as always get distracted and start playing wif paints .
my face end up in red paint .
CHIS ! hahah .
Lessons start , annd i so love 2E4 cnn ? hahah .
its funny how they kind of debate and got anti to a certain sumthg .
hahahah ! MT go surprise test .
&& of cse i was surprise ! hahahah .
Convo chi , farna nvr cum cse she go check up .
den i like loner at first cse hubby sit wif nad .
den charm myae sit wimme ! hahah .
taught me myanmmar words . =D

Afterwich , headed for SC stuff .
prac cheers for connect sg . blalalalaaa .
then hang ard wif gfs , watch soccerboys played soccer .
HAHAHHA ! awesome .
headed hme soon after .

Today .
couldnt wake up for sch .
was veryvery tired . annd i was having ths sharp pain in my stomach .
so told mum , and yeah .
rest lohh .

done-ed .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Monday, August 04, 2008 8:14 PM
i find fault wif adek ths morning . xD
i just feel like it . maybe bcse i was crazy . hahah !
then got rdy , went to sch !
OHOH ! i so happy ! cse the crapmates are all geared up .
nomore grudges ? YEAH ! thts the spirit yaw . haha .
English , i realised how weak i was in english . my vocab sucks big time .
Science was interesting =D
Art , BLAAAAH . idk , jst nt interested maybe ?
" kau next yr jgn amek art ah kau ! " - eika
( nxt yr dun take art ! )
HAHAHAHA , yeah i know my artwork rubbish ! hahah .
CE . " you cant predict how long ure gnna live , use every sec of ur life doing useful things .
In other word , live life to the fullest cse u'll nvr knw wht will hpn to u wen u step out of here . "
i was like , Oh wth ! hahha .
Maths was kinda easy ths time . && i hate algebra la .
Oh wait , i love algebra (:
hahahahh . aft sch , revised maths wif hubby .
went home soon aft .

when i realised tht everyone seems to be moving on , but not me .
why ? sumthgs cant be explained . =D
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, August 03, 2008 8:53 PM
Yest Honours Day was average for me cse i was just ushering .
Then slacked with Yiyun and Afiq . Joking and Gossiping . WAHAHAH .
Ooops :D
Afterwich , went home for naptime ! (:
Din go for Pesta Sukan to support Juniors cse of the monster .
Oh well .

Today , stayed at home .
Finished maths hwk and fy came .
cse i texted her that i miss her like manymany ! HAHAH .
yeahyeah ! :D
We crapped . i raped her . chey ! xD
Then we were blogshopping and she was irritating ! GRRR xD
saw this hoodies that caught my eyes ! yeahyeah .
selling 2 at 21.5bucks each . So fy got herself the star design . yeahyeah .
WEEEEEEEEEE . then we crapped and she went home just afew mins ago .
So yeah , day spent wif her .
worth it ok ! (:

&& OHH , thank to those who care-ed .
in whtever way u did , cheer me , text me .
thank u manymany much .
you know who ure (:
im fine , && i shall SMILE ! hahahah . :D
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Saturday, August 02, 2008 9:34 AM
U were a monster , i swear .
if i were a fighting princess , i would slay u to death ! hahah . chey !
idk why , i began to hate u even more aft yest .
i use to love u like more than i love her . but ytd , i realise loving her more was worth it .
cse eventhou she dun rly understnd me , she trusted me .
and she made an effort to appreciate , understand and trust .
YOU ? ntg i did was ever satisfying for u .
eh wahseh ! im not that perfect ass .
Dissapointing the both of u have always been last in my list .
haiish , i tried to be the best in everythng i do so that no dissapointment would
be seen in ur face .
but hell ! u dun appreciate dun u ?
when she was smiling , u had to spoil it wif a " so what ? it doesnt matter to me . "
FINE , den tell me , should i drop out ? im disgusted by you . really .
When she made an effort to undrstnd why ive been gg back late from sch ,
u ? all u do is to accuse me of ths and tht .
and when i told u the truth , u said i was lying . annd u even say shes covering up for me .
HHAHA ! whts there to cover when i aint guilty for any ?
If i could , i would jst wnna step out of the house ytd . haiish , thinking back.
i did the right thing by ignoring ur blade-ing words .
haiish , tell me . where did i go wrong ?
&& wht should i do to just receive u UNDERSTANDING and TRUST .
thats all i asked for . ):

Slept late , cse many things was in my mind .
and the heartpain he caused , uhhhft .nvm .
Sch was alright .
No lecture from Head as duty was done in time .
* CLAPPS *
LIT and HIST test was ok .
esp HIST , damn easy sia ! seriousshit .
so straightforward . LIT test ? i dun giv a (:
Maths was great .

Netball was tougher than tough .
" now , ure a defender ."
i was like (:
i tink my leg muscle cn cum out sooner than soon rdy .
YUCKS ! hahhaah .
Went to gym . funnn !
Released , played bball .
Then guess who came to visit us ?
YES YESS ! its him !
mr roslan ! we were all effink happy luh !
miss him like manymany leh !
He bought us a new netball . and autograph-ed on it .
Planned to not use it . chey !
Like treasuring a diamond liddat .
rched home , for nightmare .

&& when i nided sumone to listen and to cheer , noone seems to be there .
ic .
Yours Truly,
Heed


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