♫ Monday, June 30, 2008 6:56 PM
- Just before lights off , CSSP . :D
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ 6:42 PM
TIRED la seh ! (:
Yest was Spain VS Germany . planned to watch it . but i slept .
AHAHAH , stupid seh ! 4 am , received a msg .
thought who oni . it was from patrick .
&& it goes " WUUHOOOOO ! :D "
HAHAH , from there i cn see that Spain won . lolls.
Okay so tday , had to sch at 650am .
Briefing on the new attendance system , blahblahblah.
duty , lesson . Art was great ! had so much fun then it was as if the time went by too fast .
HAHAHAH , Geog was next .
Lesson was alright too . Maths and ths topic seems to be in favour :D
Ms Gan is back ! :D
then horr , always must shoot shoot one leh ! wat the ..
hahahhaha , kay glad tht shes back yaww ! :D
Science was funn luh . what else ? XD
History was awesome .
&& ohh ! tday i asked my partner . " Eh ! spain win rite ?"
then he was like , " huh ? PENGUIN ?! "
HAHAHAH ! i couldnt stop luffing lohh ! wth ? spain win cn relate to penguin mehh ?!
lolls .
Overall , lessons was great . class and me was hyper . lessons was funn !
After sch , had sc meeting abt upcmg camp . hmm .
then went for a jog around the sch wif fnhn . getting rdy for fitness test .
i dun wanna fail ): so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah .
celeb shi ni bday . annd off for netb self trng .
funn luh , until it rained -_-
So i sweat alot . EEEEEW , i knw . but hey , sports wer got no sweat alot rite !
HAHAHAH , walked hme wif hubby .
&& here i am ! :D
done .
Yest was Spain VS Germany . planned to watch it . but i slept .
AHAHAH , stupid seh ! 4 am , received a msg .
thought who oni . it was from patrick .
&& it goes " WUUHOOOOO ! :D "
HAHAH , from there i cn see that Spain won . lolls.
Okay so tday , had to sch at 650am .
Briefing on the new attendance system , blahblahblah.
duty , lesson . Art was great ! had so much fun then it was as if the time went by too fast .
HAHAHAH , Geog was next .
Lesson was alright too . Maths and ths topic seems to be in favour :D
Ms Gan is back ! :D
then horr , always must shoot shoot one leh ! wat the ..
hahahhaha , kay glad tht shes back yaww ! :D
Science was funn luh . what else ? XD
History was awesome .
&& ohh ! tday i asked my partner . " Eh ! spain win rite ?"
then he was like , " huh ? PENGUIN ?! "
HAHAHAH ! i couldnt stop luffing lohh ! wth ? spain win cn relate to penguin mehh ?!
lolls .
Overall , lessons was great . class and me was hyper . lessons was funn !
After sch , had sc meeting abt upcmg camp . hmm .
then went for a jog around the sch wif fnhn . getting rdy for fitness test .
i dun wanna fail ): so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah .
celeb shi ni bday . annd off for netb self trng .
funn luh , until it rained -_-
So i sweat alot . EEEEEW , i knw . but hey , sports wer got no sweat alot rite !
HAHAHAH , walked hme wif hubby .
&& here i am ! :D
done .
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Saturday, June 28, 2008 11:25 PM
i tried to understand but the more i try, the more i feel pain.why cnt people understand that words have blade and it cn be real harsh tht it hurts?maybe ure tired,yeah.but sorry,ure nt the oni one.im tired too,but u nvr knw. do you ?dun say u do cse i knw u nvr knew anythg about me.
i tried to see it in an alternative way.to it in the brighter side.but like whoa , it have been days that u keep shooting me.ive been really good in not blowing up.but hey,cmon.if i cn understand u, why cnt u? why issit tht the blame and all is always on me? where did i go wrong mann ?
i hate the fact tht wen people cum to me for entertainment at their time of sadness , annd tht i could understand them and tryna cheer them up no mtr what.despite me having ma own sadness, and when it cum to me , everyone seems to be very faraway .i could understnd people, but noone could understnd me.then how ? kk , back to the point , i knw that ths family is gg thru sum hardship , but if she cn go thru it wif patience , why cant you ? find solution den contributing to the prob la ! WAHSEH WAHSEH . hothotheat mann !
Trust , ive nvr feel REAL trust from you.you knw i dun do those things u claimed i did. having to be accused,ive been tryna ignore it like she asked me to.but its frequent tht everytime i had to attend sumthing and wen ure informed , u will always accuse me of making excuses to do things im certain im nt.imma good girl , believe it will ya ? i have dreams and i assure you , i wont do all ths things to distract me from doing so . im nt who u tink i am . for once , trust me and stop all ths shit youre giving me will ya ?
I know im only fourteen. but im still sumone wif feelings. i do feel pain . wht is all ths mann ?!
thou i dun show it , everyday is just another f-ked up day . ):
- sorry readers , ths is crap .
endure endure heed ! :/
i tried to see it in an alternative way.to it in the brighter side.but like whoa , it have been days that u keep shooting me.ive been really good in not blowing up.but hey,cmon.if i cn understand u, why cnt u? why issit tht the blame and all is always on me? where did i go wrong mann ?
i hate the fact tht wen people cum to me for entertainment at their time of sadness , annd tht i could understand them and tryna cheer them up no mtr what.despite me having ma own sadness, and when it cum to me , everyone seems to be very faraway .i could understnd people, but noone could understnd me.then how ? kk , back to the point , i knw that ths family is gg thru sum hardship , but if she cn go thru it wif patience , why cant you ? find solution den contributing to the prob la ! WAHSEH WAHSEH . hothotheat mann !
Trust , ive nvr feel REAL trust from you.you knw i dun do those things u claimed i did. having to be accused,ive been tryna ignore it like she asked me to.but its frequent tht everytime i had to attend sumthing and wen ure informed , u will always accuse me of making excuses to do things im certain im nt.imma good girl , believe it will ya ? i have dreams and i assure you , i wont do all ths things to distract me from doing so . im nt who u tink i am . for once , trust me and stop all ths shit youre giving me will ya ?
I know im only fourteen. but im still sumone wif feelings. i do feel pain . wht is all ths mann ?!
thou i dun show it , everyday is just another f-ked up day . ):
- sorry readers , ths is crap .
endure endure heed ! :/
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ 5:05 PM
First and foremost , HAPPY BELATED 14th BDAY aqilaaaaaaaah ku love .
im soo soo sorry i was late in wishing you .
so here , publicly , im wishing you babe ! HAHAH .
jangan marah ya dong . hahahahha .
hope that every single wish of yours are granted .
happy2 always ! smile2 always !
i love you manny2 ! annd aku rindu kau sia ! :D
So yeaaaah , yest was a f-ked up day .
had to tolerate different people .
Oh yeah , sec ones are rly getting on my nerves .
fellow Sc-s are tryna be patient but i guess sum couldnt help but to scold ?
wen i jst cnt help but to remain calm . hahahha .
and SHE SHE SHE ! damn you !
ntg is ever right for you . bluek !
Entered the class feeling so f-ked up .
but yeah , classmates were my sunshine . :D
Homec lesson was cool . sitting bside Weikeong .
SO FUNN ! hahah , oh yeah . it was full of laughters .
History lesson din do much cse it was delayed .
and the moment ms choo wanna start lesson , i had to go for duty .
CE was cool , Maths was even cool.
Bell rang , fnhn headed for nad's crib .
i slept cse supertired . woke up for netb .
trained at field first , then to court . UHH , damn that lorry . made me vomit .
HAHAH ! yeah , i vomitted . Oh yeah , end of suspension was yest .
shucks , i was better off a defender then an attacker .
yeaaaaah , if i just realise . HAHAHAH .
&& oh , words can be hardcore . oh wait , harsh i mean . xD
haiish , seeing it in an alternative way .
Today , had to go to school for CIP .
waited for hubby till 830am but she din turn up . so headed to sch and rch at 845am .
i was 15mins late , NYAHAH .
creepy , cse wen i rch i saw hubby . and she was like , " i waited for u but u din turn so i went first "
820am , i was there . but she claimed i wasnt . creepy la kn !
so we din think of it and said " oh nvm ! "
HAHA , took block 653 ! did wif atikaah . so funn !
went for lunch wif fnhn plus gfs plus zet .
afterwich , headed for nad's crib for malay debate discussion .
wich ended of wif us slacking . NYAHAHAH .
bus-ed home wif hubby .
im done ! :D
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Thursday, June 26, 2008 7:22 PM
EMILY ! yamateh partner at cssp ! :D
im sooooooo dead beat . tired to be exact .
since i had a long day yest , tday my eye very layu lohh .
Lets start wif first lesson .
Science , first time pop quiz get so low .
sadcase seh ! but overall , it was okay . i love science :D
PE was next . we practised our cheers and stuff for the opening ceremony .
COOL MANN! i love my group's flag . superduperniceee !
The cheer was kinda cranky too , HAHAH !
wif me and ZW putting our stupid ideas ! WAHAHA .
OHOH ! then disturb-ed sumone of hes un-perfectness xDD
kaykay , i knw im mean . ^^
MT i actually dozed off when cikgu was nagging to those who din complete their
holiday homework .
like i sit bside the window . so windy . so condusive .
then summore i tday so sleepy .
so sleep lohh . i mean dozed off .
finally she gave our first paper to be done as part as the intensive-ness .
I even like dozed off . HAHAH! tskktskk .
English was okay . Music was relaxing yaww .
had funn ! wif the song tht ms christina switched on .
TRAINING ! todaaaay so tired !
was introduced to a new warm up . WAHSEH WAHSEH !
tiring . had passers . did courtwork .
haiish , i slacked . ):
OHOH , so happy . tmr END OF OUR SUSPENSION for netb !
YAY YAY ! :D
walked home wif hubby . sumhw we tday so hyper .
the she merajok dun wan talk to me . HEHEHEHE .
kinda teased her abt sumthg that happen nong nong ago =D
wanna bathe but whole body aching .
massage me anyone , pleeeeeaaaaaaaaase ! xD
yes GF , STRESSSSSSSS !
no , pressurised !
eff that woman mann .
kay , imma endure ? :/
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Wednesday, June 25, 2008 9:50 PM
My fav crappy boy at CSSP ! :DToday is sure a long day yaww .
Sched . Day was started wif boring-ness .
Lit , ms choo din turn up for sch again .
&& i hate it when relief tchers cum in and say
" do your own things ."
Like , WAHSEH ! idk wht to do ?
kk the had eng . ntg much . did news reports .
MT was debate . funn uh ! i love mt like forever .
eventhough we are starting on intensive .
Then got present for being in top 3 for malay .
got chocs ! weeee =DD
Then geog . hahaha , so funny .
Sumhow , they not bad huh ? (:
Sch ended . break-ed . 2pm assembled .
tday we had a visit to NYP .
it was funn luhh . Got ths kinda cranky SL to tour-ed us .
Overall ths poly dun hav the course im aiming . so jst play along lohh .
DISM is cool . but aint for me !
my ideas are limited . i cnt draw . like haiyoyo !
IT / business . another thing i anti ! HAHAH .
Health science was okayy .
surgery-s , midwifeys . More to nursing .
butbut , naaaah .
i still wan that course at TP :D
anwanw , the visit was cool . but i got bullied by EL , RH , ZH and enjia lohh .
then eika flirt uhh ! xDD
Headed back to sch and rched by 6pm.
Went to nad's crib to put our bags .
headed back to sch for the streaming talk .
YAY ! i knw wht class i wan go .
SAY NO TO TRIPLE SCIENCE !
annd lets WELCOME 2 SCIENCE ! XD
i wan bio and chemmm ! then cn take that course =DD
talk ended at 83opm .
Made atikahh walked me home . heheheh .
then sent her off to busstop annd i rushed hme .
cse i wan wee wee xD
im done !
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Tuesday, June 24, 2008 9:50 PM
SCH RE-OPENED .
AWWs ? YAYs ? for me , its a YAYYYYY !
HAHAHA , finally time wif Gfs . WEEHEHEHE !
So lemme see , yest did duty for the first time .
i still feels weird thou .
nvm , can get use to it .
After sch , surprisingly Gfs and me straigh go home .
well not really , we went to KK eat ice kachang .
had so manymany laughters .
I know yest was GREAT ! but i forgot what happen .
HEHEH .
Today is better i suppose !
Sched , had attire check . hmm .
Duty , then lessons .
Sci was making me go insane seh ! couldnt understand much .
BUT ! i did go and clarify of cos ! :D
English was next . and we had news update by mdm adawiyah .
I LOVE MY SITTING PLACE , ya know ?
wif ruihong , nicole , ee leong , ZW, enjia and sihui near me . COOL YA KNOW THEM !
never fails to make me smile ! hehehe .
"so , who know what is happening around the world during the holiday ?"
" PORTUGAL LOSE ! stupid rite ! got CR oso no use ! " - us .
then we started talking abt soccer . HAHAH! den get scolded . xD
Then ruihong , WAHSEH ! full of news . when im clueless .
heheh . Recess , wah i so dun like to take care of the sec 1 .
super defiant . but nvm , cn chiong !
MT , chnge place according to our result .
Me and hubby still near near ! nad separated ):
atikahh too ! AWWE . eika pon . ths is unacceptable okay !
AAHAHA , then we kind of kene lecture .
semester 2 , crucial huh ?
History , ms choo nvr cum .
CE is the highlight of the day !
i love today lesson . mr richard is OH SO GEREK !
talked abt rships , sex . i mean for education , being open minded
once in awhile dun hurt ya know .
" wht do u understand by the term , LOVE ?"
" isit true that ure happier when u have bf/gf ?"
"why teenage pregnancy den abort and kill the innocent ?"
today CE lesson is finally sumthing i can learn and reflect .
really , he made me reflect so much .
abt myself as a person , and other stuff .
i began to question myself and got carried away .
being in daze . WHOA , im nvr done self reflection for a long time .
hahaha , kk . history was free lssn cse ms choo no come (:
Training ! was funn ! for god knows why , we were hyper .
Ran and sing like noone business .
Did passes . then the good ones had to do punishment . BLEAAH .
mr roslan good uh ! made us like run anywhere in the court .
then wen he calls out a position , we are to run to the area .
SO FUNN , since the good ones are me and GFs , we played catching .
and did push up like cheating . xD
SO FUNN , after trng . go home !
UHH , im loving school.
if not for lovely classmate and GF there wimme .
never fail to make me laugh my ass out !
I LOVE YOU people to the eff muchmuch ! :D
&& jika kamu tahu , aku cinta kamu juga . :/
AWWs ? YAYs ? for me , its a YAYYYYY !
HAHAHA , finally time wif Gfs . WEEHEHEHE !
So lemme see , yest did duty for the first time .
i still feels weird thou .
nvm , can get use to it .
After sch , surprisingly Gfs and me straigh go home .
well not really , we went to KK eat ice kachang .
had so manymany laughters .
I know yest was GREAT ! but i forgot what happen .
HEHEH .
Today is better i suppose !
Sched , had attire check . hmm .
Duty , then lessons .
Sci was making me go insane seh ! couldnt understand much .
BUT ! i did go and clarify of cos ! :D
English was next . and we had news update by mdm adawiyah .
I LOVE MY SITTING PLACE , ya know ?
wif ruihong , nicole , ee leong , ZW, enjia and sihui near me . COOL YA KNOW THEM !
never fails to make me smile ! hehehe .
"so , who know what is happening around the world during the holiday ?"
" PORTUGAL LOSE ! stupid rite ! got CR oso no use ! " - us .
then we started talking abt soccer . HAHAH! den get scolded . xD
Then ruihong , WAHSEH ! full of news . when im clueless .
heheh . Recess , wah i so dun like to take care of the sec 1 .
super defiant . but nvm , cn chiong !
MT , chnge place according to our result .
Me and hubby still near near ! nad separated ):
atikahh too ! AWWE . eika pon . ths is unacceptable okay !
AAHAHA , then we kind of kene lecture .
semester 2 , crucial huh ?
History , ms choo nvr cum .
CE is the highlight of the day !
i love today lesson . mr richard is OH SO GEREK !
talked abt rships , sex . i mean for education , being open minded
once in awhile dun hurt ya know .
" wht do u understand by the term , LOVE ?"
" isit true that ure happier when u have bf/gf ?"
"why teenage pregnancy den abort and kill the innocent ?"
today CE lesson is finally sumthing i can learn and reflect .
really , he made me reflect so much .
abt myself as a person , and other stuff .
i began to question myself and got carried away .
being in daze . WHOA , im nvr done self reflection for a long time .
hahaha , kk . history was free lssn cse ms choo no come (:
Training ! was funn ! for god knows why , we were hyper .
Ran and sing like noone business .
Did passes . then the good ones had to do punishment . BLEAAH .
mr roslan good uh ! made us like run anywhere in the court .
then wen he calls out a position , we are to run to the area .
SO FUNN , since the good ones are me and GFs , we played catching .
and did push up like cheating . xD
SO FUNN , after trng . go home !
UHH , im loving school.
if not for lovely classmate and GF there wimme .
never fail to make me laugh my ass out !
I LOVE YOU people to the eff muchmuch ! :D
&& jika kamu tahu , aku cinta kamu juga . :/
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Sunday, June 22, 2008 10:04 PM
How could I ever let you get away
Today is not a happy day
So many words that I had to say
Baby I miss you and I need your love
How could I ever let you get away
Today is not a happy day
It could have been our anniversary
I'll do anything to have you right here in my arms
- Parts of Get Away by Avant.
Yeah , today is not a happy day . :/
Pass days have been okay . spent the days doing idk what .
i forgotten ! haha .
Today , woke up .
bathed , did chores . started on my DNT assignment.
HAHAH ! so easy , but so leceh .
Yest night , did history and homec till ard 2+am .
Just now wanted to save my history on thumbdrive .
den gotta know abaaang go delete cause he thought i save alrdy .
GREAT , i knw ! lucky it was an easy assignment .
so i had to re-do . YEAHYEAH , took my 30 mins away !
Tmr sch re-open . so not looking forward , cause i aint in a mood for schooling .
But its parts and parcel of my life i guess ? CHEYCHEY .
I got to know something , i wish i din have to know .
But hey , im all confused ya know ?
You say all those things then acted all differently .
So now what ?
Yest was different , last week was different .
So now what ?
Yeah i know , ure happier .
So now what ?
U moved on , good for you . bad for me .
So now what ?
You wan me to move on ? easier said than done , you know it .
If it was as easy as ABC , i would have move on the moment you did.
But its not , SO NOW WHAT ?
Maybe it was easy for you to move on , get over things and start a new beginning with her .
But not for me , it aint easy to move on , get over things and put aside all those moments we had .
You know it , so dun ask or expect me to move on .
" Why dun you move on ? "
You jollywell know why i cant and why im not .
You can stop loving me , but you cant stop me from loving you . :/
Im not putting the blame on you , cause its all on me .
All i wish was for us to put all those bad things happened to us bhind us ,
start anew , all over again . i just wanna new beginning with you , not others .
haiish , as if ths wish of mine can come true .
Since i got to know , you have moved on far . ):
I guess i got carried away ? no offence , but this is my blog huh ?
Noone i can trust to get this off my chest , but here it is .
Damn i wish i din hafta go thru all this . :/
Today is not a happy day
So many words that I had to say
Baby I miss you and I need your love
How could I ever let you get away
Today is not a happy day
It could have been our anniversary
I'll do anything to have you right here in my arms
- Parts of Get Away by Avant.
Yeah , today is not a happy day . :/
Pass days have been okay . spent the days doing idk what .
i forgotten ! haha .
Today , woke up .
bathed , did chores . started on my DNT assignment.
HAHAH ! so easy , but so leceh .
Yest night , did history and homec till ard 2+am .
Just now wanted to save my history on thumbdrive .
den gotta know abaaang go delete cause he thought i save alrdy .
GREAT , i knw ! lucky it was an easy assignment .
so i had to re-do . YEAHYEAH , took my 30 mins away !
Tmr sch re-open . so not looking forward , cause i aint in a mood for schooling .
But its parts and parcel of my life i guess ? CHEYCHEY .
I got to know something , i wish i din have to know .
But hey , im all confused ya know ?
You say all those things then acted all differently .
So now what ?
Yest was different , last week was different .
So now what ?
Yeah i know , ure happier .
So now what ?
U moved on , good for you . bad for me .
So now what ?
You wan me to move on ? easier said than done , you know it .
If it was as easy as ABC , i would have move on the moment you did.
But its not , SO NOW WHAT ?
Maybe it was easy for you to move on , get over things and start a new beginning with her .
But not for me , it aint easy to move on , get over things and put aside all those moments we had .
You know it , so dun ask or expect me to move on .
" Why dun you move on ? "
You jollywell know why i cant and why im not .
You can stop loving me , but you cant stop me from loving you . :/
Im not putting the blame on you , cause its all on me .
All i wish was for us to put all those bad things happened to us bhind us ,
start anew , all over again . i just wanna new beginning with you , not others .
haiish , as if ths wish of mine can come true .
Since i got to know , you have moved on far . ):
I guess i got carried away ? no offence , but this is my blog huh ?
Noone i can trust to get this off my chest , but here it is .
Damn i wish i din hafta go thru all this . :/
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Friday, June 20, 2008 5:50 PM
It feels so different being here
I was so used to being next to you
Life for me is not the same
Theres no one to talk to
I don't know why I let it go too far
Starting over its so hard
Seems like everywhere I try to go
I keep thinking of you
I just had a wake up call
I wish I never never let you fall
Baby you were not the blame at all
Remember when I pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared
You'd have never went no where
That I should have been right there
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head
When you're not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe
I'm losing my mind
Yes I made a mistake
I thought that you would be mine
Guess the joke was on me
I miss ya so bad I can't sleep
I wish I knew where you could be
Another dudette is replacin me
That this can't be happenin
I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go you need to come home back to me
Cause you made it hard to me
Oooh when you're not with me
-How do i breathe , Mario
I was so used to being next to you
Life for me is not the same
Theres no one to talk to
I don't know why I let it go too far
Starting over its so hard
Seems like everywhere I try to go
I keep thinking of you
I just had a wake up call
I wish I never never let you fall
Baby you were not the blame at all
Remember when I pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared
You'd have never went no where
That I should have been right there
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head
When you're not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe
I'm losing my mind
Yes I made a mistake
I thought that you would be mine
Guess the joke was on me
I miss ya so bad I can't sleep
I wish I knew where you could be
Another dudette is replacin me
That this can't be happenin
I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go you need to come home back to me
Cause you made it hard to me
Oooh when you're not with me
-How do i breathe , Mario
Yest woke up in time to get ready and mit nad and nat .
met them in time , 130pm at bns .HAHAH !
farna couldnt make , aww .
Met up wif sum others of nad's at the lib .
sat , did abit of hwk and we all very hungry .
Fast foods was all packed .
so decided to have chicken rice at Banquet .
&& so , half my guts was taken away .
Patience was tested and challenged .
I had to act and pretend that i was all okay .
Thou i knw , inside was all breaking up .
and i was strong enuff to hold back tears . =D
Aft eat , me nad and nat walked around to search for stuff .
&& i badly wan that thing uh ! damndamn .
well , nad and nat was having their time luffing .
idk why , at that moment i was just dazing .
HAHAH , " heed ? abeh da camni tros mcm org stengah mati ? "
( heed , then like half-dead ? )
then they keep beating me lor ! thnks .
Go back to lib , took our things .
headed to Macdee , nad so good treat me ice cream to cool me =D
Eat ice cream , then do hwk at macdee .
Jen and Jerene came nt long after to join us .
Ard 730pm all headed hme .
Put my things away , 8pm headed to airport .
Fetch jiejie . Inside bus i saw the moon !
HAHAHA , damn it was beautiful.
msged my friend , the oni one who knw how to appreciate the sky like me !
HAHA ! the others all say the moon ntg special -_-.
Inside bus , same old thinking keep running thru my mind . hmm .
Reached hme , great lor .
It hurts to knw theres little trust they have for you , ya know ?
&& listened to the MJ 12 at 89.7fm .
Stupid la the effects ! i was like crying ?
another half of my guts taken away !
thanks to abg who insist on tuning in to it .
AAHHA , had a quite bad night fighting wif you , dang .
"Its time to let go , heed " - nad .
"Hidup skali heed . " - nat .
( Ure oni living once , heed )
Okay dearies ! hmmm (:
"Its time to let go , heed " - nad .
"Hidup skali heed . " - nat .
( Ure oni living once , heed )
Okay dearies ! hmmm (:
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Thursday, June 19, 2008 1:11 AM
Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu ,Sebegitu
Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia
Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman
Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu
Usah lepaskan
Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan
-Usah Lepaskan , Taufik Batisah .
Basically , today is just an ordinary wednesday .
Slept quite late yest , annd idk wassup wimme .
must be having my bad moodswings lor .
Woke at at around 2pm , awesome i knw !
HAHAHAHHA , did chores .
bathed and watched taiwan dramas .
Ying Ye 3+1 ! HAHAHA , got hotstuffs . =D
UHH , whtever hes name is .
kk , succesfully finished the drama wif jiejie tdy .
as in , NOW , which is 1:25am .
WAHAH , damn nice u knw , must watch !
I actually dunno wt to update lor .
but im bored , dang .
Tomorrow go lib wif F.N.H.N plus hannah do hwk .
hope cn atleast finish up sum .
Current status oni english and maths done .
Awesome i knw !
UHH , sch reopening ]:
Kay luh , think i end here .
abg pestering me for the comp liao ! GRR .
sayonara :D
seharusnya aku bagaimana ? hmm .
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Tuesday, June 17, 2008 9:26 PM
heyhey !
long time no updates .
Lemme see .
Sunday .
It was papa day ! i srsly forgot abt it . ><
In the day was spent wif Fy (:
chilled at her place . changed my skin .
well , she changed for me luh ! HAHAH !
thank you eh fy ! at night , dinner .
wif 1st aunt fam , ate dinner for papa day .
Levi's belt was bought for papa . =DD
very funn , that night !
went home , got rdy things for camp .
sleep .
Monday
met hubby in the morning .
heaed to sch . morning , had amazing race .
me and hubby had to be the station leader .
stationed at sapphire pavillion . we were very bored uh waiting for them .
me and her was like crazy redy . den tok to ourself.
play wif the sand . HEHE !
the task for them was to collect 5 diffrent currencies or send a
representative to take a dip in the sea .
mostly was the dip cse nt much foreigners .
then me and hubby basket go make " bonus " task .
make the other teammates roll on the sand .
HEHEHEHE ! since mr ben say we cn do anythg to them .
xDDD , no harm but ot have funn rite ! =D
1215pm all gathered . headed back to sch .
netballers had our lunch . training starts .
since it rain , had our stations PT .
it was funn ! we were broke down into grps .
then had cheers . everyone was super-hyperactive uh !
Had our bathing time till dinner . ate .
we then sky gazed tghr2 . AWWWW , swit or wht ? XD
we then watched movie till sleeping time .
YAYEE ! watched GOAL! .
UHH , santiago munez ! (:
hotstuff hotstuff ! ate supper then sleep !
super sleepy lor !
Tuesday .
woke up to bathe . had morning PT .
ran 26 rounds sia ! but hell , i din feel tired .
when running uh , aft run . wahh , like a drunkard .
nt stable seh ! HAHAHAH .
had friendly match wif Crscent Girls .
Thou we lost , coach says we played well ! (:
had lunch . after lunch was kickboxing !
or wht they call thai boxing / muaythai !
COOL MANN ! Spencer hotstuff hotstuff !
MUAHAH , had pad boxing .
Gf and me was imagining the pad those people we hate .
and i swear we were venting our hatred or whtsoever .
We box the pad so hard lor . HAHAHA !
funn u knw ! once in awhile oni cn box box . xD
HAIYAKK ! =D
breakcamp aft prize presentaion and stuff .
headed to fatin house aft eat at KFC .
watched congakak , head home .
IM DONE ! =D
If i have a time travel , i would wanna go back to that day .
to that day wer i will just say yes witout a second thought .
If i have 3 wishes , i would jst nid ONE .
that is to be with u , now and forever .
I miss you , now and then .
But do you ?
Do you miss me like i do ? i doubt so .
I cn see it , its about you and her .
Nomore me and you .
I cnt help it , but to not stop loving you .
And idk , how much tears is left .
I love you .
In the Past , Now and Forever .
)':
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Thursday, June 12, 2008 8:33 PM
2e4 outing was blast !
yeah of cse , for them.
HAHAHAHAH ! met eika and atikah . but hell , eika superb uh !
wan go beach nvr brg extra shirt .-_-
den had to go back to her hse , take her clothe , den off to harbourfront.
very long a journey . slept inside bus lor .
reached , got changed . played true and dare inside water .
played the sand . buried ZH . HAHAH! cool sia !
got teteks xD
den got out of the water damn cold lor .
then i headache so sleep all the way till 4pm. xD
then wan get change , eika good lor .
bring us walk so long2 just to find the toilet .
wth eh eika ! HAHA ! din follow those lovebird to their date .
i went back cse i cnnt take it liao .
inside bus sleep . woke up and saw hotstuff .
guess who ? ALIFF AZIZ la seh !
hotstuff la kaaaaan ! xDD
uhhh , sit bhind me summore .
heaaaaven kaper ? =DDD
reach home , took medicine , slept .
todaaay .
woke up , go doc .
i lose weight wor !
" wahh ! u suppose to gain weight , not lose weight ! "
haha . i was shocked seh . then he say my tonsil big big .
had to consume a stronger version of antibiotic .
damn big sia ! no appetite to eat ler .
consume saliva ordy very pain .
den eat oso like wan puke . UHH .
den ths few days keep headache .
&& ohh ! i twisted my left ankle .
cool eh ! tht time right , now left .
AHAHAHAHAHAH !
2e4 <33
yeah of cse , for them.
HAHAHAHAH ! met eika and atikah . but hell , eika superb uh !
wan go beach nvr brg extra shirt .-_-
den had to go back to her hse , take her clothe , den off to harbourfront.
very long a journey . slept inside bus lor .
reached , got changed . played true and dare inside water .
played the sand . buried ZH . HAHAH! cool sia !
got teteks xD
den got out of the water damn cold lor .
then i headache so sleep all the way till 4pm. xD
then wan get change , eika good lor .
bring us walk so long2 just to find the toilet .
wth eh eika ! HAHA ! din follow those lovebird to their date .
i went back cse i cnnt take it liao .
inside bus sleep . woke up and saw hotstuff .
guess who ? ALIFF AZIZ la seh !
hotstuff la kaaaaan ! xDD
uhhh , sit bhind me summore .
heaaaaven kaper ? =DDD
reach home , took medicine , slept .
todaaay .
woke up , go doc .
i lose weight wor !
" wahh ! u suppose to gain weight , not lose weight ! "
haha . i was shocked seh . then he say my tonsil big big .
had to consume a stronger version of antibiotic .
damn big sia ! no appetite to eat ler .
consume saliva ordy very pain .
den eat oso like wan puke . UHH .
den ths few days keep headache .
&& ohh ! i twisted my left ankle .
cool eh ! tht time right , now left .
AHAHAHAHAHAH !
2e4 <33
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Tuesday, June 10, 2008 6:51 PM
Having a big headache lor ! ):
K so saturday , sleepover at bell hse.
abg amin cook ths chocolate thing.
HELL NICE i tell u.
Sunday morning , tend the stall .
wif jiejie , kak fana and kak syikin .
gossiped , talked . cool mann .
at night , wen to Toa Payoh to buy stuff .
Sleepover bell hse again .
Monday morning .
Went to Airport to send bibik off . AWWW .
then bell fam plus me and jiejie went out.
Plan to go to ths Haw Par Villa .
but abg fairus wanted to go to sentosa .
So off we went ! bought the package thing .
Took the Carlsberg Sky tower . We went 130m above sea level.
The View was awesome mann ! i could see them island .
After that went to Images of Singapore .
The exhibits looked real seh .
u knw the dolls . EEEEEYER !
den the opening was like a show . Abg fairuz was like funny luh.
After the museum , went to Butterfly park .
It was cool mann . Wif the butterfly , iguanas , mouse-s .
HAHA ! the baby faiqah cry bcse bell teases her .
WAHAH . My most loved one of the package was the 4D thing.
It was cool ! i could really see how the thng cum out and stuff .
and the water sprayed at us . HAHA ! i was like screaming wen one
point of time the bee cum out . scary man !
aft that went to vivo to hav our dinner .
then head home .
Today supposingly got netb.
but i woke up on time wen my trng starts .
OOPS ! sorry gfs ! sorry hubby !
hubby not angry lerr ! YAY !
went to buy things wif fylove .
and here i am . SUPER HEADACHE !
tmr is the day ! i cnt wait atikah and eika =DD
If only :/
K so saturday , sleepover at bell hse.
abg amin cook ths chocolate thing.
HELL NICE i tell u.
Sunday morning , tend the stall .
wif jiejie , kak fana and kak syikin .
gossiped , talked . cool mann .
at night , wen to Toa Payoh to buy stuff .
Sleepover bell hse again .
Monday morning .
Went to Airport to send bibik off . AWWW .
then bell fam plus me and jiejie went out.
Plan to go to ths Haw Par Villa .
but abg fairus wanted to go to sentosa .
So off we went ! bought the package thing .
Took the Carlsberg Sky tower . We went 130m above sea level.
The View was awesome mann ! i could see them island .
After that went to Images of Singapore .
The exhibits looked real seh .
u knw the dolls . EEEEEYER !
den the opening was like a show . Abg fairuz was like funny luh.
After the museum , went to Butterfly park .
It was cool mann . Wif the butterfly , iguanas , mouse-s .
HAHA ! the baby faiqah cry bcse bell teases her .
WAHAH . My most loved one of the package was the 4D thing.
It was cool ! i could really see how the thng cum out and stuff .
and the water sprayed at us . HAHA ! i was like screaming wen one
point of time the bee cum out . scary man !
aft that went to vivo to hav our dinner .
then head home .
Today supposingly got netb.
but i woke up on time wen my trng starts .
OOPS ! sorry gfs ! sorry hubby !
hubby not angry lerr ! YAY !
went to buy things wif fylove .
and here i am . SUPER HEADACHE !
tmr is the day ! i cnt wait atikah and eika =DD
If only :/
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Saturday, June 07, 2008 2:44 PM
If you were mine
I’d be your everything
And you’d be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want
Everything I dream about
Everything I talk aboutOne thing
I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don’t feel the same way
All the words I sing about
All the letters I write about
The only thing I want to hear about
So can I get closer to you
I know there’s someone else
Let me be the one you share your hopes and dreams with
You’ll never be alone again cause I will hold you endlessly
Please don’t be afraid to let your broken heart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby
-If you were mine, Marcos Hernandez.
My buttock hurts la .
i slept super late yest aft odf-ing wif a friend.
i cnnt sleep lor. even aft jiejie went to work.
den just now,i was sleeping annd idk wht i was dreaming.
i think i roll roll and roll till BOMM !
i fell on the ground. && my butt hurts !
effing sia . but i think if i nvr fall i'll nvr wake up.
HAHAHAHAH .
Yest met up wif Gfs for awhile.
rif gave sumthg wen she was away for KL .
wahh . miss them like alot .
sat at tekong pondok . then i very sleepy.
but i gave them the jokes shared during the camp.
played balls and chilled .
then go hme slept . jiejie go hme wake me up.
celebrated mummy and adek bday .
wif my fam , baby nur , kak fana , haziq and bell .
the cake super nice cnn ? then i had my decent meal.
YEAH YEAH . reached hme , watch tv .
now chatting wif CSSP friend . HAHAH !
super kecoh .
=DDDDDDDDD
I’d be your everything
And you’d be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want
Everything I dream about
Everything I talk aboutOne thing
I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don’t feel the same way
All the words I sing about
All the letters I write about
The only thing I want to hear about
So can I get closer to you
I know there’s someone else
Let me be the one you share your hopes and dreams with
You’ll never be alone again cause I will hold you endlessly
Please don’t be afraid to let your broken heart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby
-If you were mine, Marcos Hernandez.
My buttock hurts la .
i slept super late yest aft odf-ing wif a friend.
i cnnt sleep lor. even aft jiejie went to work.
den just now,i was sleeping annd idk wht i was dreaming.
i think i roll roll and roll till BOMM !
i fell on the ground. && my butt hurts !
effing sia . but i think if i nvr fall i'll nvr wake up.
HAHAHAHAH .
Yest met up wif Gfs for awhile.
rif gave sumthg wen she was away for KL .
wahh . miss them like alot .
sat at tekong pondok . then i very sleepy.
but i gave them the jokes shared during the camp.
played balls and chilled .
then go hme slept . jiejie go hme wake me up.
celebrated mummy and adek bday .
wif my fam , baby nur , kak fana , haziq and bell .
the cake super nice cnn ? then i had my decent meal.
YEAH YEAH . reached hme , watch tv .
now chatting wif CSSP friend . HAHAH !
super kecoh .
=DDDDDDDDD
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Friday, June 06, 2008 1:05 PM
Quiz .
Atikahh , ive done it !
=DD
1. Who is your first lover?
- D (:
2. What you want the most right now?
-Back with D , impossible i knw.
3. What do you want to be in your next life?
- as if theres any , tskk .
4. Something to describe yourself
- Hard yet fragile , Cheerful yet cn be sad at time BUT imma hyperactive. (:
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
- Just D (:
6. What are you afraid to lose now?
-idk , everything maybe ? i think i lose it redy . :/
7. Do you believe in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
-idk.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-i alrdy did , long long ago . annd he knws .and if i could , i would confess evry sgl day.
HAHAHA , wth .
9. How would you spend 200 bucks?
- GFS , shop. YEEHA !
10.If one day,ur BF/Gf tells u..'Baby,ive gt smone new...'..what would u say & do?
- it alrdy did hpn . annd i broke down,feeling lost then cried very hard lor.
OHH , i said last long thou i din rly mean it and said thank you for god knows why (:
11.would you spend time with the one you love even though your parents scold you like hell?
- why not ? must be clever mahh . " anythg for you . " HAHAH! wth .
12. So you cherish every of your friendship?
- OF COUSE . netballers , Gfs , F.N.H.N , Fantas . Evry single one !
13. What makes you hyper?
-BNJ , hotties , everything sia ! YEEHA !
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- D ,my everything . ):
15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
-not a need if its nt D .
16. What do you want your friends to be like?
-Be who they are , cse i like the way they are . YEEHA !
17. Who is that special person?
- D :/
18.You have a steady ? If yes , who?
-DUN HAVE.
19. What do you do when you have nobody to go out with ?
-SLEEP.
20. How will you spend your time if today is your last day on Earth?
-Just D (:
UHH , quiz very random .hahahah .
Question 10 mcm cool pe ? ):
Atikahh , ive done it !
=DD
1. Who is your first lover?
- D (:
2. What you want the most right now?
-Back with D , impossible i knw.
3. What do you want to be in your next life?
- as if theres any , tskk .
4. Something to describe yourself
- Hard yet fragile , Cheerful yet cn be sad at time BUT imma hyperactive. (:
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
- Just D (:
6. What are you afraid to lose now?
-idk , everything maybe ? i think i lose it redy . :/
7. Do you believe in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
-idk.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
-i alrdy did , long long ago . annd he knws .and if i could , i would confess evry sgl day.
HAHAHA , wth .
9. How would you spend 200 bucks?
- GFS , shop. YEEHA !
10.If one day,ur BF/Gf tells u..'Baby,ive gt smone new...'..what would u say & do?
- it alrdy did hpn . annd i broke down,feeling lost then cried very hard lor.
OHH , i said last long thou i din rly mean it and said thank you for god knows why (:
11.would you spend time with the one you love even though your parents scold you like hell?
- why not ? must be clever mahh . " anythg for you . " HAHAH! wth .
12. So you cherish every of your friendship?
- OF COUSE . netballers , Gfs , F.N.H.N , Fantas . Evry single one !
13. What makes you hyper?
-BNJ , hotties , everything sia ! YEEHA !
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- D ,my everything . ):
15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
-not a need if its nt D .
16. What do you want your friends to be like?
-Be who they are , cse i like the way they are . YEEHA !
17. Who is that special person?
- D :/
18.You have a steady ? If yes , who?
-DUN HAVE.
19. What do you do when you have nobody to go out with ?
-SLEEP.
20. How will you spend your time if today is your last day on Earth?
-Just D (:
UHH , quiz very random .hahahah .
Question 10 mcm cool pe ? ):
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ 12:49 PM
UHHH , finally home yaww ! =DD
OH OH , p-TWO and atikahh ,
SAYA RINDUU KAMU-KAMU JUGA !
cya real soon yo. (:
Kay lemme see .
Was at the Cssp camp from Tues Till Today.
Tuesday morning , met up wif eika at wdls mrt station.
Her mama sent us to Mayflower Sec .
So reach and yadda yadda .
Day 1 would always be the introduction day.
Get to know . Our Facis rocks mayne .
Jiarui and Rachel .
&& i was in Fantas , Foxhound .
Yes eika , Foxhound , not Coyote . WAHAHA.
By nightfalls , we were already quite hyper .
Like yeah , i was hyper first .
then everyone started to like get influence and show true colors.
Esp my Mocca partner , Yong Seng . WAHH .
super kuku sia first time. Then wen open mask , super noisy.
But cool to be with ! yeaaaah , always wimme .
Then Hazirah , Emily , Hwee Ling , Amalina, Nazurah , Syafiq , Sheikh , Choon Kan Ming Ren .
We were the YAMTEHs ! hahahahah ! cool man tht Japanese horny joke.
Mostly we were the very kecoh2 . yeah yeah .
Day 2 was ration day .
i swear the food sucks big time.
Ns's food ? yucks yeah . i din eat proper that day .
just biscuits .
Day 3 rocks big time . Had Station and War Games .
Plus SCEP . station and war games was cool .
Then had captain ball games against alliances .
best uhh ! i was missing netb effing much . hhaha .
Aft dinner , briefing by Smrt and by 12am .
reached City Hall . did our Smrt Community Emergency Programme.
Funn you know ! we get to play with the mrt tracks .
identifying suspicious objects and people.
pressing emergency buttons. i like the one near to the door !
its cool man ! HAHAHAH . then we ge to push the emergency door.
and walked through the mrt tracks.
in the tunnel ! cool or what ?! hahah .
the SCDFs was hawt hawt yo . wengs . (:
The activity ended around 3am .
annd yeah spend time wif ministers .
reach campsite , wash up and slept.
slept late and had to wake at 7 am.
&& yeah , today had area cleaning.
prize presentation . camwhored .
email and numbers exchange . AWWW .
wen Fantas had the farewell kinda thing.
very sad lor . everyone was like dun wan go hme.
imma miss them sehh !
Esp the YAMATEHs ! hahahaha :D
Eika found her new love . chey ! suke uhh .
&& eika , aku tk slenger okay ? SETIE .
HAHAH! blueks . dismissed.
eika mama fetched again .
ate at upper thomson . den go hme aft that .
slept in the car .
UHH , camp was awesome . Food was not bad .
Better than that at Sec 2 camp . hahahah .
Bathing was nt a problem too . Sleeping was abit of a prob to me.
cse ive nvr slept on the floor on a sleeping bag.
but it was awesome . Camp-mates was great.
totally . had tons of laughters and jokes.
im like walking out of the camp wif tons of CHEERS ! gyeahk !
HAHAH . it was cool cool , definitely (:
but in btween , still got scoldings from eika ):
HAHAHAH , blueks.
CSSP ' 08 , Foxhound 2 , Fantas .(:
- pictures will be updated ! yeaaaah .
OH OH , p-TWO and atikahh ,
SAYA RINDUU KAMU-KAMU JUGA !
cya real soon yo. (:
Kay lemme see .
Was at the Cssp camp from Tues Till Today.
Tuesday morning , met up wif eika at wdls mrt station.
Her mama sent us to Mayflower Sec .
So reach and yadda yadda .
Day 1 would always be the introduction day.
Get to know . Our Facis rocks mayne .
Jiarui and Rachel .
&& i was in Fantas , Foxhound .
Yes eika , Foxhound , not Coyote . WAHAHA.
By nightfalls , we were already quite hyper .
Like yeah , i was hyper first .
then everyone started to like get influence and show true colors.
Esp my Mocca partner , Yong Seng . WAHH .
super kuku sia first time. Then wen open mask , super noisy.
But cool to be with ! yeaaaah , always wimme .
Then Hazirah , Emily , Hwee Ling , Amalina, Nazurah , Syafiq , Sheikh , Choon Kan Ming Ren .
We were the YAMTEHs ! hahahahah ! cool man tht Japanese horny joke.
Mostly we were the very kecoh2 . yeah yeah .
Day 2 was ration day .
i swear the food sucks big time.
Ns's food ? yucks yeah . i din eat proper that day .
just biscuits .
Day 3 rocks big time . Had Station and War Games .
Plus SCEP . station and war games was cool .
Then had captain ball games against alliances .
best uhh ! i was missing netb effing much . hhaha .
Aft dinner , briefing by Smrt and by 12am .
reached City Hall . did our Smrt Community Emergency Programme.
Funn you know ! we get to play with the mrt tracks .
identifying suspicious objects and people.
pressing emergency buttons. i like the one near to the door !
its cool man ! HAHAHAH . then we ge to push the emergency door.
and walked through the mrt tracks.
in the tunnel ! cool or what ?! hahah .
the SCDFs was hawt hawt yo . wengs . (:
The activity ended around 3am .
annd yeah spend time wif ministers .
reach campsite , wash up and slept.
slept late and had to wake at 7 am.
&& yeah , today had area cleaning.
prize presentation . camwhored .
email and numbers exchange . AWWW .
wen Fantas had the farewell kinda thing.
very sad lor . everyone was like dun wan go hme.
imma miss them sehh !
Esp the YAMATEHs ! hahahaha :D
Eika found her new love . chey ! suke uhh .
&& eika , aku tk slenger okay ? SETIE .
HAHAH! blueks . dismissed.
eika mama fetched again .
ate at upper thomson . den go hme aft that .
slept in the car .
UHH , camp was awesome . Food was not bad .
Better than that at Sec 2 camp . hahahah .
Bathing was nt a problem too . Sleeping was abit of a prob to me.
cse ive nvr slept on the floor on a sleeping bag.
but it was awesome . Camp-mates was great.
totally . had tons of laughters and jokes.
im like walking out of the camp wif tons of CHEERS ! gyeahk !
HAHAH . it was cool cool , definitely (:
but in btween , still got scoldings from eika ):
HAHAHAH , blueks.
CSSP ' 08 , Foxhound 2 , Fantas .(:
- pictures will be updated ! yeaaaah .
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Monday, June 02, 2008 8:39 PM
Saat ku tutup mataku
Hanya kau yang ku fikirkan
Ku coba melupakanmu
Namun kau tetap dihati
Aku merindukanmu
Tuhan tolonglah,Ku tak sanggup mengakhiri cintaku
Katakan padaku bagaimana melupakanmu
Terluka mencintaimu
Dan ku tak sanggup menghembus , Air Mataku.
Semua yang ku lakukan
Selalu mengingatimu
Hanya selalu yang telah tersiksa
Tidak usah berpaling darimu.
-Air mata , Dygta .
I overslept and missed 30 min of S'pore's game .
and by the time i watch , 5-2.
Then now 6-2 ? wth ?!
defence , wah . indescribe-able sia !
my baby play oso tdy hancur ! die die .
lose redy ler ! nyahahahah . kay shuddup dayah !
So lemme see .
slept ard 2am i think .
msged 3 people in a row before sleeping.
Fy , Shaniq and patrick .
Fy abandoned me and went to lalaland.
Shaniq and i abandoned each oter and ended wif a gdnyte.
Patrick abandoned me cse batt low and patrick was stucked in cosway back from jb.
and i was sleepy bcse of medicine so slept !
WAHAHAHA . woke up ts morning and was like very feverish .
Cooked wif abg . ate and packed halfway my stuff .
fy came and we talked awhile b4 she head home .
den i cnnt take it lor ! my bdy damn weak.
took medicine and slept .
thts why i missed 30mins of the match lor ! wahaha .
so nw jst watching frustratingly .
annd imma wait for prnts to cum back .
den continue packing for tmr.
&& uh yeah , CSSP tmr ! till friday . =DD
i'll bring hp but will oni use it at night . so yeah .(:
Tag Reply !
To Kamarul && fiq : uh yeah , sejak bile nightmare jd cool ? WAHAH .
Fiq , ure linked ! :D
RueyShien : ure linked ! :D
p2 annd eika : hahahah . thanks ! annd eika , da sdh tkyah nk jiwang2 sgt .
&& yeah , you are my everything . haiish .
Hanya kau yang ku fikirkan
Ku coba melupakanmu
Namun kau tetap dihati
Aku merindukanmu
Tuhan tolonglah,Ku tak sanggup mengakhiri cintaku
Katakan padaku bagaimana melupakanmu
Terluka mencintaimu
Dan ku tak sanggup menghembus , Air Mataku.
Semua yang ku lakukan
Selalu mengingatimu
Hanya selalu yang telah tersiksa
Tidak usah berpaling darimu.
-Air mata , Dygta .
I overslept and missed 30 min of S'pore's game .
and by the time i watch , 5-2.
Then now 6-2 ? wth ?!
defence , wah . indescribe-able sia !
my baby play oso tdy hancur ! die die .
lose redy ler ! nyahahahah . kay shuddup dayah !
So lemme see .
slept ard 2am i think .
msged 3 people in a row before sleeping.
Fy , Shaniq and patrick .
Fy abandoned me and went to lalaland.
Shaniq and i abandoned each oter and ended wif a gdnyte.
Patrick abandoned me cse batt low and patrick was stucked in cosway back from jb.
and i was sleepy bcse of medicine so slept !
WAHAHAHA . woke up ts morning and was like very feverish .
Cooked wif abg . ate and packed halfway my stuff .
fy came and we talked awhile b4 she head home .
den i cnnt take it lor ! my bdy damn weak.
took medicine and slept .
thts why i missed 30mins of the match lor ! wahaha .
so nw jst watching frustratingly .
annd imma wait for prnts to cum back .
den continue packing for tmr.
&& uh yeah , CSSP tmr ! till friday . =DD
i'll bring hp but will oni use it at night . so yeah .(:
Tag Reply !
To Kamarul && fiq : uh yeah , sejak bile nightmare jd cool ? WAHAH .
Fiq , ure linked ! :D
RueyShien : ure linked ! :D
p2 annd eika : hahahah . thanks ! annd eika , da sdh tkyah nk jiwang2 sgt .
&& yeah , you are my everything . haiish .
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
♫ Sunday, June 01, 2008 6:56 PM
No lyrics for today cse the webbie is under construction .
DDDDD=
i just woke up and i had 3 nightmare in a row again niah.
For the 2nd time , i dream of my friend passing away
leaving me wif his final words. ):
Ths freak me out , having to dream that my dad rape me ?
HAHAHAHA ! wth kan !
Then i dream that sumone wanna kill me.
so i ran away and eventually i dream of ths gross thing uh.
we were like fighting in idk whose house.
he tried to shoot me but missed.
then i take knife go stab him oso he never die.
until i shoot him.
too much of box office dayah !
HAHAHAHAHA .
then i woke up . idk how i get to sleep oso .
i woke up ths morning .
bathe and did my chores .
watched dvds den planned to do hwk uhh.
then i begin to think alot.
then i think i teared to sleep .
wth ehk dayah ?
today is so random .
abg ask me wan go gym wif him and i say i lazy.
atlast , he oso never go .
WAHAHA . haish ):
saya tidak tahu mahu buat apa.
hari semakin berlalu dan sepertinya aku hanya mampu menanti menghrp .
AHK , malay sucks .
idk if i should let it be and wait for tht miracle , or move on ?
problem is , ive been tryna move on.
but i cant. UHH , awak semua tidak faham kan ?
bagos.
- ini merepek , saya tahu .
cse you are my everything .
i know ive done my mistake.
and it was my biggest mistake.
why cant things just go back to how it was ?
it hurts big time to see you and her.
to see the loved one wif sumone else.
im tryna hold back ths un-describe-able feeling.
but the more i hold back , the more im in need of you.
all i wish was things not to turn out ths way .
cse im missing you .
annd i wonder if u miss me the way i miss you.
i dun think so . ):
cse i guess , its all about you and her now.
nomore you and me. haiish .
dun the past affect u ? ):
DDDDD=
i just woke up and i had 3 nightmare in a row again niah.
For the 2nd time , i dream of my friend passing away
leaving me wif his final words. ):
Ths freak me out , having to dream that my dad rape me ?
HAHAHAHA ! wth kan !
Then i dream that sumone wanna kill me.
so i ran away and eventually i dream of ths gross thing uh.
we were like fighting in idk whose house.
he tried to shoot me but missed.
then i take knife go stab him oso he never die.
until i shoot him.
too much of box office dayah !
HAHAHAHAHA .
then i woke up . idk how i get to sleep oso .
i woke up ths morning .
bathe and did my chores .
watched dvds den planned to do hwk uhh.
then i begin to think alot.
then i think i teared to sleep .
wth ehk dayah ?
today is so random .
abg ask me wan go gym wif him and i say i lazy.
atlast , he oso never go .
WAHAHA . haish ):
saya tidak tahu mahu buat apa.
hari semakin berlalu dan sepertinya aku hanya mampu menanti menghrp .
AHK , malay sucks .
idk if i should let it be and wait for tht miracle , or move on ?
problem is , ive been tryna move on.
but i cant. UHH , awak semua tidak faham kan ?
bagos.
- ini merepek , saya tahu .
cse you are my everything .
i know ive done my mistake.
and it was my biggest mistake.
why cant things just go back to how it was ?
it hurts big time to see you and her.
to see the loved one wif sumone else.
im tryna hold back ths un-describe-able feeling.
but the more i hold back , the more im in need of you.
all i wish was things not to turn out ths way .
cse im missing you .
annd i wonder if u miss me the way i miss you.
i dun think so . ):
cse i guess , its all about you and her now.
nomore you and me. haiish .
dun the past affect u ? ):
Yours Truly,
Heed
Heed
