♫ Friday, August 29, 2008 3:54 PM
&& so it was Teachers' and Staffs' appreciation Day !woke up in the morning , get rdy things .get rdy and off to sch .otw to sch i was mentally preparing myself for the performance .Mann , its my ferst time ok ?Reach sch . do duty as usual .Me and Ruijie was singing Fall for you all the way .hahahhaha ! went back to class .Sang for ms choo , as prepared .Sadly , cnt stay wif the class too long .Had to go to hall rdy ):So get rdy .. and concert started .The Councillors' heart was pumping veryvery fast ok ?we were effing nervous uh .Hugged each oter and motivate each oter .AWWWWWWWWWW , i got alot of hugs yaww ! xDim in love wif the SCs cnn ? (:When our turn was nearer , we more nervous .So yeah , we danced .WOOOO ! them seniors were proud of us !hahahah , we did it ! YAAAAAAAY !Aft performance , we screamed loud loud and eventually broke into tears .LOLL ! awwwwwwww .then sat at the side to se ethe rest of the performance .We very hyper cn ? Esp during the Alumni .YAY ! they were awesom sia . wooooooo *winks*Concert ended . met mr roslan and damn , i miss him !talked . took pictures wif the alumni and among ourself .yay ! loll . Afterwich , went back to greenwood .for a small class reunion . awwwww .shafie was hotness sia ! right , rif ? hahaha .well , classmates have changed or have stay the same .so happy they all rmb me ! hahahha ! xDThere , i got more and more hugs ! lolls .miss primary sch sia .we sat around and were reminincing our primary sch stuffs .Me , darell and ashraf had loads of laughters flashbacking abt hw we used to argue abt sum stuffs .Oh well , cute memories . lolls !Hang around wif my lovely belos featuring bad . lolls !head hme minutes ago as i was v tired and had to get rdy to go to shaniqs hse .So yeah peeps , will be at shaniqs hse till monday i suppose .no post till then (: or will there ?we'll see ok ?till then , im un-contactable .&& oh ! got back progress file .and it feautured hw much ive dropped for sum subjts . very sad sia ! failed english by 0.3% ok ! u knw hw frustrating it is ?!&& science and maths ! from A1 to B4 ?!wat the .. i very the dissapointed wif myself seh .. BOO !3As , 4Bs , 2 Cs and 1D .Imma promise to myself , then to both of you tht EYE ,there'll be As and Bs .But NOT Cs and Ds .
GRRRRRRR !Oh yeah , CONGRATULATION to Abg Wan !for the dream come true in going to Polytechnic . =DI'll be there in Temasek to join you in 2 yrs time yaww .HAHAHAH ! gdluck and all the best abg !see ? nothing is impossible yaw .be my inspiration baby . lolls !imma miss you all ! :D
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, August 28, 2008 7:05 PM
Tuesday :The only thing i remembered on tht day was ICT then rehearsal .ICT was not great at ferst cause the folder i had everythg in was nt found.so guess what ? Mr Terence asked me to redo .i was pissed off at ferst . worried at the same time cse i had oni 2 hrs .so , i did a video on netballers lohhh !was very impressive to me ! hahah .Afterwich , rushed to hall for rehearsal .Guess what ? we made Yvonne cried .i mean , she was happy and touched tht we finally got it right .hugged her lohh ! hahah , awwwww .i mean Chaojian told us he was also worried tht we couldnt make it .But hey , we proved them seniors wrong .we did it ! hahahah .head home aft tht .Wednesday :Yest , lesson was alright .MT performance was postponed as we werent ready .hahah ! xDAft sch , had full dress rehearsal .&& damn i fell ! now i have a bruise at my knee !v pain ok ! hahahahah . at tht moment of falling , i feel like im floating yaw !hahah =PPRehearsal was very enjoyable ! councillors was loved sia !we were making alot of jokes .enjoying evry sgl thing . (:Head home soon after .Today :CE was great . but the morning was v cold loh !DNT , at workshop wif mr wahab.Then when filing , joked wif ZH until my cheek hurts alot .lolls ! English did composition . dang !Maths , revision . when doing maths , me and deskmate will surely have loads of laughter .Laughing at our silly mistakes . hahah ! im enjoying it yaw !MT was screwed up . i mean , i screw the performance up.Still , im forgiven . yay !im in love again , wif my gfs !hahahhahahahahaha .after sch , last minute-ly .prepared a song to sing during the class party tmr .Damn , it was nice ! hahah . atikah playing guitar and imma sing yaw ! (:Help out wif Ariani's performance .head home then .Tmr is the day . BOOO !im afraid im might screw it up .im veryvery nervous when hundreds of eyes are watching ya knw .all the best to heed ! xD
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, August 25, 2008 9:48 PM
Today was colder than cold . brrr !The start of the day was nt a great kick off !Was alr lectured at the start of the day , wth rite ?Art was the ferst lesson . lectured cse ini 14 passes .well , cn undrstnd tht art is nt loved by 2E4 .and no passion mean no attention nor effort towards it .cn we be blamed ? naaah . haha ! well , u decide .Geog was next wer i forgot to bring my stuff .well , i go and see Day 1 timetable . cool enuff to start the day of ? lolls.Maths was revision time as we have covered the syllabus .Sci , go thru paper . heartpain uh see the paper . grr !Hist was funn ! well , yeah .Peer tutoring was cancelled . so yeah .Overall sch was okay except for the part wer tchers were yakking .&& as days pass , im enjoying being Mingfu's deskmate . =DAft sch , met Fy . yayness ! damn, i miss her .she nided help in maths .wanted to stdy at Macd bt scared alot of ppl .Then go RC alot of distraction , v noisy . xDso went to sit at those seats at adm garden .v funnn ! did maths , sharing moments . laugh like siao .hahah ! ard 5+pm , patrick came .studied , and then suddenly 3 of us no mood wan study .so we talk nonsense and crapped ard .throw2 rubbish and snapped candid pics .lolls ! yeah , had fun .6+pm , head hme to mit jiejie .patrick go hme , me jiejie fy go mamam at KFC .head hme and here i am !If it have to , then let it be . :/
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Saturday, August 23, 2008 10:01 PM
qin tian de tian qi hen leng !meaning , tday's weather is very cold yaw !Yest nite ard 2am , had to wake up for medicine .was feeling v cold and feverish . dang !waoke up in the morning , did chores .then got ready to mit FNHN plus eika & hannah.i was late wif nad cse of sum miscommunication . =PMet them , got a place .After awhile , there was me,nathubby,nad,farna,eika,hubby,KB,didi,patrick and arwis .very kecoh indeed. patrick and arwis keep playing psp instead of revising . tsk !Then ard 4+pm the girls go mamam while the boys tc of our bags .KB and didi went off for fireworks . nad and hannah went home .so left me,hubby,nad,patrick and arwis .still kecoh la , till tt irritating security had to cum more than once.Well , hes rly irritating i swear ! wth he toking oso we dunno .menopause rdy i think . xDmaths was killing me ! ard 8pm , we went out of lib .headed for popular to buy stuffs .Then walk2 . Aft tht , head home sweet home .jst washed up and my mind very luan nw ! haiish , ):i dun wanna decide anythg , cse chices have consequences .i dun wanna keep regretting :/
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, August 22, 2008 7:24 PM
Hey !Lesson seems to be v long tdy . lolls ."ming fu , why the clock like v slow ."" yaloh , battery weak i think . "HAHAH ! both of us was like v restless for god knows why .Homec was funn ! wif wei keong mahh . (:we were drooling over the food ! lolls .decision making done-ed .Hist was next . got back paper and 19/20 for that easy paper =Pyeahyeah ! CE was about conflicts .and i was ordy sleepy for the weather hor . wah fuh !lolls , maths . got back paper .me and mingfu was like " dun call my name ! "cse ms gan giv from bottom to the top .Finally , name called . got a 31/50 .good enuff for me ! i got the paper and shrieked !lolls ! i mean , i nvr used to get even 30 in the past .getting 30 was so difficult seh . syukur alhamdulillah ! amin . xDAft sch , headed to nad hse to chilled .by 2pm , headed back to sch for the talk .the talk was effective . we could share whatever probs we're facing .they talked and shared . at 1 point , i teared .nt alot , but abit oni . idk why , i mean i was so hit by guilt liddat .hahah ! ive learnt alot from it .i guess , i'll look at things in another perspective (:&& yeah , im gnna achieve tht thng i wan , and noone cn stop me . =DIf it ever happens again , hw will i bounce back ? :/im confused yaw .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, August 21, 2008 8:49 PM
Heyheyhey !Sch started off wif science which was a great kick off !lolls , PE was next . and it was v cooling wif the cooling wind .hahah ! went off for duty .MT , tcher nvr cum . so did the work that was given .me and hubby and nad was having funn ! =PEL was ok . JH and I was horny horny ! xD Oops . Music was slack uhh .Aft sch , changed for netb .Warmed up then me , rif and eika head off for rehearsal .Junyu and Ruijie was the highlight for the day sia !Esp junyu , dance until so cute ! lolls .Then Ruijie dance the hardgay . =DDDRehearsal start , wahidah and Ariani's was the best for me uh .superb yaw !Ours was great tooo ! i feel like ive found a new family . chey !Ended the day after cooling down wif netballers .Hubby is happier seh ! hahah xDWill there be ever ? :/
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:31 PM
TUESDAYsch-ed as usual .morning was fked up . maybe for everythng tht happened , i couldnt control my emotion .i flare up and went out of the room .headed for class and guess wht ?" hidayah , why face so black black ? " - RHi jst shake my head ." Her face ordy v dark , hw u knw black2 . " - JH basket hor ! hahahah .i jst walked out of th class off to duty.day went alright till in the bus to St Hilda's for frenly .got a msg tht made me go into deep thinking .haiya . but at night , FNHN jst knw how to make me smile .HAHAHAH ! i love them (:&& OH , we had our worst game just now .yeah , we sucked big time .idk why uh , i guess i wasnt focus too .Oh great . lets jst hope shes nomore angry ? :/TODAYheaded for sch . met SH halfway thru .walked wif her . Lessons was alright .Nothing interesting or whtever happened la .Only when in MT class .HAHAH ! having oral . were instructed to do dialogue andnot make a single noise .Well , for my side , noway we aint toking . esp me and hubby . xDDhubby msged me " ________________. dun turn back . "i turned back and she was reacting so funny-ly !HAHAH! i laughed so loud and tcher was like looking at me .=DDDD . After sch , convo chi . last class and mao lao shi was subt wif idk who .it seemed to be faster . hahah ! Fir was the joker of the day !damn you , my R aint tht bad seh .k afterthat . rehearse-ed .headed home soon after . v tired liao .now tell me people , should history repeats itself after everythg ?after all the time tht i had to pick myself up to stand like hw i am nw .do i have to fall and go through all those things again ?no , i dun tink so .but do i hav any choice ? :/
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, August 18, 2008 6:55 PM
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ 6:44 PM
HOME SWEET HOME yaw (:SATURDAY (:i got ready and met D.headed to EC . inside the bus , wen we were taking pics ,a guy bhind us joined it . && tht was the joke of the day .HAHAH ! i was rly like " wth ?! "HAHAHHAHA ! but he made me luff my toot out . =Prched EC and we chilled ard AREA C for awhile .headed to the BYOP at Area D wich was like so far away .wahseh ! reached . ate . hang ard .D went off early . Eika and Hazmie came .YAY ! hang ard wif eika .GOH , mr siva came .seniors blindfolded him . as soon as he finished cutting the cake .and gave the formal speech , we covered him wif flour !HAHAH , he was touched and overwhelmed by wht have been done for him.awwwwwwww .
we were mesmerised by the full moon huh ? lolls .ard 8pm , decided to head to chalet .Hazmie , Eika , Bing Yi and Leonard was soooooo good that they accompanied me out of EC .if not for them , i guess i'd be scared to death . CHEY !exaggerating . xPHeaded to Pasir Ris int and wait for the damn bus pissed me off .Took bus to the Chalet wer shaniq and bell waited for me at the Busstop .Reached , bathed and hang ard wif cousins .OHHH , how much i missed such gathering .Basically , the place was eerie .it was sumwer near the Sungei api api park .errr ? (:Ate alot of BBQ food seh ! hahah .slept quite late .SUNDAYplayed wif lil cousins , nephew and nieces .hang ard as usual .by nighttime , the chalet was left wif the big cuzzies plus me .dad gave me the green light to not turn up for sch tday . =Dwe bbq-ed and it rains . hahah ! lucky food were done bbq-ed .yumm yumm ! we played ths game that almost drive me crazy sia !Wen ard midnight , the girls went into the room .continued the game .punishment was to sit at the balcony for 30 mins .i swear i was freak out tht i make sure i wont lose !HAHAHAH ! slept late .MONDAYwoke up . got rdy to head home .me , jiejie and shaniq head to TM to eat .head home then . yeaaaah !I enjoyed the Family chalet alot .
&& i mean it ! itve been awhile since evryone gathered , ya know ?
i miss every single one of them .
&& of cse , wen we gather , im bound to laugh and smile till my cheeks ache.
YEAH ! next gathering , the eve of fasting month . (:
Like suddenly , alot of things just shocked me .hmmmm , im scared . im just scared . ):Special Birthday shoutout !HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST NATASHAAA !may ur wishes cum true and lucks in everythg u do .esp , ts yr . =PPi love you hubby ! hahah .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, August 15, 2008 10:50 PM
Today was just another day .headed to sch , studied for sci wen walking .Sci test was first period and i guess its underder average uh .cse sum qns still surprise me .&& sum qns i lazy wan write longlong .so skipped to easy ones . HAHAHAH ! finished 5 mins b4 end time .cnnt slip . chis ! hahah .LIT v boring . cse 30 mins was spent for thse who din brg book .wen tday was term 3 week 8 rdy ! hmmmm . no doubt she was angry .but then it turn out funn wen we did ts personality test .shock me once in awhile .loll , i knw , eika know . =PPHist was okay la . funnn .Maths , v confusing !annd i mean it ! confusing !the more he talk , the more i very luan ! hahah .bell rang . hang ard wif gfs .then 230pm went to lib wif hubby , nad and the othrs netballers .we very semangat la sgt sgt go watch the live telecast screening of table tennis .LOL ! v funn loh ! the sec 4 chinese boys was super making me luff my ass out .mr jack chong , mr lim and mr chee was there too .mr chee , being a table tennis player once was effing kecohrable .HAHAHAH ! well , the whole lib was kecohrable .ended ard 6pm .yeahyeah !
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, August 14, 2008 10:29 PM
Another fked up day , that is .
Early in the morning , caught for attire . wahseh .
Wen in class , was called out of class . lucky , ______ not involve .
if not , i tink i wont be in class back in time . =P
you knw i know .
By then , i was in no mood ready lohh .
But EL cheered me up .
HAHHA ! wthwthwth . tskk . boys are boys ! lolls .
DNT got quiz .
i should be passing it . or if not , by 2 or 3 marks again ? hmm .
Off to workshop and do workpiece loh .
Science was okay uh .
Maths , probability is confusing me more than sets language .
wahhhhhhh ! EL heartpain . got back paper . i failed ! booooo ):
MT was next .
got back the 2 test paper we did prevly .
dissapointed giler !
1st paper was badly done , 2nd ppr was better .
1st paper was compre test . nw i knw hw sucky im in it .
Netb , coach say i v mature so must guide them .
&& i go , " huh ? uh . ya right ."
lolls . she say like ths .
" hidayah,you so good uh.i see u very quietquiet.rilekrilek one.must guide them more.you're more a sister to them than jst a friend and teammate,ok ?"
hahahahh . tday netb i v not focused .
bcse of stuffs , i was super distracted sia . =[
went home wif hubby and rif .
Studies are dropping , not abit but ALOT .
9/25 for eng .
15/25 and 23/25 for MT .
13/25 for Sci .
ths is all bullshits yaw . with ths , i cn kiss gdbye if i dun buck up .
right ? im feeling the pressure yaw . and aft tday , ths fked up feeling will go away .
im jst dissapointed at myself , i swear .
looking at my results , im nt the only one dissapointed .
They were dissapointed too .
nvm , ive went through ths kind of situation before MYE .
failure jst means a step to success .
Well , failure is the key to success . right ? hahahah .
&& OHH , lets not be discouraged . =D
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Wednesday, August 13, 2008 9:46 PM
BOOOO ):woke up ts morning my nose got roadblock .dang ! running nose havent cure lohh . v long rdy leh .So headed to sch and met hubby outside sch .MT , was abit focused in completing formal letter writting .then had to bcum hubby's kamus dwipelajar .you knw , tht dictionary tht translate english words to malay words .HAHAHAH ! Sci , was short . awww .Maths went to comp lab . then atikah and me was reminded of tht ________.hahahha ! then story2 wif her . basically , we aint concentrating uh .maybe i was in nid to let things off my chest ?i swear i was just ranting at her . until idk wht i tell her .HAHAHA ! thanks atikah ! once in awhile . lolls .English , v fun .it was mdm adawiyah's bday . and everyone had jst a lil sumthg for her .i mean , a bday song tht is .she entered and asked us to stand to greet .everyone were atittude-ing towards her .hahah ! and the moment we sang her a birthday song , she was smiling awaaay .awww , touched ? okay best .&& i realised enjia used more tissue for hes nucus then i do for mine ! HAHAHAH ! disgusted ? nyahahah .Convo chi , was short . It was mao lao shi last day .So we had lessons as usual . then abit of farewell aft break .Had to speak chinese and tadaaa ! ferrero rocher for you ! haha .&& i wrote at the whiteboard ," mao lao shi , zai jian . wo men hui xiang ni de . wo men ai ni ! "HAHAHA ! meaning , mao lao shi , gdbye . we will miss you and we love you ! "HAHAH . blaaah , ended .off to MPH for rehearsal . dang ! nomore elaboration .danish , khai and hanif was there too .OH ! my boyf came too . Faris . hahahahah !Dan 's lil bro . Uh damn , eff cuteness ya know ?hahah . Walked home wif rif , sharifah , ally , yuan hui , hanif and khai .Reached hme , sleep sleep sleep ! =PSee ? idk wht i want . worst , dun even knw wht ive jst did . ishk .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Tuesday, August 12, 2008 10:45 PM
Remove it , or not ?cse i swear , its making my life miserable sia !ok soo lets go AHHCOOOOM ! heh .cough have left me for flu to arrive . tsk .kay so , in the morning had meeting for the sec 2s councillor wif mr clement.Well , i guess a second thought fellow councillors ? hah .MT was ok uh . was instructed to do formal letter writing .so boring , i know . thts why hor nad , me and hubby at the end of the class v noisy .AHHAHA ! cse me and hubby was super hyper for god knows why .i knw why hubby hyper uh ! aink !so we keep smiling for no reason and jst laugh . lolls .Hubby and me cant stop shooting each oter and go , " asal senyum2 ? asal hyper ? smlm dapat eh ? bape bnyk ? HAIYO !" ( why hyper ? yest get uh ? ho much ? haiyo ! )HAHAHHA! inside jokes uh frens . =PPE , match wif happy family . won 8-1 . YAY ! hahah .Maths was confusing la . i dun like chapt 9 cn ? hmmph .Sci , v funn . of cse ! Eng , exciting . as in , abit slacking .Netb.supposingly no netb for us .but actually i oso not sure why we got .i mean , sec 2s netb training days are thurs and fri .hahah . okay but still , it was funn . nt as tiring .Raining and it was cooling yaww .and i did a total of 40 push ups today .BOOOO !10 for skipping a column of the ladder .and 30 nt catching the ' anywhere ball ' for 3 times .shucks ! hahaha . eika's mum sent me , hubby and farna hme as it was raining.yeahyeah .fall , and lets stand back up again .UHH , buck up buck up .focus focus back again .throw all the shits away .no more slack . nomore distraction .or , kiss goodbye to Option TWO . ):
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, August 11, 2008 7:36 PM
♫ 7:12 PM
SATURDAY .it was national day ! yeahyeah .plan goes on as usual . well , not overall . k forget it .Met up wif netballers at 3pm . well , got bubbled till abt 330pm .kesian fiq and gang waited for almost an hr . hahah . sry boys .(:headed to city hall . packed la sgtsgt .everyone hungry , except for me .cse i was clever enuff to eat b4 i go out . =Pfollowed them to Marina sq to eat .afterwich , headed to padang .Joined Arwis and the rest . So while waiting , we played bomb .hahahahha , play paper aeroplane and all .HAHA ! funn yaw !&& OH ! i love the black knights la .lolls , cool aint them ?8+pm , fireworks .it was very spectacular , as usual , i was mesmerised .&&& oh yeah (:every yr i watch wif fam and cousins .ts yr , wif loves . Friends and Gfs and netballers .Afterwich , headed to boat quay , wait for arwis sent nad and eika to raffles .they head home ferst , then head to Funan to mit patrick and co .every one reached , headed for Fort canning . the place was creepy la !then summore patrick bring me go the place v scary lohh .went to see the Iskandar Syah makam .Ard i forget wht time , headed for Ct Hall .hmmmmmmmmmmmm , separated wif fiq and co .because of the un-because-able . hahah . thanks for the care and concern peeps (:esp , hubby and farna who stayed wimme .bt nt forgetting you who texted me =]met patrick and co in the cabin .So walked to 1st aunt hse wif hubby and patrick .UHH , thnks for hearing me out loves =D&& i had alot of fun , laughters and joke mann !a day to remember(:SUNDAYslacked at 1st aunt hse . played monopoly and 1st to go bankrupt yaw !YALAH , i cnnt be businesswoman . xD1030pm head home .TODAYwoke up in the morning for rehearsal .awesome la seh ! had hiphop battle between rif , jess and khairul .HAHAHA ! find me for the vid .HAHAH !&& i guess ive make it clear .i apologise .but sumthgs cant be explained nor forced .idk about the future .let time show the way .let fate do it work .and let nature takes its course =]
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, August 08, 2008 8:13 PM
*cough cough !yes ! im having ths pathetic irritating cough ! damn .&& yeah . NDP celeb was okay [:Had to rch sch at 620am ! and the sch was dark .lucky got ppl . if nt i stay in toilet . HEHEHEH !The parade was awesome ! idk why , i love parades !lolls . Then had to be the cheer thing .WAHSEH WAHSEH ! damn paiseh okay .they know i know tht i hate crowds .yet , mcm purposely gitu eh put me there . hmm .nvm , lets learn to overcome ths fear of mine .chis ! Connect Spore was next .In Charge of 2E2 wif Ezekiel .awesome i guess ? i was the other end wif 1N7 .Stationed wif Hidayah , St John .Fun i tell u ! well atleast i was accompanied .sumone to talk to and stuff .the sec 1 boys were very enthu la ! v fun , wif nathanael and all . we played games .HAHAHA ! sent waves , jumped and danced . overall i enjoyed myself . =DDHad to hold hands wif the Wai Xiong .Then the friends " wah ! gf uh ! FEEWIT ! "" why cannot ? u jealouse ? " - me"yaloh ! we 2 yrs ago stead redy . u dunno uh ? " -WX ."yaloh3 ! hie boyfriend (: " -me " hie girlfriend (: "-WXHAHAH ! basically , we were like open and jst play along .till they were like " eh ! dun disturb the couple ! "when i was walking wif WX . lolls . sec 1s (:CHEY ! kidding . aft sch , chilled .OH OH ! thank you p2 for teaching me how to play tht song ! YAY to p2 ! (:i cnt wait for tmr cn ? i love gfs :D
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, August 07, 2008 12:22 PM
Tuesday had meeting in the morning abt mr siva's surprise party .&& i just gotta knw it clashes wif fam chalet .awwwwwwww , so now what ? we'll see .lessons .had friendly match wif AMK sec .against their sec 1s . and it was a shame tht we couldnt win them .nor do they win us . it ended wif a draw . 48-48 .i cnt deny the fact that they were better than us .slightly or alot . but i guess its gd enuff to end it wif a draw .i played both attacker and defender .hahah , versatile player , m i ? (:End of netb , coach taught us sumthg beyond netball .i mean , she have alwys been doing so .Feel , bond and communication . yeahyeah (:Yest .Had the NDP activities for the first few period .2e4 manage to do a job well done .&& as always get distracted and start playing wif paints .my face end up in red paint .CHIS ! hahah .Lessons start , annd i so love 2E4 cnn ? hahah .its funny how they kind of debate and got anti to a certain sumthg .hahahah ! MT go surprise test .&& of cse i was surprise ! hahahah .Convo chi , farna nvr cum cse she go check up .den i like loner at first cse hubby sit wif nad .den charm myae sit wimme ! hahah .taught me myanmmar words . =DAfterwich , headed for SC stuff .prac cheers for connect sg . blalalalaaa .then hang ard wif gfs , watch soccerboys played soccer .HAHAHHA ! awesome .headed hme soon after .Today .couldnt wake up for sch .was veryvery tired . annd i was having ths sharp pain in my stomach .so told mum , and yeah . rest lohh .done-ed .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, August 04, 2008 8:14 PM
i find fault wif adek ths morning . xDi just feel like it . maybe bcse i was crazy . hahah !then got rdy , went to sch !OHOH ! i so happy ! cse the crapmates are all geared up .nomore grudges ? YEAH ! thts the spirit yaw . haha .English , i realised how weak i was in english . my vocab sucks big time .Science was interesting =DArt , BLAAAAH . idk , jst nt interested maybe ?" kau next yr jgn amek art ah kau ! " - eika ( nxt yr dun take art ! )HAHAHAHA , yeah i know my artwork rubbish ! hahah .CE . " you cant predict how long ure gnna live , use every sec of ur life doing useful things .In other word , live life to the fullest cse u'll nvr knw wht will hpn to u wen u step out of here . "i was like , Oh wth ! hahha .Maths was kinda easy ths time . && i hate algebra la .Oh wait , i love algebra (:hahahahh . aft sch , revised maths wif hubby .went home soon aft .when i realised tht everyone seems to be moving on , but not me .why ? sumthgs cant be explained . =D
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Sunday, August 03, 2008 8:53 PM
Yest Honours Day was average for me cse i was just ushering .Then slacked with Yiyun and Afiq . Joking and Gossiping . WAHAHAH .Ooops :DAfterwich , went home for naptime ! (:Din go for Pesta Sukan to support Juniors cse of the monster .Oh well . Today , stayed at home .Finished maths hwk and fy came .cse i texted her that i miss her like manymany ! HAHAH .yeahyeah ! :DWe crapped . i raped her . chey ! xDThen we were blogshopping and she was irritating ! GRRR xDsaw this hoodies that caught my eyes ! yeahyeah .selling 2 at 21.5bucks each . So fy got herself the star design . yeahyeah .WEEEEEEEEEE . then we crapped and she went home just afew mins ago .So yeah , day spent wif her .worth it ok ! (:&& OHH , thank to those who care-ed .in whtever way u did , cheer me , text me .thank u manymany much .you know who ure (:im fine , && i shall SMILE ! hahahah . :D
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Saturday, August 02, 2008 9:34 AM
U were a monster , i swear .if i were a fighting princess , i would slay u to death ! hahah . chey !idk why , i began to hate u even more aft yest .i use to love u like more than i love her . but ytd , i realise loving her more was worth it .cse eventhou she dun rly understnd me , she trusted me . and she made an effort to appreciate , understand and trust .YOU ? ntg i did was ever satisfying for u .eh wahseh ! im not that perfect ass .Dissapointing the both of u have always been last in my list .haiish , i tried to be the best in everythng i do so that no dissapointment wouldbe seen in ur face .but hell ! u dun appreciate dun u ?when she was smiling , u had to spoil it wif a " so what ? it doesnt matter to me . "FINE , den tell me , should i drop out ? im disgusted by you . really .When she made an effort to undrstnd why ive been gg back late from sch ,u ? all u do is to accuse me of ths and tht .and when i told u the truth , u said i was lying . annd u even say shes covering up for me .HHAHA ! whts there to cover when i aint guilty for any ? If i could , i would jst wnna step out of the house ytd . haiish , thinking back.i did the right thing by ignoring ur blade-ing words .haiish , tell me . where did i go wrong ?&& wht should i do to just receive u UNDERSTANDING and TRUST .thats all i asked for . ):Slept late , cse many things was in my mind .and the heartpain he caused , uhhhft .nvm .Sch was alright . No lecture from Head as duty was done in time .* CLAPPS *LIT and HIST test was ok .esp HIST , damn easy sia ! seriousshit .so straightforward . LIT test ? i dun giv a (:Maths was great .Netball was tougher than tough ." now , ure a defender ."i was like (:i tink my leg muscle cn cum out sooner than soon rdy .YUCKS ! hahhaah .Went to gym . funnn !Released , played bball .Then guess who came to visit us ?YES YESS ! its him !mr roslan ! we were all effink happy luh !miss him like manymany leh !He bought us a new netball . and autograph-ed on it .Planned to not use it . chey !Like treasuring a diamond liddat .rched home , for nightmare .&& when i nided sumone to listen and to cheer , noone seems to be there .ic .
Yours Truly,
Heed