♫ Monday, July 30, 2007 6:56 PM
hellohs .

ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im feeling so sick laa .
AT TIS VERY MOMENT?!?!?!
stoopid seyy . damn cold .
running nose non stop .
sneezing every minute .
haiish . k the day started wif the investiture thingy .
It was ok laa . quite gerek at a few point of tyme.
hahs . Eika clapped the loudest when it was the michael wong speech .
HAHA ! kekek sia .
u noe i noe we noe .. (:
After dat went up for a pathetic 5 mins mt .
well , mr jumain said , " ddk je la tunggu bell bunyi ."
HAHA ! me , liyana and atikahh tk bawa our bag along pon ..
Geog was next .
Was asked to do mind map .
Den the others tok2 . i do laa .
"eh why hidayah ? depression ah ? eh hello ? u ok ?"-zheng han .
I was just keeping quiet till i finish doing it .
HEHE ! very cute sia look at deir reaction see me quiet . xDD
Hist was ok2 . Maths was the time i got real sick .
Before that was just the irritating running nose .
Which cost me to finish up 3 tissues of my classmates'
HEHE ! THANKYY ! (:
I was then feeling pening maha nye . my head cam nk burst !
My eyes red and watery liao .
And at 1 den cher sound wan go home . stoopid kn !
So tahan . after tat tot of goink home skali kene do thet art thing .
Set up a bit . till 430pm liddat go home .
Wah go home straightaway go drymeland sia !
now just woke up . k byebye !
Nid to get cracking ! (:

; cinta ini sudah menyelam waktu ku ; siang malam hny fikirkan engkau .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, July 29, 2007 4:15 PM
hellohs !(:

As seen , ive changed my blogskin !
nice ? comment2 !
OK ! yest , had lots of FUN !
Ard 9am met rif , fatin , michelle and jay at adm .
Den headed to school .
Had the art thing .
Im in the publication group for the art exhibition .
PLEASE COME FOR THE ART EXHIBITION ON WED AND THURS ! (:
my group big grp sia . 10 people . HAHA .
de rest 5 i tink .
After tat cont discussion at 611 .
BLAAAH .
130pm met Ms Nurfa kt PH cwp .
She blanje the top scorers . HAHA !
dere were about 10 of us .
At PH very kecoh sia !
We even had fear factors . (:
Drank coke wif cili sos . YUCKS kn !
fatin drink till finib . eeeew !
Then i kena bdh2 . swengs .
There were one last piece of pizza den no one want it .
"hidayah . eat it . u dun eat everyone's mark here will b deducted ."
"wat if i eat ?"
" u mark increased . "
So ate it .
"hidayah , actually uve ordi been awarded 90 mark since ure the art leader ."
" **** sia u cher !"
everyone luff . basket kn ! i was nk muntah liao seyy .
After tat she blanje us at TIMEZONE . coolness !
den headed to yishun , bought sch uni wif rif .
*awk ! im sorrie . ):
we den headed to Safra played bowling .
WEEEE ! best sia !
had loads of fun dere . were dere till 7pm .
After dat , all started to call parents goink back late . HAHA !
"hello , yes im miss nurfa . im bringing ur child out because shes one of the top student . "
HAHA ! dat were her script ah . kekek !
First planned to lek2 at esplanade .
Den dpt info dat place jam packed .
So plane pny plan decided to go to east coast .
So reached dere at 830pm .
Lek2 near the laut .
Played wif water . best ah .
Go walk2 . we took loads of pics ! tu yg gerek .
Den 10pm liddat decided to head home .
Took mrt . very kecoh !
Me , Mattheus , Lifa and nad alighted at adm .
It was ard 12am liao .
Nad went home alone .
i walked home wif lifa and matt .
harapkn dem skali deyy pon tkot .
i was lyk freaking scared cos matt was tokink bout ju-on all .
siot laa .
Lifa walked ferst .
"mattheus ! look lifa walked soo fast den lookback2 ."
"HAHAHA ! he oso scared mahh ."
kekek ! den matt left me && i reached home mins after .
Reached hme ard 1230 am . late i noe .
AHH ! had loads of fun la yest !
walked in big grp soo kecoh . fun tao ! hehe .
klaa2 . outts !

; minnieYmickeyy !
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Friday, July 27, 2007 8:21 PM
hellohs !

Todayy was great !
hahs . dunno y but just great .
The day started gerekk wif the story telling thing .
Ferst period MT . nyahaha !
Me && atikah did our normal thingy .
It was abit fun laa . haha .
did pefahaman . Bahase maha nye .
I dun understooded . HAHA .
"Cikgu . ape ni ? "
keep asking hym question den he basket . lols . nvm .
EL did journal and dats it .
Farnie . Cher came in i din noe .
den termaki . HAHA ! " Atikah ! bastard sia !"
Was tokink bout sumthg . Den atikahh luff out loud .
I turned and saw her cunning face . HEH !
Recess . Maths did gradient thing .
Confusing sia . tk phm .
Science noisy .
&& oh yeah ! Monday ! 1st art exhibition !
Sec 1s . PROJECT to 100 ! wee yeah !
Im one of the art leaders la seyy .
Must run the show . swengs .
2mr must go sch for this . alahai .
Klaaa . looking for it thou .
Wanna sleep ah ! (:
tatas !

; you've become my addiction .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Thursday, July 26, 2007 7:30 PM
hellohs !(:

Yest , mornink started lyk wth .
yeah . early in the mornink sum ppl just ruin my dayy .
wth sia . unreasonable && ridiculous . nvm bout it laa .
&& oh oh ! btw , to u bitch . if ure not happy wif me or do not agree wif me .
Ure welcomed to come FACE-TO-FACE and tok to me .
Dun tok bhind me la seyy ! bodoh .
stare stare at me like i owe u money .
cocok bijik mate ! BODOHBODOHBODOH!
brani bhind me . kecut infront of me .

watever la to this bastards .
nvm . PE was fun . BLAAH .
i love my classs k ? gerek ah .
Today , was quite orite .
History , common test . was ok .
MT was soo boring . slept .
Art was ok2 laa . Got 80 for my structure .
Sci did revision ppr . cher not in .
Mr poh came in .
The moment he stepped in , "WOOOO !"
Class cheered for hym .
"wahh cher ! u cum in everyone cheer sia . like artiste."
"hahaha ! wer got ."
Hes mr smiley .(:
seriously smile jekk . lols !
Then i kene bullllly sia . fed up shouted .
HAHA . class goes , " wahhhh .."
AHAHA ! basket sia .
Then maths remedial . did revision paper .
Netball was ok .
Was trained as shooter . sweng tol .
klaa2 . wan to bath , eat , SLEEP ! (:

; akusayaaangkamuu lah !
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, July 22, 2007 7:53 PM


On 09.11.2006 .
Born the BELOS .

Aqilah , Rifqah , Widia , Abirah , Fizah , Rafikah and me .
Begokbelo , Belometallic , Xiaobelo , Cutebelo , Babybelo and Glerbelo .

Sygggs , i miss u people la !
i miss greenwood .
Where we met as strangers and just schoolmates to gfs .
To people i treasure and love thou we are now in separate ways .
I miss those tyme we spent together .
Goink through thick and thin .
The place we used to lepak at .
Cresent park . Playgrounds . Boink-boink .
The days where we got real wild .
Escaping schools and class and assembly .
Vandalisms . The tyme we pissed cikgu matufa up.
HAHA ! till she cant be bothered wif us .
Storey 3 toilet ! (:
The day we fought and all . HAHA !
Our days of looking at mats . HAHA ! cheeky-ness . (:
lepakings till wat tyme . haiyooo .
Still rmb the day we skipped school for step-up . HEHE !
I also miss the tyme we walk as one .
Around the school . out of school .
Everywhere . haiish .

all those tyme till the day we were separated .
After dat , we have been trying to go out and catch up wif each other kn ?
Wif outings . haha .
Gfs , i just miss u guys laa !
&& I LOVE YOUUUUUU ! (;

; just and expression of my heart . (:

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ 7:50 PM
hellohs. (:

Its the 22nd of June 2007 . (:
Orite . Im chilling rite now .
Met rif ard 230pm .
Den blaaah went to lib .
611 . lib-ed agen .
Was kinda tiring thou din do loads of thing .
Reached home .
Listenink to radio . coolness . (:
But i dun feel orite now .
dunno y . just feeling fucked up .
haiish !

; selamlah hatimu , adakah aku disana ?
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Saturday, July 21, 2007 8:49 PM







Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ 8:34 PM









Pictures for that day outing .(:

Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ 8:20 PM
Hellohs ! (:

It have been days hor since ive updated .
HAHA ! plain lazy .(:
Okk . wait . ferst off all .
ALIZ AZIZ won the battle ! HAHAH! ((((:
k dots .
Yest !
It was Racial Harmony Day Celeb .
Cool cool .
I and hym wore green . huhu .
Came early . Brought for the people who had last min order .
NYAHAHA ! damn tol .
Got change and all .
Den prepared for game stall .
Was rather boring laa . HAHA !
I was just walking all .
Den rangoli .
FUN sia ! i like .
But of all , i like the event in the hall . coolness !
Catwalks and all .
LOL ! Mr Hot also catwalk . FUH ! (:
kak aisyah tk dpt tgkk ah ! xDDD
&& oh yeah ! my class took part in the 3R thing .

And we won ! of cos laa .
Sape designer .
lols . Me and Zhong Zhong . (:
Model ; Wan wei and Jia Xiong .
Thnx guys ! && would like to thnx those who helped me out in dressing dem .
I really love the 3R costume . HAHA !
BLAAH . din tke alot of pics . ):

Todayy ;
Jage-ed mum's stall wif kakak , mum , ayam .
After dat chill-ed at ayam hse .
Played monopoly . HAHA !
i lost ! hmmf .
Hidup suayy go jail . lols .
Den go home .
Went for a haircut . haiish . hmm .
Shuts ! see urself on mondayy . hate it !
then went to buy bubble tea .
lols . Oh yeah !
HAPPIE BURFDAE MICKEYY ! (:
uve turn into a 16th yr old banana . MUAHAHA !
Kla2 . wanna gogogo ! (:

; i just hope IT goes !
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, July 15, 2007 10:23 PM
hellohs.(:

orite . been days . (:
Last few daes were schooling days as per normal .
On Saturday ;
TJs gals had deir last training b4 the tournament .
It was kinda fun laa .
Very sentimental . HAHA ! CAMPA ! xDDD
So went to jurong .
Had lil fun wif dem .
GO home . damn tired . sleep .
Todayy ;
Had a great dayy ! tired thou .
Mornink went to Kallang Netball Centre .
Wif kakak , Mickey and kak firza .
Abg rizal came in later .
Yeah . they lost to both games .
But they had fun . i guess .
NYAHAHA ! it was their ferst tyme la seh .
Gd try thou . fun2 !
After dat , went to eat abit kt KFC .
Den to Bugis .
Walk2 . Den go Beach RD and eat proper meal !
Damn hungry liaos ! haha .
After dat go Far East .
Tmn-ed kak firza cut hair .
After dat her matae cum .
Me , Abg rizal m kakak and mickey went home ferst .
By then , im damn tired liao .
Reached Adm ard 630pm .
Reached hme , tros sleep . HAHA !
was disturbed thou . ):
Thnx kamuu for tmn-ink me . (:
Klaaa . wanna get tugged in de bed .
Gdnytes .(:
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, July 11, 2007 4:47 PM
hellohs ! (:

It have been days hor since ive blogg . (:
Lazyy ah . Tired from school . Not in the mood .
hmm .
Basically do not rmb wat happened the past few days .
Only remebered yest . HAISH !
BAD ! BAD ! DAY !
nvm bout it .
aint gonna tell anione . (:

Today , met hym as usual .
Den went to school .
Starts wif Geog . YAY ! we're done wif rocks !
One boring chapter . bods .
Den PE . (:
But din see mr Hott . MUAHAHA !
Maths was fun .
Beginning to love it ahh . huhu !
Toked abit bout racial harmony thingy .
Me appointed to design an ethnic costumes .
Usink recycle things la . haiyoo .
IPW project summore .
Den Music cher nvr cum .
Free time .
EL nvr bring my paper .
Me and atikahh .
Must stand for awhile .
kekek sia ! we play2 summore . HAAH !
cher fed up den ask us to sit . (((:
Den IPW and go homee !
Rifqah and lydia chilled at house .
klakar la sia !
rif ! haiish . xDDD

Hmm . haiish . have not been in my correct mind tis few daes.
I dunno y . Cnt explain things dats goink on .
Im stressed up la ok !
Wif everything !
People ard me who keep picking on me .
Common test and E.Y.E tats ard de corner .
ESP stress wif my studies !
i dun giv a toot abt other things la . watse my effink tyme .
all i care is abt my studies sia ! && im stressed up bcos of it .
Sumtyms i just wish to be alone .
To relax . sumwer quiet .
But its just impossible wif other things adding on it .
sux ok ! haiish .
nvm laa !

; ive tried so hard to be perfect . but i cnt . im sorie , im not .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Saturday, July 07, 2007 8:56 PM










Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ 8:25 PM
helloh(:

Thursday ;
Went to school as usual .
The day at school was great laa .
Except for de time i got trick-ed by the class !
Basket sia !
HAHA ! nvm . dun sae here .
Paisehh ! xD
After school went for IT programme .
GREAT ! xDDDD

Friday ;
SPORTS DAYY !
Went to the stadium wif hym .
Den assemble .
Den met ms gan for duty .
Me and Rif in charge of de finishing line .
Very hott . And wen de kude run we scared .
he will dash and den de tali rubbed our finger .
Pain siaa .
Den my class participate in de cheer competition .
kekek sia !
Haiyoo .
Den mickey fainted .
haiish . I was lyk nk uat duty .
den rif came . " dyh ! dan pengsan !"
"ah ? kau biar btol ? mane die ?"
"tu ngah terbaring . "
I was lyk da shocked and panic sia .
Saw hym lynink on de grd .
Was holding back my tears real hard.
"dyh , rilek . hes gonna b orite . sabar ."
Den he da bgn . toked to hym tk respond .
Den i ran to de toilet and locked myself .
actually wanted to calm myself but ended up cryink .
&& i went out of toilet and couldnt help cryink sia .
din noe abg was watchink from de gym .
Den went out . den atikah told me he orite .
Kind of relief . HAIYOO kamuu !
Den after dat , go home .
Got ready .
Me , mum , dad , abg went to JB .
Kakak got netball , adek schooling .
Met abg Aai den off to city square .
Eatt . den go eat at wer ah .
Den to Angsana .
Binget sia !
i was searching high and low for wat i want dun have .
at last give up ah .
Abg search for soccer boot .
have den no size laa . wat laa . HAHA !
not our day i guess .
Den go home .

Todayy ;
wOke up .
fpund out mum din opened shop .
soo got ready , me , kakak , mum , dad go CWP .
Ate at banquet .
Den to CHECK buy my sandal .
WEE ! (:
kakak got a new mp3 .
After dat go cold storage .
Buy things to cook .
Reached home .
Watch Tranformer .
Help mum Cook .
&& BLAAAH ! haah !

Klaaa . im outs !

; seandainya ku kau tk perlu lagi .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Wednesday, July 04, 2007 6:22 PM
helloh(:

Yest , din rmb wat happen in school larhs .
Wat i rmbered after school go netball .
But couldnt train .
Cos of my knee .
haiyoo ! kec0hs .
Blaaah . i dun rmb a tink . MUAHAHAH !

Todayy ;
met hym .
Go to school .
GE was orite .
Rocks . MUAHAH !
P.E was SUPER ok .
HAH ! ms gan din turn up .
So , MR HOTT came in . (:
Maths just did wat was told .
EL was shyt .
IPW was FISH . (:
Den rif , faten , michelle cum my hse .
Did rif's artblog .
Den karaoke-ed .
Rif and me ; MY HEART .
MUAHAH !
Den went lek2 at playgrd .
BLAAAH !
Just did Si Hui's blog .
Oh yeah !
My sweetheart Zheng Han got new name .
Zheng ZHU GAN ! MUAHAH !
We were insulting each other .
I wanted to call hym bamboo and accidently pronounce it as pig liver .
LOLS ! farnie sia .
klaa2 . wanna do hw .
Im good .(:

; setia di bibir, tk pastinya dihati .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Tuesday, July 03, 2007 4:34 AM
Helloh (:
MORNINK PEOPLE !

Reasons im up so early ?
Im here to finish my art blog .
&& ITS DONE !
i will link it up soon kays ?

Sunday ;
Planned to chill at home but then kak fana called asking me out .
Mendak nye psl .
Went to Civic , Causeway .
Den to mum's stall .
Mum wanted to go melawat so me , her and kakak tend the stall .
With babyADLINA . haha !
SHES CUTE LA ! (:
At night went to Mr Teh Tarik .
Den eat , go home .

Monday ;
In the mornink went to aisyah's house .
Help out during de kebuminkan thingy .
Her nenek's passed away .
Al -fatihah to her .(:
haish . orite .
So helped out where i could .
Went to de cemetry too .
I was tinkink then , where is mine ?
Nevermind .
Only those who knows will understand . haish .
Then reached home .
Everyone ate . We did .
Rest , slept till 5pm .
After that i went home .
Had and awful atitude yest .
* Sorie to those who i bcame soo biadap with .
Esp ; Aqilah , Rifqah and Mickey .
Im sorry ? (:

Klaa . Will be off to school sooner or later .
; tossing on my bed at night , searching for what i've always needed .
Yours Truly,
Heed

♫ Sunday, July 01, 2007 2:52 PM
helloh . (:

K soo .
Friday nite .
Went to netball at TJCC .
As usual . Training was fun .
But otw back was scaryy .
Ayu fainted . && she was out of oxygen .
She culdnt breathe .
She was over stress .
Wif N level . BF . && i dunno .
HAHA . k nvm .

Saturday ;
Mornink help out mum at stall .
Dad's not ard from yest and todayy .
Mite be home by tmr .
Den ard 5pm went home .
Got ready .
Met kakak and Kak Firza at CWP .
Went to netball .
Netball was FUN LA !
haha . It would be SUPERB if i was not injured .
NO PAIN NO GAIN . (:
played a bit of match .
2 makcik joined .
De GS makcik was super good sia .
&& shes cute . HAHA .
my mid finger was injured wen de ball hit it .
But is ok now .
My left knee pain laa .
I tink ter-jerk ah .
During de suicide run .
Longgar kott .
But nth serious thou .
AFter netball , wen to macD .
lapaaar .
Den go home.
bathe . SLEEP . (:

; just hope for a day of wen u guys just LEAVE ME ALONE .
&& stop ur nonsense la !
Yours Truly,
Heed


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