♫ Saturday, September 29, 2007 9:51 PM
h e l l o h s (:i feel lyk im on cloud nine !WOOOOO !lols.kay im crazy.yeaah.im crazy over hym.GAGAG !lols.*breathe in and out*(:I LOVE 29th la sey !(:it breaks a lover up yet bring dem more closer once.yet again tdy.it did it again.hahs.it brought a lover back together.hahs.MAGIC ! lol. craps.Eh, i misssssss belos !&& we may be escaping to escape aft exams.weeee !sayaaaaang krggs !&& dearie fye,Thnx for everythng.ur words work on me.Yeaap.im being strong now.Im trying hard to go thru everythng wif endurance.im nt giving up ok ? Love,heeedayah(:; nobody can love me the way you do(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, September 28, 2007 1:21 PM
i woke up and told myself to be strong , yet i couldnt help flashbacking .
i couldnt hold back all those tears . haish .
im sry cse i wasnt being able to hold on anymore .
im sry for evertythng.
But i guess its for own good .
Its tym for us to face it .
lets feel the pain nw rather than later . Its tym to move on , on life .
i cn no longer cheat myself . GAAAH . its killing me .
im sry if my decision ever hurt you . im left wif no choice but to end it .
i could no longer go out and tell the world im strong to hold on to it .
im really sry , thou sorry can never restore anythng .
And here ive learnt .that sumtyms in life , you hve gotta do sumthg u dun wan to .you have gotta to let go thou you cant bear to be apart frm it .h e l l o h s.i slept late yest.GAAH . den woke up for sahur .i couldnt eat . so just eat 2/3 pieces of lontong .den went to sleep .sch-ed wif rif , lyd ,mich .reached sch and jst sat .
Sci was ferst two lesson .cher was going thru thngs dats gonna cum out for eoy yet i was termenung-ing.haish . EL and recess watched Monster House screen-ed by mdm adawiyah .whole class stayed back for it .hahs .Homec was next .got back paper . got 14.5/20 .Overall SA grade is A1 but oni 76.5 .i soo drop . Mid yr was 81 . hahs .nvm , homec oni . GAGA .den played game i gt choc !(:CE was used for hist . man i could feel the exam pressure going on .Aft dat met rif , mich and lyd outside of sch and walked hme .GAAAH . im pissed at myself for letting it affect my focus in class ."hidayah see me outside of class aft ths ."i was lyk oh god , wt hav i done ?aft lesson , "hidayah , ive gt feedbacks tat ure no longer focusing and concentrating in class and uve been daydreaming no longer tking dwn notes lyk u do.ure slacking at ths crucial moment.wts the matter wif u ? wts happening ? is sumthg bothering you ? ""huh ? no problem ah . nth ah . i guess cos i stress out wif exam pressure . i will be fine ba . im sry."haish . i was feedback-ed .):dalaa . i wanna rest .; Hey Life , thnx for all your misery .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, September 27, 2007 11:00 PM
body feel aint gd cos was out in the effink cold nite jst nw .shall nt state werever i went to eh ?haish . as i was walking down the street at around 10pm otw-ing hme ,many things just run thru my mind .sweet and sour . GAAH .i miss those life ive led peacefully .Hey life , you are beginning to be my misery .Hey life , you are getting confusing and complicating .Hey Life , tell me . home much longer am i suppose to be strong a nd hold on ?I wanna stay in childhood . haish .i was trying to find the ans to my situation now but sadly , its just nt there .everythng was in a mess . thnx to idk wat .):Wats wif me yeah ? am i dying or sumthg ? tell me god .Till wen am i shedding un-worthy tears ?Lead me to the right path pls .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ 3:23 PM
h e l l o h s (:kay sch was relaxing yet i was in no mood , trust me .thou u see me wif a smile , jokink . GAAAH . thats jst to hide la dey !SO school-ed alone as dey woke up at 630am . GREAT !reached sch was lucky as den it started to rain .sat wif shafiq all upstair . standard jgkk .funny ppl . GAGAG .den headed to class .EL suppose to watch monster house den laptop broke dwn):so tok-ed to mdm adawiyah . GEREK i tell u .hahs . for a moment i found a way to get sumthngs out of mind .Hist was lesson tym.Sci was revision but i was totally heck care . GAAAH !i dun have de mood ! wt do u expect sia !i din brg any sci thngs anw . bleaaaargh ."tdy u quiet hor . sick ? gt prob ? wich one ?"-monster ."haha .u noe me best . both la hor ."-me ."relax aaaah . rmb DA NIU ."-ZH -_-yeaaah . its a fact i was vry quiet .i din tok . i use hand signs . i nodd . i swiit . i sulk . GAGA .couldnt concentrate much anw . blablabla .
Maths go thru correction 2 chap . they copy slow i kenaa .wah ! "change faster laa ."-ms gan ."dey hvnt finish copy den i chnge kena nvr change kena .wahlao ."-me . KEKE ."class ! faster !"-ms gan . tau tkot . HAHA .Den MT . Cikgu say do revision for upcomg exam .instead me , yana , atikah draw2 and tok2 .AHHA . Aft tat go hme(:din stayed back for the un-compulsory remedial .walked back wif rif , lyd , mich .HHA . rif paiseyy-ed .lyd was plucking the leave ."hey ! dun u learn hw to save the earth ! LOOK !(pointing at a signboard) ! de board says dun pluck flowers , plant . "-rif. "eh rif , it says vehicle will be towed ....." -me .HAHA ! confident sia !ni la manusia . hmm . GAGA .klaaa ! im tired .din sleeep the whole nite yest .couldnt sleep for idk y .nytes !; kamu ketahuan !(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Wednesday, September 26, 2007 10:35 PM
"don't hold too much hope on something..it'll only hurt you..if you're confident.. then maybe it works..well, sometimes..you just wish you won't never wanna lose that someone.. certain someone..but maybe..it wasn't meant to be..get on with life..it may be btter than u think it is. (:"Got it frm fyqa's blog.attracted for idk y ?lols.I go doc jst nw wif fyqa.den she says dat deres a lump on my eye .i was lyk " hw cn a lump grow on my eye ?!"she say i go rub rite ..lol .den she say she give me cream .its internal mind u ! hw to put cream ?she say , " dun worry , its safe for your eye(:"den go hme . lol.kay nw nid go do hw !tata !; hopes brings u down , humans.
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ 6:53 PM
heyys(:
soo today i din go to sch .Ferst ; im too lazy to get my ass out of bed and go to school .Second ; my eye .yeaaah so went rif called , i say "go ahead w/o me ok ?"den went back to sleep . GAGAGAGA !im rite here waiting for buke.cos din sahor .whole fam din wake up . HAHA .nvm . i still endure .GAGAAA ! im gd at advicing ppl bt wen it cum to me , im nth .haiish ! ive jst tell fye to keep strong , dun stress2 .Ive jst told fyqa nt to give up on anythng .but here i am .feeling lyk giving up on all my problem .running away yeah ? im an idiot i noe .i feel lyk giving on exams . studies . school .life . Oh god . give me the will to hold on.i dunno hw much longer am i gonna hold on to every shit .haiish .till here ba .; give me the strength to hold on.
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Tuesday, September 25, 2007 5:40 PM
hellohs(:for idk why my left eyes is swollen .pain siaaa .sumtyms theres heat . lols.and dat happen wen i was doing my mly ppr .cnt concentrate yaww .but ignore it . but the more i ignore , the more the pain .swengs tol .haish . ok soo school-ed wif rif , lyd and mich .dey were super early .735am ordi under my block .i only wear my uni .LOL .so they had to wait .reached sch . go up .den solehin all were playing ths oh-ya-peh-ya-som game.HAHA . lose kene beat at hand.i played . PAIN !shafiq was mst gentlemen .beat me act2 oni . HAHAH . best .malay ppr 1 was ok .oni the surat tk rasmi lyk toot .i mean they gave 2 address . i was lyk ?ni rasmi ke tkk sia ? GRRRR !den mly paper 2 anoder toot .compre qns stoppit seyy !haish . i dun tink i do well):aft ppr go hmeee .slept . lols.klaaaa . till here dudes and babes(:;ku mencintaimuuuu , lebih dri apapuuuun.(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, September 24, 2007 7:30 PM
Two songs that i dearly adore ;If you're not the one-Daniel BedingfieldUnbelievable-Craig David , Love ths the most(:If you're not the want-Daniel BedingfieldIf you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?If you are not mine then why does your heart return my callIf you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at allI never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me nowWe’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life withI never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me nowWe’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life withIf I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?I don’t know why you’re so far away But I know that this much is trueWe’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life withAnd I wish that you could be the one I die withAnd I pray in you’re the one I build my home withI hope I love you all my lifeI don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understandIf I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I amIs there any way that I can stay in your arms?‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath awayAnd I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or rightAnd though I can’t be with you tonightYou know my heart is by your sideUnbelievable-Craig DavidAlways said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and you changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means. It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable,to finally be in love, Somewhere I never thought I'd be. In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now, I was lost and you've rescued me some how. I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, And I've never been here before. Now I see, what love means. When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost, I can't help but break down, and cry. Ohh yeah, break down and cry. Now I see, what love means.
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ 5:05 PM
hellohs!(:Owh , ive jst woke up .lols yeaah .kay sooo , yest had a sleepover at bell's hse .din sleep the whole nite u noe ! thou i had exam today .bleaaaargh.ton the whole nite watching Nitemare Detective and Darkness Fall .weee ! Starting2 there kenaaa bully sia .&& yes ! they caught anoder vid of me . grrrr !barbie dolls . scary ! nt for me sia . eee .Kay so ard 545am Darkness Fall finished .Sap-ed den met Rif at wdls interchange .Saw Boboy . waited wif hym .den rif , lyd , mich me and boboy went to sch together .I was sleepy yeah .2 make matter worse , it was raining .But i manage to stay awake and finish it up .idk hw but i did .(:Aft exams , went home wif the 3 gals as usual la .dey lpak-ed i go hme and SLEEP(:LOls.(:Tommorrow paper ; Malay Paper 1&2(:;aku tk ingin kau derita , mencintai akuu .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Sunday, September 23, 2007 11:09 PM
hellohs all human beings(:kay so todaaaay.did nth much la .slack at hme . plan to go out buke wif sis and bro but cancelled.next sun . geylang. wif dem and deir gf and bf . shaniq and fyqa .weee . cuzzin outing yeah ?aft tat . met afiqah . sent her wallet . den to adm.we talked abt hw we were during childhood .we grew together and we fought alot .lols. i was the bully and she was the victim .i rmb hw i tumbokk her abg's eye till bengkak .lol.kecohh beb .
kay den ard 1opm to bell's hse.and here i am .abg , sis and bell watching man-u against chelsea.going to sch frm here 2mr .And yeah ! E.O.Y starts tmr .eng ppr . pray for me k ppl ?MUAAAH ! byes(:; only god knows(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Saturday, September 22, 2007 9:30 PM
hellohs(:well , just get hme.decided wif fyqa to go study at lib.so siap-ed and all . met her .headed to lib .wth ? so packed !fizah was dere too .met up wif her .sat at 3rd floor .fizah went off ferst to mit namira.me and fyqa stayed and mugg-ed lyk hell .i finished GEOG !!! weee !proceeding to Sci(:Well , i saw quite a num of ppl at lib .-nenek atikah .rahmat and co .shikin .shrek .Junjie .and more laaa .then ard 6pm go to CWP met up wif justin .then headed back to civic as decided to break fast at MacD civic .CWP's full .so waited for tyme i cont my geog revision . hurhur .jerman came a few mins aft tat .aft break fast go bazaar walk2 .den to CWP as J&J wanted to look for present .i saw again sum ppl .-Latiff .sum wdls sec frens .and moreee .aft that i feel sian ordi. soo me and fyqa walked hme .and here i am .tired):; dun judge a book by its cover , dun judge a person by its look .B4 even judging or commenting , look at urself , are u fit to do so ? hahs .wateva humans.
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ 1:33 PM
Its the 22nd todaaaaay(:-Oh wat we sae ; 8 months of our love(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, September 21, 2007 2:45 PM
hellohs(:im tireeeeeeeeed):kay so tdy schooled wif mich,lyd,and rif.they were abit early.walked to sch and we were weak.feeling sick yeah.i hve 3 ulcer nw in my mouth !):pain sia.reached sch and rested.GS got back test ppr yest one.i gt 35/58.yeah.badly done.lucky nt added to e.y.e.den the power went off .lyk great la.so hott."waah.the sch budget ah?nvr pay bill."HAHA . toooot jekk.aft sumtym de lites and fans were back.lols.EL did nth actually.Homec . bake COOOKIES!paired up wif jieying and our cookies were one of the success one.weeeee ! ZH do cookie so gayish. xDden had homec test. quite ok.den last period arrange table and chair .brought back books and all.bell rang headed to hall.so yeah.mid-autumn festival celeb was great .oni wif de fact i was in pain bcos of my ulcer.my class's bra and underwear keychain was sold vry well.initially my class have gt sum profit. great.me,rif,mic,faten,lymen went off at 2pm liddat as we were vry weak ordi.faten bacen batalkn puase.LOL .so here i am.kay gonna bathe and off to sleep sleep(:btw,me and her are at good terms liao. weeeee !; E.Y.E i 3 daaaaaays !
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, September 20, 2007 3:15 PM
hellohs(:Oh great.Thnx adek for the bruise u gave me on my leg. hmmmmmft. gemOk .HAHA .Oh well,tdy seems to be the continuition of yest misery.i tot tdy would be better but turn out . its the same suckish day.So schooled alone since pendek wake up late.met up wif her den.everythng was fine den.EL , had fun sabo-ing ZH."ive gt sum students who still refused to hand up their work aft much reminder ah."-mdm adawiyah."ah cher ! Zheng Han cher ! book trail,victory essay,sept hols,all that is not full,Zheng Han one of them nvr pass up one.HIM HIM HIM !"-me(:*staring and smiling whiler giggling and showing me his tongue*-ZH."u sabo sia ."-ZHand i luff non stop.den Hist.was ok.Recess.And aft dat.i sense dat she was eventually keeping quiet.yeah.we went on a bad term den.):Sci had a open book test . qns were mepek ahh .left 5 qns . wateva . Maths did self revision as usual .stoopid chapter 15 . urghft !MT . we tok-ed. yeah . haish . then bell rang . went hme wif rif and faten .haish . ths feeling seems to be back .the feeling of problems tat seems to be gathering ard me once again .2 probs tat hve been identified.1) her.2)studies.exams in 4 days. oh shoot .i feel stressed up again . mayb bcos of the exams . but heyy others , pls dun add on to it will you ? i will nt be able to tke it sia . i will explode and breakdown .Pls understand the situation im in .sumtyms i jst wanna stray away frm all . but i noe its gonna mke thngs worse.haish . classmates have been great people making my day , everyday .wif zh , monster laoma and other clasmates , i cn smile all day long in class(:but once i look at ppl outside them . problems tends to cum .classmates are people who CHEER ME UP aft the hectic day wif those who land me in ths situation .haish . wateva ah .bye.; heyy , thnx for everything. wat a dissapointment.):
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Wednesday, September 19, 2007 7:31 PM
hellohs(:aaaah. i feel so sick sey.my leg is in pain aft all the crackings.my head vry pain.my fever seems to be back in action.haisssh .overall,tdy sucks ok ?got scold.lit test done badly.everythng was jst so wrong.wateva ah .soo started wif Geog and yeah .wat a dissapointment.):den PE . had fun . but aft dat was so tired and dehydrated.but i endure ok . AHHA .den EL . from there,my body began to be uncomfortable.haishh.SCI , tried to concentrate.LIT do test den slept . den mrs kok go in .scold3 . wat seyy .haish . but bsides all tat . zheng han and laoma and monster make my day .lols . thnx eh ppl ? aft tat stayed back . den go hme . felt so weak seyy .slept . den woke up .go buy sumthg for buke .but i couldnt eat much. din hve the appetite):haiish . dalaaa . bye(:; heyy boyy , get well soon will you ?(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Tuesday, September 18, 2007 6:47 PM
hellohs!(:todayyy , nvr go school(:LLALALALA~!Just now go bazaar wif kakak wan buy food for buke.den go Cold Storage buy house things .i sawww mas Lat and mickeyy . xDthen go hmeee . kay soo post is very short .waiting for bukeeee !bye!; hidayahsayangdanial(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, September 17, 2007 6:45 PM
hellohs!(:tireeed sia. kay so tdy , met up wif rif , lydia and mich again .decided nt to go sch early .ddk2 at RC 656(:sit ye sit 715am liao .so farnie we kanchiong gilerrr .HAHA.MT oritee laaa .giler .den Geog . TORTURE !i dunno y jst now so sleepy .den i pinch myself to keep me awake .pain u noe ! aft geog .see my hand . waaaah . merah giler !one of the part no blue-black but pain sia .):den Hist. okkkkk .Maths , did self study .Ms gan is back . waaah . balek je stuck kt dpn laptop tknk ajar .lols. Aft dat farhanah all ajak go lib study .so me , rif , nad , farhanah , faten go lib .later , megat and faris came . faris go earlier .i did study ok ! i covered hist and geog . *APPLAUSE!*haha . lame . i noe . diaaam . xDaft tat go bazaar tmn nad and gatt buy food .den go hme .and here i am waiting for the tym to SLAMAT BERBUKE PUASE .lols.(:byeeee !; dekat dekat disayaaang.Jauh jauh dikenaaaang.Begitulah hebatnya cintakuuu(:Get well soon eh awak ?(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Sunday, September 16, 2007 3:00 AM
hellohs!(:its 3am in the morning.and im not sleeeping yet .adek and kakak wth watching ahmad albab .lols .just nw aft solat tot of sleeping .but tkleh sleep .den nk sleep , kakak msOk .she tokink to abg rizal odf .den sengaje sia bual manje2!my bulu roma naek mahanye !basket niahs !so ran outside use comp .played sum games .read blogs and chatting wif shrek .he forever wif hes ehemmm .LOL .bored siaaaa . im yawning dri tdi .but the moment i baring , i kept tinkink of my baby):i miss hym lyk hell laaaaaaa.now lyk less of communication seyys .kay so we are wearing white(:klaaa . 1h more to sahur .BYE ! nk tdoooo(:; aku yg lemah tanpamu , aku yg rentan karena , cinta yg kehilang drimu .):
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Saturday, September 15, 2007 3:26 PM
hellohs!(:i woke up at 3pm!lols.slept late yest cos cum back late.So yest waited for adek to cum back hme.then headed to geylang wif wak yah and fam.time nk buke we inside MRT.so eat mentos ferst.HAHA !reached den go eat .i eat nasi ayam penyek!HAHA . aft eat go tanjong katong .den i sawwwwwwww mickey and fam.lol . unexpected mitinggg .my abg goes , "eh si botak."HAHA . basket eh ?den go jln2 la cri barang2 .skali 1030pm liao .so decided go back .reached wdls 12am.go pasar mlm .go back . sleeeep.wake up sahur . den sleeep sampai kul 3pm .HAIYOOOOOOO!kay done .DA UPDATE EH MIRAAA!lols.;awaaaaak,saye rindu awak laaa .):
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, September 14, 2007 1:57 PM
hellohs!(:2nd day of puase-ing.not baaad actually(:soo aft sahur tertdo .LOL .naseb baekkk rif wOke me up.Lau tk nvr go sch niahs .so wOke up ard 630am.russssh . met up wif lydia and rif .walked to school .SCI go laaab .do expy. gereeek . HAHA .EL we talk2.kind of cher-student bonding .CAMPA . HEHE . butttt fuuun!Den homec .waduuuuh ! we went thru food pyramid .den we learnt CONSTIPATION .HAHA . farnie niahs ."soft soft , bulky bulky."EEEE !den CE . aft dat go hommmmmmmme!HAA . go hme wif rif .saw azralfi ! or elfi . yeeaaaah!nvr change . HAHA . rif hantar me hme den i hantar her to bus stop .saw mummy den walk wif her hme .done . bye !off to geylaaaaaaang !*very the tk bleh accept puase2 gi geylang . xD;bagaimana nnt andainya kau pergi,haruskah ku meratapi dalam sepi?
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, September 13, 2007 11:13 PM
hellohs!(:soo today is the first day of puasa(:HAPPY PUASA-ING to all muslims!(:slept late . wOke up ard 430am for sahur-ing .waaah.feel lyk nk tdoo je sia .but sblom lion king jerit . baek i wake . xDDsoo ateee . den lek2 .solaaaat.den got ready for school.met rif , lydia and mich .go to schoool .HAHA . hyper sia pagi2 .Soooo started wif EL .den Hist . lalalaaaa .Music . waduh maaaaas . boring banget !den sci . maaaas . cikgu merajOOOOOk aje .Maths mas ganteng masukkk . HEHE .Den MT . lols . baskeeeeet ah bdkkk lelaki ."cikguuu , puase kn ? klau gituu . sabaaar la bnyk2 ok ."HAHA . atikah suare rock ! lost her voice .My KB oso lost her voice .so saaaad eh sume lose voice .puase siaaa.get well la koraaaang!(:soo aft school met up wif fye and mmiraaa .(:go lib . met shikin and her bf,faisal . LOL .study sci abit . do hw .aft tat go CWP search for fye box . sad tkdeee .den decided go hme .solaaat . skali tertdo . HAHA .den bgn break fast (:aft solat maghrib go mummy shOp .Eric brought his ganteng son .alamaaaak !He cn win any girls heart wif his charming sweeeet smile sia .He charmed me(:cuteee la kamuuu maaas !sayaaaang kamuuu hny seorang bayiii . HAHA.so yeah , jst reach hme . klaaa .bye!nytes!(:; oooooooh ! begini rasanyaaaaa.haaaaaatiku tertawaaaaaaan(:
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Wednesday, September 12, 2007 6:57 PM
hellohs(:sooo school was actually great la tdy.Started off wif Geog.i went in class 10 mins after .bcos i was held back ."you girl , go there . i nid to do sumthg wif ur hair."so stayed back wif my fren . she oso kena .wahhh . wait for so long . then ,"just nw i see ur hair messy . nw ok . keep it up . now you may go ."waaaah . hati geraaaam jek sia .so walked into classs ."so sian hidayah kena caught."haha . den ms shidah smile2 .PE played netball .gereeeeek!Aft tat EL .cher damn sarcastic sia . HAH !Sci . do wrkbk .i still dun get hw to count the vernier caliper .bengap sia . lols.then LIT . doin unseen poetry .waaaah . so the tk fav sia poem2 . lol .aft tat . go hme .slept .haish . i jst dun feel lyk doing anything nw .so here it is . bye .; Just when i tot we were better , you proved me wrong .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Tuesday, September 11, 2007 4:30 PM
Just when i tot life was getting better , you ruined it .why must u eh ? i slept in anger bcos of u .babi eh u ? binget ngan org lain dun vent at us ah bodoh .ths hatred feeling for u for wt u have done lom terhapus lagi u noe .and u added moreeee . haish . mampos ah u .&& i sense problems coming ..Hellohs!(:Sooo mornink was sooo windy .niceee but so cold sia .my nose dala tkleh tahan .Sooo sch started wif MT .den sci . bessst .CE kenaaa lecture . pape la .EL do revision ws . mdm adawiyah ade2 je sia .make me smile for a sec .Maths mrs mac came in . wth .den bell rang .go KFC . den go hmeee .Klaa . nt quite in a gd mood ahh .bye !; Just when i tot life was getting better , why must you ruin it , eh ?
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, September 10, 2007 6:13 PM
hellohs!(:Okaaaay .tdy marks the first day of school .LOL , aft the hols . HEHE !kay crap .So tdy wOke up .waaah . sleeeepy sia .yest sleep late cos watch chinese drama .sooo met hym .HOHO . gt my lolls .(:2dy got to lolls .One frm mrSotong , one frm rui hong .(((:den go to school .was ortye laa . fast .MT oni 15 mins cos of the survey .HAHA . MT got a disagree for all . WOOO .nt oni me . the others too .we are givink honest ans ok . HAHA .den GE , was fun . kenaaa shoot oni .HAHA . Hist was short . but fun .Maths ms gan nvr go in .Teletubies relief-ed . HAHA . kenaa bully .Den IPW , do reflection .Got our members to write comments on us .HAHA . zheng han kenaaa shoot .LOL ! k den bell ring . WEEE .go hme . reach . BOOM ! sleep . HAHA .kay bye !(:; life is better , eh ?
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Friday, September 07, 2007 8:20 PM
hellohs!(:ok . so tdy .woke up . planned to slacked at hme .but iniatially went to meet justin , jerman and fyqa .i was late . HEHE !im sry guys .(:So yeah . met up .go walk2 . spend our tyme at metro toys section .HAHA ! farnie niahs .den justin dinner tyme came . lol !go to banquet eat .&& i realised sumthg .U GUYS ARE SUPER FICKLED MINDED !kay dots . so ate .aft tat . tot of buying donut .but stoooopid . must wait so long . we impatient niahs !den GREEDYjustin not full yet .go KFC bought shrooms burger .lol ! den spend our tyme browsing magazines at lib .HAHA ! jerm and justin soo pervert sia .see longkangs . xDDDDden decided to go hme .but me and fyqa go buy bbt .(:Den here i am . TIRED . and SICK .):klaaa . byes !; im tired of being soft to all .
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Thursday, September 06, 2007 1:20 PM
hellohs!(:kay my nose is sooo irritatink .cnt stop sneezing sia .Yest met up wif aisyah .tmn-ed her send brg to her fren .den tmn-ed her have her haircut .Den at nyte .Hang out wif justin , jerman and fyqa .planned to mit fyqa oni cos she nided me .den justin bored wanna join in .den jerman hungry . soo all met .HAAH . met at woodgrove at ferst . go 326 cofeeshop .cnnt go . HHA . go al-ameen . dun wan .atlast . civic MacD .-_-'So they ate . yes we joke-ed lame jokes .HAHA . gereks .serve u rite ah jerms . so yeah . walked hme wif dem .dey sent me hme . den sent fyqa hme .so yeah . tdy . dunno wt to do .mite be mugging . hmm .see my mood larh eh .; new frens are loved(:trying nt to depend only on you .new circles of frens are made .Thnx to you , i dun trust the words , " Friends Forever "and the sentence , " i will be there for you whenever you need me , WHAT ARE FRENS FOR ?"
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Tuesday, September 04, 2007 1:37 PM
RESPECT BEGETS RESPECT LA PANTATS!YOU FAIR TO ME & IM FAIR TO YOU.TREAT ME WELL & I TREAT YOU NICELY.YOU SUCKS , IM MEAN.IM BETTER OFF STRAYING FROM YOU GUYS !
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Monday, September 03, 2007 9:56 PM
hellohs !(:wee ! tdy was fun laa .met up wif dem late . xDmet fyqa , justin(guy) and jasmine(girl) at cwp .bought tix for ratatouille . catch de 330pm show .so we had 1hr and 30 min more . we went to MacD to eat ferst . hungry mahh ."2day is my ferst tyme eating at MacD ths yr ." justin . AHHA !i ate MCchix . so lyk a small kid .very comot sia . HAHA . "so much for a mature-ed look ."justin . BASKET !den we eat . talk talk talk .den finally went up .buy popcorn . watch movie .HAH . i and fyqa wonder if justin and jasmine watch it . AINGG !the show was fun . seriously .the cinema was packed wif childrens . luff so loud . den we ape lagi . tk maluu so luffed louder .HAHA . moms and dads were even louder sia .HAHA . so show ended at 530pm .met up wif jerman .walked ard . den bought chocs and munchy donuts .den 5 of us went to civic and sat ard chilled .* jerm , fyqa . GRABBBB !*btw both of u . see justin blog . got sumthg special for u .(:played wif de donuts cream aft eating cos it sticks at our fingers .we were damn comot . HAHA .ard 7+pm we go hme .HEHE ! me , justin , jasmine chatt-ed abt sumthg .MUAHAH ! shh . xDklaa . i guess till nw ah . (:; let me tell you sumthing boyy ; ILY and IMY (:H.O.L.L.A.N.D . xD
Yours Truly,
Heed
♫ Sunday, September 02, 2007 8:49 PM
yes gal ; they claimed they knw wats best for us .
they always do . yeah .
But wats best is they also claimed they UNDERSTAND us .
when they dun . && i guess they tried , NOT .
they made us understand their situation .
But wen we tried making dem understand ours , it seems so diffcult .
it seems tat it takes the cow to jump over the moon to do so .
they always say . " you can tOk to us."
but cn we really do so ? were they always there wen we nided them ?
do the actually have the tyme ?
its nt easy to tOk to dem u noe . wen we tOk , do they understand ?
cn we trust dem ? wen they dun really trust us .
wen we did sumthg gd , they will sindir and kind of say sumthg tat really make us feel ;
" wth ?! its better off that i din do it ."
its nt appreciated . yeah .
and they sae , they are doing this and that for us .
but hey , cnt u see ? sumtym all i nid is u to be here by my side .
thats all that i nid . so since u cnt be there for me .
i tried nt to make myself crazy by turning to friends .
But even my choice of frens bcum an issue for u to scold . wth ?
there are better off ok ? they are dere wen i nided sumone to cheer me up .
they noe that im stressed , unhappy , sad . && so dere are dere for me .
but do u knw all tat ? i doubt it .
yeah its true . all u knw is to look at our flaws .
&& scold and scold . yakk and yakk .
and its true . they will never search for the cause before yakking and nag .
bcos everything just overcum them .
&& wen they are wrong . their ego will make dem not to adknowledge it .
issit so difficult to find out WHY? before jumping to conclusions ?
bcos wen u dun , it sucks .
and it make us feel worst then better .
instead of makeing me smile , u make me cry .
haiish . as the day changes to night . we are all drifting .
just so u know . stop making everything seem OK , wen its nt la eh .
we are all doing our own things .
or mayb ? im the oni one left out ? u guys are on a OK relationship .
&& im left alone ? wateva ah eh .
sumtyms i cnt be bothered . but sumtyms i have to rite .
its sad to see everyone drifting ok ?);hellohs(:so tdy was SUCKISH ! wOke up . watched masked rider .&& monster warriors as usual .but my body was lyk damn feverish . && idk y .so tdy one day at hme oni .Ard wt tyme till 5pm i slept . AHHA !wOke up , do housewerk .den rest-ed . do abit of hw .BLAAAH ! now dunno wat to do .boreeeed la sia .bye uh !; ya hor ? why eh ?
Yours Truly,
Heed
