♫ Wednesday, January 30, 2008 8:26 PM
HELLOH;Dyeah i know i abandoned my blog now and den.but what can i do ?!studies.netball.HOHOxDmy prioties u know.plus bf ah.HEHE.i nvr abandone u kn ? :/soo school for today was abit sucky.i mean yeah,wif lectures.2E4 should be name 4eva EGOISTIC !2 chers got angry wif our class.but one of dem have been chilled as the class apologised after my scoldings !AHHA ! && with the help of sci teacher(:But one more to chill.wonder if apologising and all those things works.haiish.summore i must lead sia ?BOOOHOOOO):class attitude is slacking definitely but i cant do anything since noone is listening la kn ?whatever.so my studies ?BAD !i cant seems to master my aglebraic fractions.i cant seems to understand fully my science.history && literature is cool.Mother Tongue is alright.manageable.enjoyable ones ?ART annd P.E.relaxing mahhs.i mean yeah ?Art uses the computer.P.E coolness la.hahahah.Netball is pressurising bcos of NZ yet FUN !.help me release my everything la.ive missed 2 training bcse of my ankle.but im fine now ok !So have been going home late the past days.Today we all decided to go home early so yeah we did !ive done my revisions.&& i got frustrated and now im relaxing yo !kay bye ! till here.PS FYQA MISS ME LA OI !
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, January 25, 2008 4:47 PM
HELLOH !
planned to go to school but mama papa dun let.
&& whts farnie is tht farhanah msged me in the morning but i was was one-eye open.
HAHA ! den i tot it was nat.
so i said , " tc nat ! "
sumthng liddat.
den farhanah rep ," dayah...kau aru bgn tdo eh ? ni farhanah tao.."
(in eng , dayah , have u just got up ? im farhanah. )
HAHAH! so i was like checking my msges back la ?
den i luff den apologise.LOLL.
so my ankle is still swollen.
thinking den i wont be able to train annd play for th nxt game makes me go *(^*%^(*( !
ive been wrking hard for it sehh.haiish.nvm.
only god noes hw i feel.
HAHA ! CAM PA !
currently im bored laaa.
den summore bf suddenly no mood.
den i oso vent here vent dere..
shucks sia..
FYQAAAAA ! wer u ?(:
Oh bye !
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, January 24, 2008 10:36 PM
HELLOH !kay sry ahh for MIA.hahaha.been busy wif revisions..howmeworks..training..TOURNAMENT..(:so it rotates everyday lor..VS sengkang .We won laa.but jsut now wif EVG lose by ONE pathetic point sia !&& we all got fish-ed up wif umpire ah !ah whatever sia.den i sprained my ankle.&& like thanks ah !2 wks of no netb.den one month no shoes for school.WOOHOOO.best ehk ! grrr !bye ah ! sry no long2 post hor.
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Sunday, January 20, 2008 6:12 PM
HELLOH(:Yest was quite olrite.went to trng in the morning.trng was great.but i sucked big tyme.yeah.NZ starts on tues.&& ferst match is with Sengkang.the tot of it just make me sweat annd shivers.the problem wif me ?I cant play for the real thing.i badly wanna do well.but i just have ths fright annd nervous-ness dat will just mke me un-focus wnt do well for it.haiish.it happen evrytym im playing match annd stuff.&& thts wen i go " F*** ah dayah !"sumtyms i just feel tht i dun deserve to be in the top 12.like u cn see it for urself !im just lack of confidence.):haish.aft tht went to macd annd ate lunch.den off to nad's crib.played BB.den off to nur party.yada yada.wht she told me make me real shocked bebeh.i rly cnt blif my ears ok ?haiish.i now do have phobia of trusting grp of ppl called FRIENDS.haish.so den we,cousins had teka teki debate.HAHA.fun ok !had sum releasing of stress.den at 10 headed hme.kay well till the next post.TWO more days annd still counting down(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, January 18, 2008 10:04 PM
HELLOH !ok soo tdy din turn up for sch.guess why ?!i...overslept!HAHA.&& mama was like,"dayah bgn da kul 6"(wen it was 7am)i woke up annd see wah outside so terang..see watch , 7 am la sehh.so informed mama annd go back to slp.woke up at 8 am.watch cartoon.slept.was awaken.siap-ed.go cwp.woth mama,papa nnd adek.ate at banquet.den go buy abg fne.go pay bills all.met nad,nat annd farna at civic.den dey follow me jln2 at cwp.farnie sehh ! i just like their company(:nad blanje us at popular.HAHAH !den bought adlina burfday present.i bought spongebob waterbottle !so nw nad annd me same WB.farna annd nat cmg soon !=Di bought black jeans oso !WEEEEE ! 20 bucks.sheesh.den we all go KFC eat again.we all had quite a laugh at farna slow reactions.one of it ;mama"pri sch skola mane?"farna"kakak skola wrss,adek wrps."HAHAHAHAH ! ape ckp !mama annd papa was like teasing her laa.den we all tok tok tok den ask her ,"kau paham ?""taaak."LOLL.den i tell mama papa she sotong !LOLL ! funny ! after dat walked ard pasar mlm annd we all went home..at hme annd bored laa ?watch Terowongan Casablance with mama,papa nnd adek.kay fine.i screamed alot.watever sehh !LOLL.den i play ps2.den now feel like sleeping liao.HEHE ! chao !FOURmore days nnd counting down(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, January 17, 2008 8:27 PM
HAPPY 17th BURFDAY to my one annd only KB !happy2 olwaes.dun sad2 yo !lucks for Os,nnnnnnnd ILY!(:
EH HIE !k finally got the time annd mood to update !sheesh.last few days packed with school school && school.aft sch covered with prac of 100 shootings.best la kann ! so tht explain my MIA kann ?so it goes the same for tdy.&& guess wat ? i HATE mother tongue.i LOVE history.MUAHAHA.annnd ! for my 2.4 prac,i came in 9 mins.no longer like last yr,12 mins.
HEHEH !100 shots was next.hot la weather.
aft tht go nad hse do homec.bought ice kachang.HEEEE.den got home annd noones home ah !BEST !so kay till the next post !=D
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Saturday, January 12, 2008 10:08 PM
HELLOH !;Dok let me see ?Yest had trng for final selection for NZ.I got chosen ! yayness !in the school team for ths yr.happy ? hell yeah.annd cheers for Zhong Wei annd Nat for being the Capt and vice capt respectively !Netb was fun annd pressurising laa ok ?my hand hasnt heal.so couldnt do well dat day.kept it well frm coach till rif bocorkan rahsie.&& coach was like playing wif my hand ?!hahs.Aft that go cofeeshop eat ice kachang !den head homeeee.Todaaay !in the morning went to bank wif mama annd adek for my cheque thingy.i was like teasing my adek all th way.i like it yo ! MUAHAHAH !bad kakak i noe.but heck.HEHEHE.den go mama shop awhile annd head home.to my silliness,din bring my key along.had to wait for kakak for like an hour outside house.so walk here and dere laa.LOLL.ard 3pm got in house.siap-ed.met nat annd zet.headed to Nad's hse for her burfday party.reached ard 4pm.alot was dere liao.let me see.there was ;-rifmichjaytinlydradiahallyyssasyafiqmifzalfaizalsitihidayah 2/6syazaannd some otersalot kann ? EHHE.had lots of fun laaa.sabo-ed her.HEHEH ! farnie!den we chilled at her house.fun fun yo !as tym passby sum go hme liao.left me,farhanah annd faizal.830pm go home.they accompanied me home.headed to tekong to sit2 ard ferst.played the new playgorund.FUN TAUU! hahahah.den they sent me home.left the two sweetie sum time alone.xDklaaa.syerr penat banget.mau tidur !bubye !
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Wednesday, January 09, 2008 4:12 PM
HELLOH !heedayah's back !ok i noe it has been freaking a few days since i last update.heh.On Friday,had the cca night.the sec ones came down late nnd it was ard 930pm.in btwin we did our preparations.played games.hang out wif the softballers.i den made myself addicted to psp.HEH.de sec ones came down annd dere we were,giving out flyers and promoting netball !loll.so reached home at 11pm plus ?yeah.Saturday !cousin outings !went out wif abg amin,shaniq,bell,abg nnd gf kakak nnd bf.ferst headed to lucky plaza for the superb nasi ayam penyet.HOHO.den we walked a rd town laa.movies were so boring.hang out annd reached home ard 11+pm.had loads of fun laa.since it had been a long tym since kite2 hang out.yeah.love u ppl laaa ok ?so far the best i had(:SUNDAY !stayed at home.abg rzl's side came to merisik kakak !HAHAH !to discuss on their engagement laa.so yeah.9th of march.CONGRATS KAKAK !bells fam came since hes prnts is the elders.den fy mama nnd adek.i ate alot tht day.duh.mama cook so nice.hang out with then at my house till at nite.played ps2 annd all.i lose to fy adek wich is p1 ok !tskk ! dey went home at nite.kemas-ed abit the house den off to slp.MONDAY !sch-ed as per normal.PE ran at adm garden.came in early u noe !not like last yr,i managed to pull thru !thnx to netb(:TUESDAY !went to sch wif nat.sch was ok.i was made the chairperson.wth i noe.sch has just started nnd ive ordi feel the pressure.netb was next.got my finger swollen.dad massage it annd instead of crying i laughed.HAHAHA.pain u noe !went hme at 8pm aft eating ice kachang.TODAY !din turn up for sch.din feel too well for idk y.currently licking the lolls bf gave.=Dklaaa.till here babes annd dudes(:Personal Confession-it hasnt been abt me annd u anymore.it have been more of u nnd dem.me annd dem.idk if uve realised it but we are no longer existing.idk but its repeating its cycle again annd again.i noe ive nt tell u ths cse i dun wan anyone nor u to tink " wth sia dayah ?".u have ur own choices rite ? 2b with whom or wtsoever.but im really missing ur existence.i wonder do u ? oh well have u realised it ?it happen last yr annd it cont ths yr.haiish.wen ure in nid den i cn feel ur existence.but wen u no longer nid me,there,the cycles cont.haiish.Friends ? wht are they ? wht are they for ? do i have any ?yeah mayb circles of it.but do the last ?a moment they are there,second moment they are gone.yeahh.its true,they come annd go.found new ones,forgets the old ones.w/o realising ive always depend on u.ive always nided u.but ive realised it,im nobody rite ?hahs.i treasure u but u dun.i nid u but u have the others.i find u always but u find me wen u nid me.ive had enuff i guess ?im sorry if i have nt been ard u nowadays.oh well,do u care?hahs.Now,i learnt from evithing.im trying stop depending on just a particular fren.ive made more frens(:now,it have been more of me annd dem.nnd im glad.have nt been really care of her and who she goes off with.of how she treats me.but i swear,i still care for u like ive always did as ur fren.i'll always,try to be there wen u nid me.Friendship is my weakness.yet ive learnt alot from it.i rly have.&& i have a long way to go wer i guess i'll got thru loads more ?I shall thank you bf for being there for me,always(:we are reaching our 1st yr and i hope it goes on and last.all those arguments we had made us stronger.annd the fact tht we pulled thru and are still tghthr shows hw much we treasure each oter.i love u annd i rly do."u have finally really love me."tht phrase u told me made me reflects.i admit ive nt showed my love and care for u.&& tht day i played ' find ur smile' game to cheer u up made me feel glad tht i did.HEHEHEH ! i love u baby(:&& i hope u noe tht i do,always,thou i dun rly show it.there is
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, January 03, 2008 7:41 PM
HELLOH !sch has started.met up wif fren fren den go in sch .basically it has been tiring la.for netball.hHAHA.it goes on wif new chers.introduction.nnd u noe i noe.netball yest was super fun kay ?ngan KB perr.AHAH !member fall down.HAHAH !ainkk ! Today met up wif zet nnd nat.headed to sch.so yadaa yadaaa.sch ended at 1pm.netball.tiring ah !mr roslan do PT.my toe was still swollen laa.but heck.now its like wahhh freaking tk sakit ! HAHA.kay pain la oi.den netb was super pissing my ar**.wif her wt the mrajok2.haiish.mepek sia ! kay wtever eh ?im like so tired.toms sch till 10pm.i mean lesson till 1230pm.den gett ready things.den the thing start.kay best ah balek lmbt ! haha.kay sch have been fun in a way or another.finally i got to mit 2/4 la !i miss them like alot.had fun bullying them like i use to.HAH ! ZH ! we miss each oter ok ?annd my fam ! i mean class fam.HAHA.klaaa.i freaking cnnt thn k ?BYE !
Yours Truly,
Heed